"You...... Does that sugar-free soy milk taste good? Tian Rui asked when he saw me eating a big meat bun while snorting soy milk, then took my soy milk again, took a sip, and then said with a little red face: "It doesn't taste good, it's too unpleasant." ”

When I saw this, I was also a little embarrassed, I had drunk the soy milk, and she came up to take another sip.

"Poof, Ruirui, you can say it if you like him, do you still need this? If only I would have kissed it. Seeing this, Fang Jing on the side laughed.

Hearing this, Tian Rui's face turned red to his neck, and he said hurriedly: "Oops, I'm just curious about how he drank the soy milk without sugar, don't talk nonsense!" After speaking, he gave Fang Jing a strong look, meaning don't talk nonsense.

Fang Jing still laughed as if she hadn't seen it: "Who doesn't know that you have a habit of cleanliness, I remember when I was young, I went out on a spring outing, and a classmate took the wrong cup and used yours, and you threw the cup away, and besides, other boys called you and patted you on the shoulder, and you disliked it enough, and there was ......."

"Oh, don't talk nonsense, Xiao Xiaoyu is not my brother's friend! I'm not...... I'm not ......" Tian Rui said the quieter her voice became, her face was red, her head was lowered, and she looked like a little girl.

Tian Rui is really beautiful, and this is the case at this time, and I am also thrilled to see it.

In fact, my heart had begun to loosen up a little, but Fang Jing's next words made my originally eager heart calm down again.

"You see, for so many years, so many people with good conditions have chased you, as well as those in your company, none of them are all with a monthly salary of more than 10,000 yuan, and some are young, handsome and golden, but you don't even pay attention to them. You said that with Brother Xiao Yu, you were moved by it for only one day, do you think this is the fate of love at first sight? ”

"How can I!"

"Blind people can see it, but not yet!"

"Talk nonsense!"

"Ah, I was wrong, I won't say it! Hahaha! ”

Looking at the two of them who were making a mess, I put down the bun in my hand and showed a bitter smile unnoticed.

Because of my growing environment since I was a child, and my later experiences, although I have experienced many changes, I have naturally formed pessimism and inferiority complex in my heart, and I have taken deep roots.

Yes, thinking of so many young, handsome and wealthy pursuit of her, what about me, even if I have a good impression of her, but I am a person who is about to be thirty, no career, no savings, although the appearance and height are reasonable, but this overall condition, how can I be qualified to like such a beautiful girl.

"Ahem!" I coughed lightly and said, "That Tian Rui, you said yesterday that you would rest for the past two days, so you should go to work tomorrow, right?" ”

"yes, yes!" While pressing Fang Jing on the tickling Tian Rui, she turned her head, nodded, and said, "So I'll take you out after eating in a while......"

"So, you should rest at home today, otherwise tomorrow's work will affect the state, and I can walk around here." Without waiting for Tian Rui to finish speaking, I took the first step to speak.

I don't know what my expression was at the time, but anyway, I always had an indescribable discomfort in my heart, so I just wanted to be alone and find a quiet place to relax.

"Little Feather...... What's wrong with you, why is your face so ugly? Did you just get used to it and get sick? Tian Rui saw that I was a little strange and asked.

"I'm fine, but I always feel that it's not good to trouble you too much, I'm such an adult, and I can't lose it." I tried to squeeze out a smile, and then I got up and continued, "Then I'll go first, that one...... I'll take care of what you've eaten. ”

With that, I put on my shoes, opened the door and went downstairs.

Walking out of the unit door, I lit a cigarette, took a hard puff, and sighed.

"Little Feather!" Just when I didn't go far, Tian Rui's voice came from behind me.

I paused, but didn't look back, sighed and quickened my pace.

"If you don't look back, you won't want to see me again!" Tian Rui's voice was a little choked.

I felt a pain in my heart and stopped again, but I didn't have the courage to turn back, and I admit that I could be very spicy and decisive in other things, but in terms of feelings, I became timid, cowardly, and uncertain.

I only heard the sound of hurried footsteps behind me, and I knew that it was Tian Rui running towards me.

I stood still, not knowing what to do at this point, unable to walk, and not daring to turn back.

Just as I was struggling with myself, Tian Rui ran over and hugged me from behind.

"When did it start?" I was hugged by Tian Rui, and my voice trembled a little.

"Last night, when you sent me back." Tian Rui said.

"Why?"

"Because you took off your clothes to cover my face, and you were alone in front of the onlookers. Growing up, I never felt such a sense of security. Although when I first met you, I unconsciously had a good impression of you, but at that time, it was just a good impression, not repulsion. But from the moment you protected me, I was really completely fallen......" After speaking, Tian Rui hugged me tighter.

Hearing her say that, I didn't have the excitement I deserved, and my mood was more complicated and heavy.

Yes, because of the good impression at the beginning, and because of the sense of security given to her later, but we only got along for one day, how much can she know about my family, my background, my situation, and what will happen after understanding?

I'm the kind of person who takes feelings very seriously, so, for so many years, I only had the same girlfriend as I was at the beginning, if it weren't for those who had to do it, I might have been married and had children now.

The days after two people are together are not idol dramas, just good feelings, love can be, and there must be a trivial life. But my current situation, with ups and downs and no fixed home, how can it bring her a sense of security in life.

If I decide to be together, I will definitely like it very much, care very much, and will be together, so at that time, I have an extra responsibility on my shoulders, but I don't have the confidence to shoulder this responsibility now.

"Tian Rui ......"

"Hmmm......"

After I told Tian Rui my thoughts, I said to her, "Give me some time, okay?" I...... I'm not worthy of you right now. ”

Tian Rui let go of the hand holding me, walked in front of me, looked at me seriously and said, "I, like you, am a person who takes feelings seriously, I don't care, if you decide to be with me, I will promise you without any scruples." But since you say so, I will also understand your feelings, so I'll wait for you, okay? ”

I nodded: "Give me a year, and if you still like me at that time, we'll be together." ”

I have my plans, although I am in a difficult situation at the moment, but with my ability, as long as the luck and circumstances are not too bad, not to mention how good the year's hard work will be, but at least I should be able to get a stability here.

"Then it's decided!" After Tian Rui finished speaking, her face showed her usual naughty and lively expression, and she kicked my ass and said, "Then, let's go upstairs when it's all right!" It's true, I left before I finished eating, I was almost thirty years old, and I was still playing with children's tempers! ”

Then, I followed Tian Rui upstairs again.