365. Feelings are not the only one
The smile on the corner of Jiang Yuan's mouth froze, she was silent for a moment, and said, "I heard that Brother Yunhe is an official in the same dynasty as him. Since Brother Yunhe didn't write to stop me, it must be that this person has a good character, and he is extremely relieved. ”
Lin Xi held back his anger and asked, "Didn't he write you a word??" ”
Jiang Yu bowed her head slightly and said, "Listen to Grandpa Chen, Brother Yunhe is very busy, and official affairs are important, so he has no time to write to me." ”
Lin Xi said incredulously: "But didn't you write a few long letters to him?" He didn't reply to you?! ”
Jiang Yan couldn't laugh anymore, and the crystal slowly accumulated under her eyes.
After a long time, she spoke: "I didn't reply, but I can understand." I used to pester Brother Yunhe all the time, he never responded to me, nor did he give me hope, and clearly told me that he had no love for me. ”
"Until now, it's all wishful thinking, and it's me who puts my feelings into others. He's just bored, and it's all too normal. ”
"If you think about it carefully, I was too stubborn, and it also brought a lot of troubles to Brother Yunhe."
Lin Xi was stunned, "So, you want to give up?" ”
Jiang Yu shook her head: "I didn't want to give up. No matter how long it has been, I still like Brother Yunhe very much. ”
"I also always remember that when I was a child, when I was at my grandfather's side, and when I was bored in this house all day long because of my frailty, it was Brother Yunhe who often brought me some new things to relieve my boredom; When I was sad because of my father and stepmother, it was Brother Yunhe who found me who was hiding and read me a villain book to make me happy; And in the past, when I had my birthday, Brother Yunhe would make longevity noodles for me to eat every year. ”
It's just that when she came to her grandfather's place in the first year, she accidentally saw that other students in the private school could eat longevity noodles made by her mother when they celebrated their birthdays.
She was envious and sad.
At that time, she was not very close to her grandfather, and she hid everything in her heart.
On her birthday that night, she ate it.
Brother Yunhe snorted at her and said, "Isn't it just a bowl of longevity noodles, do you hide and cry after seeing other people in the private school eat it?" Now that I've eaten it, how about it? I'm doing pretty well, aren't I? ”
To be honest, it doesn't taste very good.
It's also mushy.
But Jiang Yuan felt that it was the best noodle she had ever tasted.
So much so that no matter how many years have passed, every time she thinks about it, she will be heartbroken.
But the warmth she remembered firmly was just a gesture for him, and he didn't put it in his heart.
Jiang Yu's tone calmed down and said, "Lin Xi, do you know, over the years, Brother Yunhe's gaze at me has gradually become full of impatience. I also gradually understood that if it is not a mutual relationship, then liking is my own business, and it has nothing to do with anyone, including the person I like. The other party is not obligated to take responsibility for my liking, nor is it obligated to bear the annoyance that I bring. ”
"So I looked away. It's naturally good that Brother Yunhe can like me, he doesn't like it, and I can't ask him to reply to me. ”
Lin Xi looked at Jiang Yuan, who was suddenly a little strange, as if it was the first time she knew her like this, and she didn't know what to say.
Jiang Yu smiled at Lin Xi, "Sometimes I envy you, not everyone, and the people I like also happen to like themselves." If so, you're lucky. No, you don't have to force it. ”
Lin Xi asked, "In that case, do you plan to go back...... What to do? ”
"Look at each other." Jiang Yuan said.
Lin Xi; “…… What? ”
Jiang Yuan said calmly: "I want to understand the person my father chose for me first." As long as my conduct is harmless, I should probably nod my head. ”
"But ......"
Lin Xi wanted to speak and stopped, Jiang Yu smiled indifferently: "In life, love is not the only one. Isn't that what you once taught me? ”
"As the daughter of the Jiang family, I have been clothed and fed since I was a child, and I have always been sought after and protected by others because of my background. People can't just enjoy and don't give, so I still have to do something for my family. My grandfather is old, and I can't let him worry about me anymore. ”
Lin Xi fell silent.
After a long time, she let out a long sigh: "Okay, I won't persuade you, respect your choice." ”
After thinking about it, she said again: "Actually, you still have to run your own life after all." As long as you have the heart to operate, you will not be bad in the end. Not to mention treating each other sincerely, it is better to respect each other and respect each other than many couples. ”
"If you really respond, the other party is a good person to get along with, and if you don't get along, you don't want to be wronged. In addition, the combination of rigidity and softness, it is also very important to have Zhang Youchi. You can't blindly tolerate it, nor can you blindly be strong. In addition, the housekeeper must have the manpower of his own trust, have his own ideas, and be careful of being deceived. ”
Jiang Yuan listened very seriously, "Okay, I'll write it down." ”
Lin Xi was a little unbearable, and said in the end: "Finally, there is one more point, get along with others, don't have too much hope, and don't lose hope." No matter what the world is like, relying on yourself is the most right. ”
Jiang Yuan nodded, and couldn't help but smile: "Calculate, I'm a few years older than you." But looking at you, I'm the other way around. ”
Lin Xi said: "This is my experience after looking at countless people around me. If you go out and go elsewhere, to see the prosperity of the capital, but also to see the desert on the block, the wolf smoke in the northwest, the wind and snow in the southwest, and the strange feelings in the south, you will understand that the world of women never lies in the square inch of the house......"
The words were abrupt, and Lin Xi realized that she was too cruel to Jiang Yu when she said this.
She was silent, "I'm sorry. ”
Jiang Yu smiled and said, "What's this?" I'm going back to talk about my family, and it's not the next day. If I nodded, my father would only feel indebted to me and would not force me to marry as soon as possible. At that time, I will pick up the plane and go around for a walk. ”
Lin Xi nodded heavily.
"Okay, it's not early, you can eat something and rest quickly. Or wish you the room before. Jiang Yu said gently.
The servant served the meal with great discernment, and after Lin Xi ate, he went back to the room to rest.
The next day, Lin Xi went to see Li Fuzi and gave him pulse diagnosis and treatment.
"The Master's body is fine, and he is just angry. Recuperation for more than a month will be fine. ”
Jiang Yu was relieved, "That's good." ”
Li Fuzi said: "The old man said that he was fine. In this way, Xiao'er, Lin Xi has a rare trip, you take her out to play around in Haixian. ”
"But what do you do when you're home alone?" Jiang Yuan said.
Lin Xi received Li Fuzi's eyes and said, "There are many places in Haixian that I haven't visited yet, so you can accompany me to visit." ”
Li Fuzi waved his hand, "The guy next door will come later, and I don't need you to accompany me." ”
Jiang Yu was still not at ease, and was pulled away by Lin Xi's good words. After Lin Xi went out, he said to Jiang Yuan: "Master Li just wants you to have a good time in these few days, so as not to be detained when you go back." ”