The land on the mountain is going to be cleared, Xu Fuqiang and Wang Yanmei feel that they have contracted such a large land, and they plan to buy a second-hand agricultural ploughing tractor for their own use.

Xu Fuqiang still has some money in his hand, and Xu Qingzhi gives him the money he earns from selling vegetables every day, so it is not a problem to buy a tractor.

The whole family has become a community of destiny, and Xu Fuqiang no longer twists anything that he can't take his daughter's money.

Anyway, the goal is to make the family's life more prosperous.

It's just that the current economic situation is tighter than before, and the priority is to open up wasteland.

Xu Zijun's final exam was over, Xu Fuqiang and Wang Yanmei went to the county seat to pick up people, and just happened to stop by to see the second-hand tractor and settle down.

Driving a tractor to take the test, on the way back to pick up Xu Zijun, the family had a heated discussion.

Xu Fuqiang said: "I can drive, then the tractor should not be a problem, driving the tractor should be done by a man." ”

Wang Yanmei was unconvinced when she heard this, "What do you call this man to do it, why can't a woman drive a tractor." I know that I am busy planting the land every day, you take care of those chickens, ducks and fruit trees, and after the mountains are covered, I have nothing to do at home. ”

Xu Fuqiang's words softened: "I don't feel sorry for you, this tractor is not so easy to learn." When our farm makes money, you can just enjoy Qingfu every day. ”

Wang Yanmei: "I'm not used to eating soft rice, and my IQ is higher than yours, so it's definitely no problem to learn a tractor." ”

Xu Fuqiang wanted to speak again and again, and said: "I'm not stupid." ”

Wang Yanmei added layer by layer: "I used to be the representative of the geography class in junior high school!" ”

Xu Fuqiang has a weak heart: "I didn't graduate from elementary school. ”

Wang Yanmei is confident: "I can also speak English. ”

As she spoke, Wang Yanmei began to sing: "Come is come, go is go, nod yes, shake head, no." ”

Xu Fuqiang: "I know, I know, you go and learn, Yanmei, you can definitely do it." ”

Xu Qingzhi listened to his parents talking about cross talk hurting each other, couldn't hold back, and laughed: "Okay, Mom, you go to learn." If you make money in the future, you will be the biggest hero of our family. ”

The matter of learning the tractor is decided.

Xu Zijun, who had been silent, said in a daze: "Mom and Dad, when did you go to the mountain?" Are we going to get a farm? ”

Wang Yanmei said earnestly: "Zijun, you just need to study, and you don't have to worry about family affairs." ”

Xu Fuqiang responded: "Your mother is right. ”

With a confused face, he still stayed at Xu Zijun, who was still waiting for his sister to come back to farm, and the cucumbers and bayberry at home were really delicious: "Okay." ”

He thought, he seems to be the most no-brainer in the family.

After dinner.

Xu Zijun said that he would go back to school next Sunday to get his report card, and he would have to pay the tuition fee and the parent-teacher meeting.

With only eight days off after the exam, he can stay at home for a week, and then go back to class next week to get his report card.

Although for so many years, the above has been strictly guarding against saying that make-up classes are not allowed during the holidays, but it is about to be the third year of high school, which school does not make up classes.

High school sophomores, there is no summer vacation to speak of!

Wang Yanmei asked, "How much is the make-up fee?" ”

Xu Zijun subconsciously lowered his head and said, "Eight hundred." ”

"Okay, when you go back to school, ask your dad to give it to you." Wang Yanmei agreed, and couldn't help but nag a few words: "Zijun, you have to study hard and get admitted to a good university like your sister, so that you can have a way out." Mom and Dad will also provide you with education even if they smash the pot and sell iron, don't worry about money. ”

Xu Zijun's head hung lower, and he felt a deep sense of guilt in his heart. Growing up, he was embarrassed to ask his parents for money every time, although his parents never refused to pay for studying......

Still with his head down, he asked, "Mom, where is my phone?" ”

Wang Yanmei took it out of her purse and handed it to him, "Rest at home and play less with your mobile phone, and finish your homework first." ”

"Got it." Xu Zijun took his mobile phone upstairs.

