The implication was that when he fell asleep, she would leave.

Cui Jinbai thought that he would not be able to sleep, but under her gentle gaze, he couldn't restrain his eyelids from becoming heavy, and he repeatedly held on, but in the end he couldn't resist the sleepiness caused by his weak body.

In fact, Bu Shulin lit the condensing incense given by Shen Xihe in the house, which has a hypnotic effect, but it can make people fall asleep soundly, sleep up, and be full of energy.

When Cui Jinbai woke up, he really felt a lot more comfortable, and halfway through, Bu Shulin also invited Xie Yunhuai to come over to diagnose Cui Jinbai's pulse, and prescribed medicine, and when he woke up, someone served him a decoction, and he didn't want to drink it, but he heard the little guy say: "It's Bu Shizi who brought it himself." ”

He picked up the bowl and drank it all without frowning.

When he finished drinking the decoction, washed up and changed into clean clothes, and was about to tie his hair, Yinshan came over: "Cui Shaoqing, the prince sent a villain to ask Cui Shaoqing to move." ”

Cui Jinbai didn't care about his loose hair, got up and walked to Yinshan, signaling Yinshan to lead the way.

Yinshan just glanced at Cui Jinbai, who was dismantled in a cloak, and took Cui Jinbai to Bu Shulin without saying anything.

Twilight, starry night, breeze floating, lights flickering.

Cui Jinbai walked up to the Jiuqu Corridor and saw a lot of lights hanging on both sides, which made him suddenly return to the Shangyuan Festival that year, and it was also that day that he saw his thoughts about her clearly in the shadow of the sword and sword.

The candles shine through the various lanterns, shining a small light, decorating the deep courtyard like a dream.

In the pavilion in the heart of the lake, there is a plan, Bu Shulin is kneeling on one side, is facing the road, hears the sound of subtle footsteps, and watches him walk step by step, this is the first time Bu Shulin has seen Cui Jinbai's appearance.

The son of the family, dignified manners, neat clothes are engraved into the bones of the upbringing, especially when seeing guests, it is never allowed to be distributed, as extremely rude, only when facing close relatives can you be a little casual, Bu Shulin's eyes flashed in the colorful candle flames.

Cui Jinbai had already walked in front of her, she raised a cynical smile that she had been looking at for a long time, and stretched out her hand to the opposite side: "Sit." ”

His eyes followed her fingertips to the mat that had been placed, and Cui Jinbai sat down elegantly.

Yinshan took Cui Jinbai's little servant, and the night was quiet, and only the two of them remained.

Bu Shulin poured a cup of tea for her: "Your injury has not healed, it is not suitable to drink, we cook tea and talk freely, it is also a pleasure." ”

The quiet eyes stared at her for a moment, Cui Jinbai: "What do you want to say to me?" ”

When she woke up, Cui Jinbai figured it out, there were some things she wanted to say, she couldn't hide from today but not tomorrow.

The smile on the corner of Bu Shulin's lips did not decrease, and the hand holding the tea bowl naturally turned the tea bowl, and took a sip with a smile, and then said: "I am happy with you." ”

Cui Jinbai's pupils dilated in an instant, he was mentally prepared for the worst, her cynicism, her alienation and indifference, her disgust and anger, but he never thought that she would show her heart to him!

The heart that had fallen to the bottom rushed to the sky in an instant, and his whole body was weak, and the feeling of numbness spread all over his body.

"But I'm going to get married."

What is Instant Heaven Instant Hell?

The fiery heart was still rolling, and the biting ice was sprinkled all over the place, making his still hot heart struggle powerlessly in the ice and snow.

The great sorrow after the great joy, Cui Jinbai's expression is indescribable.

Bu Shulin lowered his eyes: "Zhihe, my dad is dying, it won't be long before I have to go back to Shunan, I can't let the Bu family die, Daddy's last wish is that I have a successor." ”

She will not kill this child, she decided to give birth to him, both boys and girls, he will be the little master of the Shunan Palace.

There was a force that grabbed Cui Jinbai's throat, making him unable to open his mouth and make a sound, so he had to tremble his pale lips.

She doesn't know what kind of choice is the best choice for Cui Jinbai, from beginning to end she is selfishly plotting for herself and Bufu, she admits that she is happy with Cui Jinbai, but this joy is not enough for her to lose her mind, and the Bujia and Shunan come to gamble.

What's the point of telling Cui Jinbai frankly? She still wants to fake her marriage, and then confess that getting married is just a cover-up, can they stay together?

It's too naïve, when His Majesty begins to suspect her identity, every move about her will be closely watched by His Majesty, as long as she retreats to Shunan safely, she can get a respite, but what about him? What about Choi's?

If they keep going, and let him know that they have a child by blood, how can he restrain himself? Once His Majesty detects it, His Majesty may not threaten him, so what should she do then? Do you blow up your identity to save him, or do you ignore him and give up on him in despair?

Either way, it will only hurt them deeper and push them into a desperate situation that cannot be turned around.

Cui Jinbai's heart was suffocating, he thought about how difficult it was for two men to be together, and even Bu Shulin once said that he would never give in to the Bu family, at that time he was able to generously say that he didn't care, but at this moment he knew that he couldn't say it.

It turns out that there are really two people who are happy in this world, and they can't stay together for a long time.

The bright candle flame illuminated his eyes red, and after a long time, Cui Jinbai said in a dumb voice: "I'll wait for you ......"

Bu Shulin's fingertips trembled, the water under her eyes flashed, but she turned around and disappeared, she said in a cynical tone: "A manly husband should not be trapped by the love of his children. I don't know what year it will be when we see each other again, Zhihe, I could have told you my heart without letting go, or I could have taken advantage of this incident to cut you off and never get along.

However, I don't want to be like that, I don't want to deceive myself, I don't want to have regrets. When I say it, I intend to let it go.

You also let go, we all let go of ourselves and let go of each other.

Since I have married a wife, I will never let her down and hurt her for my own selfishness. ”

Your Majesty is in the prime of life, and it is too difficult to change the sky. She didn't want Cui Jinbai to waste her life because of her, and only if he let it go, she could have less memories and entanglements.

"If my words make you feel burdened, I will take back my words." Cui Jinbai looked at her quietly.

Repossession, does not mean that it is not executed.

The thick-nerved Bu Shulin rarely understood the extraneous voice of this sentence, she was stunned for a while, and her eyes stopped on the sparkling lake for a long time before she suddenly smiled: "Okay, then you have to take care of yourself, so that you can wait for me for a few more years......

"If you don't return, how dare I die." His gray eyes, as if borrowed from a lantern, became bright and vivid.

Bu Shulin's heart was also relieved, and she picked up the tea bowl with both hands: "This bowl respects us, we will meet in the future, and we will never be separated again." ”

Cui Jinbai did not hesitate, looked at her and smiled: "We will meet in the coming day, and we will never be separated again." ”

? The last chapter was overturned and rewritten several times.,Originally, I was going to write a ruthless little step.,As a result, I felt very devastating when I wrote it.,It's too selfish.,It's not worthy of Xiao Cui's deep feelings.,Repeatedly revised a few times.,That's the only way.。

? The news of the pregnancy and the daughter's body will not be told to Xiao Cui for the time being.

? Xiao Bu is a son, Xiao Cui's worry and nervousness about her will never be too big, revealing her identity, Cui Shaoqing will give birth to more instincts to care for and be nervous about women, which is very affected, and neither of them is good.

? I don't know if you understand what I mean, but that's it anyway, no matter what.

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