At two o'clock in the afternoon, the weather was clear, and Matsushita and his father were resting at home.

"Panasonic, what do you want to do in the future?" My father said to the young Matsushita while studying the medical book.

Matsushita was playing with a scalpel model in his hand, and after hearing his father's question, he nodded without hesitation and replied: "Of course, like your father, be a doctor who treats diseases and saves people." ”

The father smiled with relief: "Okay, I must be a good doctor in the future." ”

"By the way, you can study at home, there is a person in the town next door who is sick, I want to go and see."

"It's more than three hours, and I'll be back soon."

He put down his hand medicine, packed all the equipment he needed into a small crossbody wooden box, patted his clothes and prepared to go.

Panasonic is still curiously playing with the scalpel model, swinging it out of various trajectories, this is a birthday gift from his father today, the scalpel is really too sharp, and his father won't let him use it.

After hearing his father's words, he tilted his head and said to his father, "Okay, I'll cook for you this time, and I'll eat when you come back." ”

My father laughed: "It's the first time I cook, and I don't know if I can eat it." ”

Matsushita replied in a firm and serious tone, "I can definitely eat it, but I've tried it many times secretly." ”

The father teased: "No wonder the ingredients at home have disappeared so much inexplicably, it turned out that you did it." ”

A little embarrassed, he let go down and pushed his father: "You go out quickly, you'll know if it's good to eat or not." ”

Patting Panasonic on the shoulder, his father stepped out of the room and walked briskly, his figure getting farther and farther away.

After three hours, Panasonic put down the scalpel model and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner for his father.

He did it very seriously and it took more than an hour to get it all done.

After bringing all the food to the table, I waited for more than half an hour, and the food that was still steaming was cold, but my father had not returned.

Panasonic ran to the door and looked into the distance: "Why haven't you come back yet?" ”

It was almost dark, but my father couldn't see it at all.

Matsushita went back to the house, sitting alone at the table in front of the meal that had been cooled in a daze, he went out to take a look from time to time, but his father never came back.

"Maybe that person's illness is not curable, and he will definitely come back later."

Matsushita settled down and stopped running out, but stayed quietly in the house and waited for his father to return.

This is the whole night.

The next morning, there was a faint knock at the door, and Matsushita, who was in a daze, woke up instantly, and he hurriedly ran over to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, a familiar figure appeared in front of Matsushita's eyes, but before he could be happy, his father fell to the ground with a thud.

His clothes, which had always been neat and clean, had become tattered and stained with blood, and his father's entire back was a blur of flesh and blood.

Matsushita squatted beside his father at a loss, took him in his arms and cried, while his father barely raised his head and raised his hand tremblingly to wipe Matsushita's tears.

"What do men cry ...... crying?"

Matsushita cried even louder: "What's wrong with you, a lot of blood." ”

There was a look of struggle and sadness in his father's eyes: "Panasonic, listen to me." ”

"Don't cry, no matter how much it hurts."

"I may not be able to grow up with you......"

While crying and smearing it indiscriminately to dry it, Matsushita forced a smile and said, "I don't cry...... Father, you'll be fine, I don't want to lose you. ”

Father's eyelids gradually drooped: "Don't resent others, after all, your own medical skills are not good enough, and it hurts the patient, no wonder people retaliate......"

"Panasonic, don't forget your desire to heal and save people."

"Go ahead and continue your studies of medicine, and don't let others feel miserable......"

After saying this, in Matsushita's arms, his father closed his eyes forever.

………………

Fifteen years later, Matsushita returned to the town from the big city with his younger brother who was the same teacher, and returned to the home that he could not forget for more than ten years.

The clinic had just opened, and not many people came, but Matsushita was very happy, and it was the happiest thing of his day to receive the gratitude of the patients.

Half a month later, a girl about fifteen years old came to Panasonic's medical center accompanied by her parents.

"Doctor, she's been coughing a little lately, let's prescribe some medicine for colds."

The girl was pale and weak, and from her eyebrows, which twitched from time to time, she was suffering a great deal of pain, and Matsushita frowned.

She was coughing incessantly as her father spoke, and Matsushita could see a trace of red blood between her fingers covering her mouth.

She doesn't look like a minor illness like a cold at all......

However, the girl's father yelled in disgust: "Don't cough, it's annoying to hear, and you shout all day long that you're tired, and you will take medicine and hurry up to work for me." ”

Panasonic said quietly: "Your daughter looks like she has a very serious illness, if you don't stay in the hospital for a while, I will carefully examine her and then treat her." ”

Her father said impatiently, "Isn't it just a small illness like a cold?" Why are you doing so much trouble, do you want me to spend more money? ”

"And you're so young, can you cure a really serious illness?"

Panasonic sighed: "Sir, please don't care about my age. ”

"Look, how painful she is, I can't bear her to be so uncomfortable, this is your daughter."

"I'm willing to treat her for free, right?"

He could see that the man was just because he didn't want to pay, and probably didn't take his daughter very seriously.

