Chapter 121: Because of the Dark World
Master Guanying's tomb without a Xuanzi was single-handedly operated by Jianying.
It's clear that Jianying is a person who can keep everything in order.
Lu Ran put incense on the master and bowed down.
Guan Ying muttered a few words to the master, but did not say anything more.
Lu Ran was a little strange, but after a night, Guanying seemed to have become "sensible", not even a little bit.
"Guanying ......" Lu Ran, who was walking behind him, called Guanying's name.
Guan Ying didn't look back, but seemed to have guessed what Lu Ran was thinking, and replied to herself: "Because I was in the quiet room last night, I suddenly remembered Master and Senior Brother, and I found that I didn't know the two of them at all, but I remembered what Senior Brother said to me at the end, he said that the method that Master practiced is called 'Wuxin', Wuxin, that is, not taking everything to heart, I have been thinking, what is not to take everything to heart? Later, I thought of you, Lu Jushi, and I finally figured it out, the so-called not taking it to heart means putting everything in your heart, Lu Jushi, you are a person who puts everything in your heart."
"Someone who has everything in his heart?" Lu Ran was stunned by Guan Ying's words, stopped, pondered the meaning for a while, and smiled knowingly, "Guan Ying, are you saying that I am not honest enough?"
Guan Ying turned around and grimaced, "No, I just think Lu Jushi's acting skills are very clumsy, you seem to be hiding something, you have been pretending to be relaxed, but in fact it is a little hard."
"You little Taoist, you haven't learned any Taoist skills yet, but you want to enlighten me?" Lu Ran learned from Yang Ya and bared his teeth.
Guan Ying continued to giggle, "Lu Jushi, do you know how I found out that you have something on your mind?"
Lu Ran realized that Guan Ying was not joking, and became serious: "Because I ...... Less talking?"
"Of course not." Guan Ying stretched out his hand and pointed to the top of Lu Ran's head, "It's here, it's changed."
Lu Ran looked up, it was still a clear sky, and there was a small cloud, which coincidentally stopped above him.
"In the past, this demonic aura on your head was orange-red, but since you killed those pig demons, this orange-red color has impurities, as if there is some gloomy qi, and it has entered it, which has been taught by this master, and it is a sign of demonic depression." Guan Ying explained the head, "And after Li Play appeared, you have more and more impurities, and the depression is getting more and more serious, see, this orange-red color is about to turn into black and red, Lu Ran, I'm afraid you're not really going to change......
"Don't talk about that...... If there's anything you'd like to ask, just ask." Lu Ran interrupted Guan Ying's words.
Guanying, worthy of being a person similar to himself, also likes to beat around the bush when he talks.
"I didn't, I'm just worried about Lu Ran." Guan Ying turned her head back, "I'm a little hungry, let's go back."
Now, Lu Ran stopped doing it, people are like this, you let him say it well, he doesn't say it, you say you don't want to hear it, and he rushes to tell you about it.
"Wait, are you trying to ask Trigger Island what happened?"
"Or do you want to ask me about the relationship between me and Lee?"
"Could it be that you know my plan for fried rice, fried noodles, fried noodles, and beer?"
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After asking seven or eight questions in a row, Guan Ying finally turned around again, "Master Lu Ran, in fact, I only want to know one thing."
"What's the matter?"
"What are you afraid of?"
"Scared...... What?" Lu Ran said nothing, and then smiled awkwardly.
Of course, he has an answer to this question, but the answer is a little unspeakable.
I can't say that what I'm afraid of is a dream, an imagination, a guess, right?
But Guan Ying's eyes were like needles, this needle had been planned for a long time, and it stabbed Lu Ran the most painful place.
Lu Ran lowered his head and saw the words "Wuxin" engraved on Master Guanying's tomb, and the person who carved these two words was lying on the uphill side not far from the other side at the moment.
It's a nice day, yellow dust
Under the light of the sun, it turned into tiny grains of white dust, which were sprinkled one after another, like a miniature snow.
Lu Ran remembered that he had seen such snow many times along the way, from the beginning of the shooting to the scene of Lizhen's death, from under the hospital bed to the strange pig demon home...... Finally, the scene came to the temple in the big house, in the cage.
All the snow, from there.
Whenever this kind of fine snow appears, the whole world will be darkened, and the fine snow will be dazzling, and the lamp will hide in the darkness at this time.
Then, he suddenly remembered that the Shou Sui, the whole body was black, there was no trace of light, and he was also in the dark.
It's darkness.
Lu Ran was shocked that what he was afraid of was the original darkness itself.
It turned out that what he was afraid of was not the shadow in the lamp, but the darkness that he had long thought he had become accustomed to, the keeper of the year who called himself "the Destiny of Heaven".
It's darkness.
Just like in the past few years, he has been dreaming of the big you behind the [Water Prison Pass], what he is afraid of is not the big you, but the ocean and sky that those big ghosts have torn apart with darkness and blood.
What Lu Ran was afraid of was the darkness, the cabin.
It is a person who is destined, it is the knot of cause and effect, Lu Ran, what he is afraid of is fate.