Xu Qingzhi glanced at his younger brother's back and said, "Mom, don't always say the sentence of smashing pots and selling iron for him to study, he will always feel inferior when he grows up." ”

Wang Yanmei disagreed: "In the past, the family was poor, but didn't you just smash the pot and sell iron for your sister and brother to study." ”

Xu Qingzhi: "It used to be before, and now our family is not at that level, don't say that." ”

"Just listen to the light-hearted, we won't talk about it in the future." Xu Fuqiang said.

Wang Yanmei nodded, "Okay." ”

Xu Qingzhi went upstairs to wash, her hearing was too good, and she heard the rustle of homework in the next room clearly.

She took out her mobile phone, opened QQ, which she hadn't used for a long time, and sent a message.

"It's so late, go to bed early."

The sound of writing homework stopped.

Junzi Yinuo: "Sister, I can't sleep, I'm still studying at night at this point, and I'm going to fall down jet lag." ”

Qingzhi: "Get up at seven o'clock tomorrow and help me go to the field to build a shelf." ”

Junzi Yinuo: "Okay." ”

Now I can fall asleep.

Xu Qingzhi can often see his previous shadow in his younger brother.

The same must be strong, stubborn, not admitting defeat, but inferior.

Obviously he gets along with his classmates very cheerfully, but he doesn't say a word in front of his relatives, and his relatives think that this child is introverted.

Even, when others stared at him a few times, he would uncomfortably lower his head and walk away.

In the past, Xu Qingzhi was in junior high school in the county, and the girls in the same class were very vain and loved to compare. She uses two yuan and five yuan of soap, and others will be looked down upon if they use dozens of dollars a bottle of shower gel.

She had just arrived in the city from the countryside, and everything seemed out of place.

I've never seen a movie, and I won't even get a movie ticket.

I didn't dare to take the bus, I asked someone to take it once, and forced myself to remember the route before I dared to take it a second time.

In junior high school English class, the teacher asked, where have you traveled? (Where have you traveled?) ）

The teacher asked one by one.

Some classmates replied, Kyoto.

A classmate replied, Hawaii.

Until a boy replied that he had never traveled.

The English teacher asked with a surprised face: Have you never traveled?

The boy nodded in shame.

The English teacher asked him to sit down and continued to order the next person.

Xu Qingzhi was very afraid that the teacher would call her at that time, because she had never traveled, and since she was born, the farthest she had traveled was to come to the county seat to study in junior high school.

Fortunately, the English teacher didn't point to her in the end, and her little self-esteem was preserved.

When he grew up, Xu Qingzhi would often recall this scene and try to return to that scene. Suppose the teacher asks her this question, she will definitely answer somewhere as she wants.

After all, it was just a teacher's attempt to raise awareness of the new word "traveled".

And the reason why I was so afraid to answer at that time was because of low self-esteem, so low that I felt that if I said a random place, it would be a lie. Because I haven't even been out of the county, it will be even more embarrassing if others find out that I have never traveled and lied.

Because of her low self-esteem, since junior high school, she has walked with her head down and never raised her head.

Later, when she was admitted to university, she left the small county town of Meicheng for the first time and went to a bigger city.

I won't take the subway, I won't take a taxi, I won't order takeout, I won't know anything.

Those things that ordinary people think are extremely everyday are unknown fears to her at that time.

Fear of revealing that you don't know anything in front of outsiders, which leads to a mistake and a humiliating behavior.

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Xu Qingzhi found that after returning from the Immortal Cultivation Realm, the longer he stayed, the more his heart became like a normal person.

It may be that I have been away from killing for too long, and I often think of some memories from the past.

The current Xu Qingzhi is naturally not close to 'inferiority', but she doesn't want her younger brother to become her second self.

She knew that her parents loved her and her brother very much.

But my parents' generation grew up in the village when they were young, and later got married, because the children never went out.

How can you understand what you can't sell poor in front of your children, which will make your children feel inferior.

They only feel that it is not easy for them to earn two dollars for their children to study, and they also want their children to know that reading is hard-won, and they must study hard, and usually spend less money on things other than studying.

Fortunately, her parents are not the kind of stubborn thoughts, Xu Qingzhi said it, and her parents can also listen to it.

Some parents, deep-rooted in their thinking, if they hear their children preach like this, they think that their children are not sensible, and they work hard for her to go to school, so why should they be unhappy to say a few words.

Over time, it fell in the child's heart, that is, why did he give birth to him when his family was so poor.

(End of chapter)