Chapter 40: Bitter smile
Re: No, on the high-speed rail.
He Jingyuan: What time is it, I'll pick you up at the high-speed rail station.
Xia Yun did not reply.
Along the way, Xia Yun stared out of the car window in a daze, these days, she has thought enough, she doesn't want to think about anything else, she just wants to know the truth.
When the train arrived, she looked at the city in amazement, and she had been thinking that one day, she would come to see where he worked, to see where he had lived all these years, to see the subway he had crowded, to eat in the restaurants, to walk on every street......
She was still thinking a few days ago that when she brought Yuan Yi over, this would be one of their homes, and she was still looking forward to a new life in a new city.
In just a few days, everything seemed to have changed, this was no longer the place she longed for, and even this place didn't seem to welcome her arrival.
Thinking about it, my eyes turned red.
There was a figure outside the crowd, looking at Xia Yun a little sluggish, he never thought that he would meet her here, Gao Shengwen came to Beicheng to participate in the academic seminar.
By the time he walked briskly towards her, she was already overwhelmed by the crowd.
For a while, Gao Shengwen was a little annoyed: Why, why is there always a little difference between them?
Xia Yun checked the route the day before, and she followed the navigation to He Jingyuan's community, He Jingyuan did not tell her the specific name of the café, but asked him to wait at home first, he wanted to meet Xia Yun before they met.
Xia Yun lingered at the gate of the community for a long time.
She wanted to see him, and she wanted him to tell her that everything she saw was fake, so that maybe life would be as happy as before.
She didn't want to see him, afraid that he would lie to her again.
Instead of facing deception, she wants to face the truth bravely, what is the use of guarding a shell that does not love herself?
In this way, she wandered around the gate of the community, during which the security guard at the gate asked her if she was looking for someone? She looked up at the floors in the neighborhood and shook her head slowly.
It was a bit hot, but she had nowhere to go, and she didn't want to go into a house in it, which would make her emotionally uncontrollable again.
She glanced back at the nearby café and turned to walk there.
He Jingyuan's phone was dialed over and over again, and she finally picked it up.
"Wife, where have you been?" He Jingyuan asked eagerly.
"At the café outside your neighborhood."
"Why don't you come up?"
“……”
Xia Yun's silence in the earpiece lasted for a long time, and in the end, He Jingyuan didn't say anything, let her wait in the café, and he went over immediately.
Hanging up the phone, He Jingyuan changed his clothes and walked briskly to the café outside the community.
It was still early for their agreed time, Xia Yun ordered a cup of coffee and found a place by the window to sit down.
When He Jing arrived, he saw Xia Yun looking out the window in a daze, and he didn't even feel him approaching.
He sat down across from her, and in just a few days, her whole body had lost weight, and her white little face looked thinner and thinner.
She was wearing a deep V floral skirt with puff sleeves, her shoulders and neck lined were very good-looking, she brought the necklace and earrings he bought for her before, and she wore half a ball on her head, looking playful and cute, and she had delicate makeup on her face.
She should be trying her best to let others see that she is fine, but the haggard between her eyebrows is faintly visible.
He Jingyuan's heart couldn't help but feel a little distressed, and he also blamed himself.
He looked at her guiltily, hoping that she would smile at him as she had done in the past, but she didn't, she turned her head away, trying not to look at him, and could even faintly see the tears that were about to fall from the corners of her eyes.
He Jingyuan stretched out his hand and wanted to hold her little hand, just like when they pressed the road together in the past.
When his hand was about to reach over, Xia Yun hurriedly retracted his hand and put it on his bag.
……
In this way, the two of them were silent for a while, during which He Jingyuan wanted to say something several times, but they all choked back.
What can he say? Saying that she loves her, does she still believe it? said that she had no relationship with Tang Wen, she would definitely despise him even more!
After a while, Xia Yun asked, "Can you let her come over earlier?" ”
"I'd like to talk to you first, okay?" He Jingyuan asked.
"What you're saying now, I shouldn't be able to believe it" Xia Yun choked up a little when she said this.
“……”
He Jingyuan was a little at a loss when he saw Xia Yun's current appearance, and he called Tang Wen: "If it's convenient for you, you can come to the café now." ”
"Okay."
Fifteen minutes later, Tang Wen appeared in the café.
Xia Yun smiled bitterly in her heart, it turned out that the two of them were so close!
A deep V hip dress is extremely superior to the figure, the meticulous hair bun, and the exquisite makeup make people look very capable, Xia Yun feels that He Jingyuan likes her, and she is indeed better than herself.
When Tang Wen sat down, she looked at He Jingyuan and then at Xia Yun, and there was no expression on their faces.
The three of them were silent for a while, and no one spoke.
He Jingyuan was reluctant to leave, he was afraid that Tang Wen would be a moth.
Tang Wen is also difficult to speak, after all, her identity is not glorious.
After hesitating for a moment, Xia Yun spoke first: "Is it you who was the person in the video that day?" ”
Tang Wen looked at He Jingyuan, then at Xia Yun, and then nodded.
Her aura is very strong and her mentality is also very good, when Xia Yun asked about it, she didn't seem to do anything, just explained a fact.
"Do you two live together?" When asking this, Xia Yun forcibly suppressed her grievances and asked in a calm voice as much as possible.
"Nope." The two replied almost in unison.
"When did it start?"
When Xia Yun asked this sentence, Tang Wen turned her head and glanced at He Jingyuan again, He Jingyuan lowered his head and did not speak.
Xia Yun saw Tang Wen looking at He Jingyuan from time to time, and her heart became more and more sad, as if in front of them, she was the superfluous person.
She said to He Jingyuan, "I want to talk to her alone." ”
He Jingyuan looked up at Xia Yun, he wanted to refuse, but he swallowed back the words that came to his lips and said, "I'll wait for you at the door!" ”
After He Jing left, Xia Yun looked up at Tang Wen and said, "Now that he is gone, I want to hear you say." ”
"I love him." Tang Wen's first sentence was very direct.
Xia Yun sneered, as expected.
"When did it start?" Xia Yun continued to ask.
Actually, it's a pun question, Xia Yun wants to know when they started cheating on her, from before the class reunion? Or after that, she also wants to know what kind of existence she herself is between the feelings of the two of them?
"From before you even showed up." Tang Wen replied by staring at her eyes without fear.
Xia Yun looked at Tang Wen, who had no remorse, and said coldly, "Go on."