The girl's parents were willing, and left first.

Before leaving, the girl's father threw down a sentence: "Hurry up and treat her, there is still a lot of work waiting for her to do at home!" ”

……………

An hour later, after examining the girl, the girl coughed and asked, "How is it?" Am I seriously ill? I was so sore and tired, but my father didn't listen and urged me to work......"

Matsushita's eyes showed a look of distress, he couldn't imagine how much pain this girl had endured, she was even breathing as if she had been cut by a knife.

Lung cancer, and it has reached the point where there is no cure.

Panasonic pursed his lips, and then soothed him gently: "It's okay, it won't hurt soon, don't worry." ”

After prescribing a pair of medicine to the girl to take, in Matsushita's gentle and calm gaze, the girl felt the pain go away.

She laughed happily: "Thank you, I really don't feel pain...... Just a little sleepy. ”

Matsushita replied, "Sleep, it won't hurt anymore in the future......"

As she spoke, the girl's eyelids slowly closed, and her voice grew smaller and quieter until she could no longer be heard.

Panasonic stood silently, his body in his twenties should have been strong and straight, but he was inexplicably rickety.

"I'm sorry...... That's the only way I can help you. ”

In the afternoon, the girl's father came and saw the girl's body with a peaceful face.

His face turned blue in an instant, and he said angrily: "You quack, you have cured my daughter to death, she is dead, who is going to work to earn money?" ”

He ran out into the street and shouted, "Come on, this quack doctor has healed my daughter to death, and I am not alive." ”

Matsushita stepped forward: "Your daughter is terminally ill, I don't want to see her in pain, so I helped her to be happy." ”

He told the cause and effect, but no one listened.

At this time, there were already many people gathered around, pointing at Panasonic: "This quack, I don't know how to be embarrassed to cure diseases and save people......"

"Yes, look at his face, it's impossible to have medical skills at such a young age."

The girl's father shouted: "The matter has come to this, then lose money, or I will smash your hospital today!" ”

The person next to him echoed: "Yes, if you kill someone, you will definitely have to pay compensation, it's good if you don't let him lose his life." ”

"Just let him pay for his life, haha, the quack deserves to die."

At this time, the girl's father sneered at Panasonic: "Quack, I heard it, hurry up and lose money, and pay me all the money she can earn in her life, otherwise I will kill you." ”

"I'll calculate how much she can earn first, you wait ......"

Quack...... Money......

The sadness in Panasonic's heart became more and more intense, he didn't know what was going on in the world, people just watched the excitement and didn't think it was a big deal, and they didn't care about the facts.

Is there no one who grieves the girl's pain and sympathizes with the girl's death?

Father...... I can't......

Panasonic looked at the girl's calm and serene face, and said to the girl's father, "I'll pay for it, don't look for it." ”

He threw down a big money bag, the girl's father's eyes lit up, he happily took the money bag, and left without even his daughter's body, and the crowd of onlookers saw that there was no drama to see, and they all slowly dispersed.

After disposing of the girl's body, Matsushita said to the junior brother with a worried face: "Senior brother, I'll go out for a walk." ”

"If anything happens to me, this hospital and the money saved in the city will be left to you."

After speaking, he ignored the obstruction of his junior brother and walked out of the door with a blank face.

It was already dark at the moment.

Under the moonlight, Panasonic came to a river and walked towards the deep water area step by step.

He has lost hope in this world, and his medical skills are ...... What can be done?

Physical diseases may be better cured with the improvement of medical means, but how can the human heart be cured when it is sick?

The icy river water had a biting chill, and there was a voice full of coldness, colder than the biting river water, suddenly sounded in Panasonic's ears: "Do you want to die?" ”

Panasonic turned around and looked up, and there was a man whose face was invisible, lying on his side on a branch, staring at the moon with an expressionless face.

Matsushita said calmly: "Yes, I want to die." ”

With a flick of Onimai Tsuji's fingers, a thin and brittle leaf slashed, and a scar appeared on Matsushita's neck, and at the same time, a bead of blood flew out from Kimai Tsuji's fingertips and fell into the scar.

His figure disappeared from Panasonic's field of vision in a flash, leaving only a cold voice without temperature: "It's so funny, do you want to die?" Then I'm going to keep you alive......"

Blood dripped from the wound, and Panasonic let out a beast-like roar, and his eyes gradually turned blood-red.

His mind went blank, and the memories of his past seemed to be washed away by the tide, diluting and lightening their traces until they were gone.

Eventually, only a somewhat familiar voice remained firmly in Panasonic's mind.

"Don't make others feel miserable......"

"Don't make others feel miserable......"

At this point, there is one less kind doctor named Matsushita in the world, and one more cannibal who behaves strangely and never makes his prey feel pain.

………………

The white light made up Matsushita's face, warm as jade, but with a look of loss.

He sighed slightly, and said to Chuanliushi: "My father is wrong, studying medicine can't save the world......

Chuan Liushi replied softly, "Indeed." ”

"There are some diseases that can never be cured."