Lu Ran felt that the world was spinning a little, he stretched out his hand and called out to Guanying, "I'm ...... I'm scared...... All these things have arisen because of me."
He couldn't help himself, and finally came out honestly.
"Monk Lu Ran, don't be afraid." Guan Ying walked back, using his body to block the blazing sunlight for Lu Ran, and also blocked the darkness under the sunlight for a moment.
He put away the kind of gaze that wanted to see through people, and repeated, "Monk Lu Ran, don't be afraid. My master once said that all this is nothing more than a huge dream, and people never need to panic about dreams. And people, even if they can dream, they dream at night, and they are not dreaming during the day. Everything a person is also dreaming, eating and sleeping are also dreaming, walking and cultivating are also dreaming, leaving is also dreaming, and death is also dreaming."
"You're saying it's all a dream?" Lu Ran hadn't thought about this assumption, but he was a little confused when he heard it, "Wait...... Aren't you sophistry?"
Guan Ying smiled embarrassedly, "Actually, I didn't understand it, but Master has something I thought was very interesting, that day I was meditating, I fell asleep, and when I woke up, Master asked me, what kind of dream did I have, Master, I also had a dream, the two of us combined, I was amazed, we actually had the same dream."
"It only means that what you do on a daily basis is the same." Lu Ran didn't understand, what was so surprising about this.
"No, it's not that I had the same dream at the same time as Master, but Master's words, Master said, since it's the same dream, then Guanying, did you come to Master's dream, or did Master go to your dream?"
"This ...... What does that mean?" Lu Ran still didn't understand.
"I don't understand either. But I think that's a great statement!" Guan Ying raised his eyebrows at Lu Ran, and smiled mysteriously, "I can also use this sentence to ask Lu Ran."
"Ask what?"
"Ask this dream, Lu Ran, if we had the same dream now, would you be able to tell all of this apart? Can you tell whether it is me Guan Ying in your Lu Ran's dream or you Lu Ran in my Guan Ying's dream?"
"This ...... I can't tell, because we're not in a dream at all." The more Lu Ran listened, the more confused he became.
"That's wrong, it's because you're in a dream, Lu Ran, that you don't feel like you're dreaming, but others can see all this." Guanying became more and more energetic.
"No, if Guanying is in a dream, then how do you know that you are dreaming?"
"I just know, you see me pinching myself, it doesn't hurt at all." Guanying frowned and pinched her thigh hard.
"Like...... It doesn't hurt." Lu Ran also tried to pinch his arm, as if it didn't hurt much, he was a little skeptical, "So, we're really in a dream now."
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Ying patted her chest, "Really, we're in a dream."
With a snap, Lu Ran slapped Guanying in the face unexpectedly.
"Does it hurt? The pain is not in the dream."
"No...... It doesn't hurt."
"It doesn't hurt, why are you holding it?"
"I...... I'm used to it."
"Let go, let me have the other side of my face, and do it again."
Guanying ran away.
"Let's go, friend I met in my dreams, I'm going to take you to see something."
A quarter of an hour later, Lu Ran held a bottle of pill in his hand.
"This is your master's relic?"
"yes, open it and take a look."
Lu Ran opened it and saw the fine snow again, but now they seemed to be dead or asleep, lying quietly in the Dan bottle.
These are the nameless insects that the phantom in the lamp uses to control people's hearts.
They weren't hallucinations, they died in this bottle.
"Look, it's just the corpses of some bugs." Guan Ying said, "That evil has been removed in my dreams a few days ago, but in your dreams, there is still an afterimage of him."
Lu Ran shook his head, still unable to understand what Guan Ying meant.
This made Guan Ying shake his head in a hurry, snatched the bottle from Lu Ran's hand, and poured it casually.
A pile of white powder fell to the ground, and then nothing else changed.
Guan Ying looked at Lu Ran for a long time before he began to speak.
"Guan Ying is not very good at expressing it, Guan Ying just wants to tell Lu Ran that everything is like a dream, just because you broke into Guan Ying's world, Guan Ying also broke into Lu Ran's world, and vice versa, not only you Lu Ran broke into Lizhen's world, broke into Huizhen's world, broke into Li Xiaoyu's world, but also because they broke into your world at the same time, nothing is just because of you, but also because of me, and because of each of them. This thing, the invisible connection, is called fate, it is the cycle of cause and effect, it is the number of heavenly destiny, and each of us has one or two, as if we all have incomplete dreams, and it is only by adding and subtracting them that this dream can be complete."
"So, you can't monopolize this dream, there are always good and bad parts in the dream, of course it may be because of you, but it's definitely not all because of you, it's also because of me, because of Lizhen, because of Huizhen, because of Li Xiaoyu...... Because every man in this world ......."
"Monk Lu Ran, it's not because of you, it's because of this world."
"Not because of me, but because of the world?"
Lu Ran was suspicious, blinked his eyes, and the short darkness passed, and this time, as Guan Ying said, there was no more fine snow.
Not because the fine snow did not rise, but because of the brief darkness that passed.
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