Everyone was sad for Song Yuqiu, but Song Yuqiu was silent for 10 days without speaking. Song Yuxuan didn't know why she was like this, and she didn't know that she would be like this. Song Yuqiu didn't know what Song Yuqiu's world was like. Song Yuqiu doesn't know, what happened in Song Yuqiu's life? Song Yuxuan didn't understand. Mu Ran is like a puppet puppet who refuses to take medicine.

It was the afternoon when Yang Guan was mild again, when Song Yingche gave Song Yusui a decoction, Song Yuqiu shook his head, and Song Yingche helplessly put the blue-bottomed doucai pine and bamboo plum medicine bowls in the gold wire tray next to him.

"You have refused to take the decoction for several days," Song Yingche persuaded helplessly: "You won't drink even if I give it to you?" ”

Song Yuxuan was silent, he said, "Why bother fighting with yourself? How much can I drink to recover? ”

In the past few days, Song Yingche has always been kind to persuade him, but Song Yuqiu just used his fingers to sketch the arabesque lines carved on the edge of the bed without paying much attention, and constantly sank into the world that belonged to Song Yuqiu. Only then did he open his mouth several times to ask why he was so ruthless to the Yan family in the first place, so that the Yan family's soul would not disperse Lan Ruotang, but he turned to the inevitable snort, these are my dreams, and unheard of nightmares will make people have a miscarriage. He is Song Yuqiu's father, but he is also Song Yuxuan's mother, and Song Yuqiu's love and hate for him are intertwined. In the final analysis, it is Song Yuqiu herself, who may not have conceived physique in the first place.

Biru sent an afternoon snack, Song Yingche opened the white porcelain cup, Song Yumu Ran could see it clearly, it turned out to be a bowl of white fungus lotus seed soup.

Song Yingche put down the white porcelain cup, opened his eyes and looked at the withered pear tree outside the window, and said slowly: "The lotus seed is bitter in her heart, and the pear is sour in her stomach." ”

When she heard the pun, Song Yuqiu's mask was broken, and her face was hopelessly sad, Song Yuqiu burst into tears, Song Yingche took Song Yuqiu into his arms, knocked on his back and said, "Cry better!" ”

"Song Yuxuan. I've already taken so many medicines. Even if it costs your own life. How could there be such consequences! ”

Song Yingche gently persuaded: "It's not your fault, it's that you and that kid don't have a chance." ”

Song Yuxuan initiated for no reason: "It's useless to drink so many decoctions, why is it useless!" These are the quacks! ”

Song Yingche obeyed Song Yuxuan's intentions and coaxed: "Okay, okay, all too bad in the hospital, you have been reappointed as a doctor, and you can rest assured that you can use medicine." ”

Song Yusui pushed the medicine bowl that Song Yingche was holding again, and said solemnly: "Could it be that Song Yusui really has no chance with the child?" Song Yu clearly wanted to protect that child! ”

"If you don't have it anymore, don't think about it anymore." Song Yingche scooped out a spoonful of brown decoction and gave it to Song Yuqiu to eat.

Song Yingche couldn't stay by Song Yuqiu's side for a long time, in the originally busy New Year, he had done his best to soothe Song Yuqiu's heart, and Song Yuqiu also stopped crying and watched him leave.

As soon as he left, the tears couldn't stop pouring up again, Song Yuxuan scooped out a scoop of lotus seed soup and sent it to his mouth, the sweet lotus seed soup was mixed with the saltiness of tears, and the result was that the lotus seeds were long bitter.

The sunlight passed through the hollow window lattice, falling mottled marks, accompanied by the sunset and the shadow moved slightly, Song Yuqiu would stare at the direction of the sun's shadow slanting west every day, and the terrible dream at night was no longer haunting Song Yuqiu, as if Yan Yu only wanted to snatch Song Yuqiu's baby, and after the miscarriage, she no longer existed. Song Yuqiu's heart also became cold, as if something was devouring Song Yuqiu, making Song Yuqiu unable to breathe. "Why do you hate Song Yuxuan so much?" Didn't Song Yuqiu hate you? Why don't you tell Song Yuxuan!"" Why? All the fear suddenly disappeared, and in an instant it fell silent, and Song Yu's heart was also relaxed, but the silence in the long winter was so terrible that it swallowed people up.

