8 Lu Shaoting's heart

A meal was eaten for almost an hour. Lu Shaoting didn't let Lu Shaowen help clean up, but only let her go to the sofa to rest by herself.

For Lu Shaowen, the titular sister, Lu Shaoting's heart is complicated.

The relationship between people is the communication between hearts and minds. Lu Shaoting has never had emotional communication with the people in the world of this book after wearing the book. Whether it's family friendship, or love. He feels that every person and everything here is like the author's words, repeating and repeating, like wheels. And he exists only to make the wheels turn and turn.

For the world in this book, Lu Shaoting is indifferent. Because he knows that this world is unreal, and the system has said that this world is incomplete and may be destroyed at any time. So he never wanted to seriously understand the people and things in this world.

He doesn't remember when he started making changes to Lu Shaowen. It's like watching a movie and watching it over and over again. I don't know when I have had a little more sympathy for this sad girl. He's still a director, he knows he empathizes, and he sheds tears. This is the first emotional exposure since coming here. At that time, Lu Shaoting was entangled in his heart.

For the first time in countless repetitions. When he was betrayed by Lu Shaowen and lived on the streets, he was not sad or hateful. When he was humiliated as a shield for a strong business woman, he was not sad or ashamed. Even when he was tortured by the male protagonist, he was blocked by the system to feel the pain.

But it was that empathy that made him want to change the girl's ending, but he failed and became numb. So be it!

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Clean up the kitchen. Lu Shaoting returned to the living room, Lu Shaowen was watching a movie with melon seeds, it was a comedy he made. The girl laughs from time to time, bright and lively. There was a laughing tear in the corner of his eye. He heard it in the kitchen just now.

Seeing Lu Shaoting coming back, Lu Shaowen was still smiling on her face: "Brother is done!" Come and see this movie, it's funny. This director has the same name as his brother, alas, called Shaoting. ”

Looking at Lu Shaowen, this beautiful girl, how could the dog author set such a tragic ending. Sure enough, the dog author never barks wrong.

Just make her happy. Thinking about it, he said disdainfully: "It's a movie from a few years ago." I don't know! ”

"But brother, I haven't seen it." Lu Shaowen looked cute.

With a twist in his heart, he said casually: "Oh, then take a look at it." ”

"Is my brother going with me?" Lu Shaowen looked at Lu Shaoting expectantly.

Looking at Lu Shaowen's expectant gaze, Lu Shaoting asked suspiciously, "Do you want me to accompany you?" ”

Lu Shaowen nodded straight, "Uh-huh"

Lu Shaoting didn't bother with anything, he couldn't save you in the previous life, this life has just begun, so be happy with you. "Good! I'll see it with you. ”

Lu Shaowen was stunned, and looked at Lu Shaoting suspiciously, her brother seemed to have changed, as for where it had changed, she couldn't figure it out. But he still said happily: "You promised me!" ”

Lu Shaoting couldn't help but reach out and rub Lu Shaowen's head. Nodding in response, "Yes! Promised! ”

A feeling that had never been felt before instantly lingered in Lu Shaowen's heart. Directly hugged Lu Shaoting's hand that he wanted to withdraw, shook it and said coquettishly: "Brother is the best!" ”

There was a soft touch on his arm, which made Lu Shaoting's heart tremble. Looking at the girl who didn't notice it at all, she said, "Silly girl, let go." ”

Lu Shaowen realized this and quickly withdrew her hand, looking embarrassed. quietly glanced at Lu Shaoting and found that Lu Shaoting's cheeks were slightly red. Is my brother shy? Does that mean that my brother doesn't just think she's a sister?

After this scene, the two did not speak again. They were thinking about things in their hearts, and the scene was a little embarrassing for a while.

In silence, a movie was finished, and it was almost four o'clock.

Lu Shaoting opened his mouth and said, "Don't you want to go back?" ”

"Can't I stay here? Is my brother trying to drive me away? Lu Shaowen asked aggrievedly.

Lu Shaoting, how did he answer. No, it's just going to drive you away. He dared to say that as long as he said this, Lu Shaowen would immediately cry to show him. I had to say helplessly: "Whatever!" Live as long as you want! Didn't mean to catch you. ”

Hearing that she could stay, Lu Shaowen's originally aggrieved little face immediately laughed happily: "Really? ”

"Really, I don't lie to you!" Lu Shaoting reassured, and asked again: "Since you stayed, what do you want to eat that night?" I'll prepare it and I'll make it for you later. ”

"As long as it's my brother's cooking, I like to eat it."

"Well, it's okay, whatever you want. Tell me whatever you want to eat! Why do you always feel like you're suffering from gains and losses today? It's not like you anymore! Lu Shaoting actually paid attention to the fact that this little girl was a little cautious when she spoke today. It's not as cold as it used to be. I don't know why, but it's pitiful to look at.

Lu Shaowen hurriedly explained: "No! I'm just afraid you're working too hard. Since you said so, then you're welcome. I'm going to eat chicken thighs, steamed sea bass, and four or five other side dishes! ”

Lu Shaoting didn't debunk it: "Heh, you're really welcome." Okay, you sit down! I went to the kitchen. With that, he got up and left.

It wasn't until Lu Shaoting left that Lu Shaowen breathed a sigh of relief. Today, from the moment she entered the door, her heart was worried. After experiencing the misery of her previous life, she was afraid of losing. Since God asked her to do it again, she wanted to take advantage of it.

The brother was right to say that she was suffering from gains and losses, because she was afraid that he would not like her. But my brother was wrong to say that she wasn't like herself. In fact, this is who she is, she wants someone to protect and care.

Lu Shaowen knew since she was a child that she had no parents and no relatives. Lu's father, Lu's mother, and her brother have all felt the care since they were children. It's just that she doesn't dare to accept that she is always leaving, because she is afraid that one day she will lose. If that's the case, it's better not to have it at all.

So she put on a cold coat, not delicate and willful, and tried to make herself the best. She was thinking that even if she didn't have the deception of the previous life, she would have lived that life alone!

However, it has been different since she came back, and she wants to have it. It's a strange feeling, like smoking opium. When she was taken care of by her brother, the warmth in her heart burned her.

That feeling of being different had always haunted her soul, and she wanted to hold on to it, to have it all the time.

It is often said that once you have it, it is very difficult to let it go.

What's more, she never thought of letting go, and she also wanted more, more.

So she took off her cold coat and showed her hidden self without reservation. That's why I don't feel like myself, but I'm the truest version of myself!