The silhouette of the palace maid broke through the earth, and the sun shadow sorted out the medicine bowl and the white porcelain cup and said slowly: "The days will always pass, and you can never be so depressed!" ”

That voice Song Yuxuan looked up and saw that it was... Song Yuxuan shouted in surprise: "Aunt Pei! ”

"Medicine girl Pei's bow to the concubine Rou Niangniang, auspicious!"

Song Yuxuan still couldn't believe her eyes, Aunt Pei stood up and said, "Change to a doctor!" Shen Siyao and Song Yusui can't rest assured, send Song Yusui over! Song Yuxuan said: "Don't worry! Do you know what the situation of Song Yuqiu's family is? Pei's mother said: "Song Yuxuan and your mother are both on errands in the Taiyuan. "How did the Taiyuan come about? Because Song Yusui had a miscarriage, the Shen father and son could not escape the heavy responsibility, and the responsibility for taking care of Song Yusui fell on the head of the Zuo Yuan of the Tai Hospital.

"Si Yao, she..."Song Yuxuan thought that Shen Siyao had begun to hate Song Yuqiu since it happened.

"There has always been a clear distinction between public and private. This time, the Shen family did not keep your children, and it is inevitable that the upper authorities will be angry and hope to make amends. Aunt Pei took a bite and said, "It turned out that I was going to appoint Chen Dian Medicine, but Song Yusui felt that it was not as good as Song Yuqiu, but fortunately, Song Yusui had seen your pulse case before Doctor Shen, and she knew more."

Song Yuqiu nodded and said, "Thank you for the pills that Auntie gave Song Yuqiu before!" ”

Aunt Pei smelled the edge of the bowl of residual medicinal juice and said, "Song Yusui is also old. After all, you can't keep your children. You should also finish these nourishing medicines. Why are there so many left? ”

Song Yuxuan said without giving face: "I don't want to drink, it's hard!" ”

"No matter how bitter your heart is, you still have to drink, otherwise you will be the one who suffers" Aunt Pei held Song Yuqiu's pulse with both hands and said: "If you stay in the green mountains, you should understand if you are not afraid of no firewood." There is no shortage of women in the palace, and there is no shortage of women in the palace, and there is no need to recharge and sink into the palace, Song Yingche is not waiting for you, and the palace concubines who can spoil no one else can only sit back and watch the children and grandchildren of others. ”

Song Yingche's consistent favor made Song Yuqiu form the illusion that Song Yusui was the only one left by his side, and Song Yusui would be alone in the future, and he slapped Aunt Pei with a basin of cold water for no reason, and Song Yusui suddenly calmed down. There is only one biological father of the children in the palace, and there are tens of millions of biological mothers, I only lose this child, maybe I am grumpy because of the miscarriage, which will make Song Yingche respect me and stay away, and I will not be able to have a child. However, Song Yuqiu did not feel guilty and sad because of this, because in Song Yuxuan's heart, he was always the closest person. Song Yuxuan had imagined such a scene countless times: when Song Yuqiu and Aunt Pei were together. Song Yusui forgot that when he could afford to spoil people, Song Yusui thought sadly.

Aunt Pei frowned at the pulse, her eyebrows twisted a Sichuan character, and it took a long time to put Song Yuqiu's hand back on the quilt, and Song Yuxuan asked, "Is there anything wrong?" ”

"It's nothing," Aunt Pei smiled, vaguely seeing the shadow in the depths of her eyes that couldn't be dissolved, "Song Yuxuan prescribed a prescription for you, but you also have to cooperate, the medicine stone can only cure the inside and the outside, and the knot in the heart is unsolved, after all, it is a kind of trouble." ”