Chapter 6: Late Night Talk
"It's okay, it's okay......" Ling Aimo rubbed the man's broad back, feeling that he was trembling slightly, and the two of them hugged like this for a while before standing up straight, "I woke you up to sleep." ”
"No, I got up to nurse and I heard the sound. How are you drinking and don't have to go to work tomorrow? "Ling Ai's voice is very good, at least in solemn terms, this is the best sound.
"Well, rest tomorrow."
"You ......" Ling Ai wanted to ask what happened, but after thinking about it, since he didn't want to say it, forget it, why did he have to let him remember it again? If he wanted to tell himself, he would say it without asking. "If you want to stay alone, I'll go back to my room, drink less wine, and I'll make you porridge when I get up tomorrow morning."
As soon as she was about to leave, she was grabbed by the man, solemnly held her hand tightly, and looked at Ling Ai, her eyes seemed to sink deeper and deeper. "Girl, sit with me for a while." Ling Ai smiled, didn't pull out his hand, but picked up a can of beer on the table with his other hand, tilted his head and said to him mischievously, "Shall I drink with you?" ”
"You can't drink alcohol when you're breastfeeding." Solemnly tried to stop it, and Ling Ai told him about his recent visit to the doctor, as well as his anemia and weaning. "Why are you only telling me now?"
"You can't blame me, you're so busy at work, I'm sending you a message and calling for fear of disturbing you... What about you, why the hell are you drinking today? He solemnly drank the wine in his hand and told his story.
"I received a lot of wounded people in the emergency department today." He frowned and recalled, "It was a car accident, it happened at the entrance of the kindergarten. At that time, it happened to be the time of the end of school, and most of the children were sent in. ”
"Seeing them so small, some cried out in pain, some cried for their mother, and some ......" solemnly said as he lowered his head in pain, put his fist on his forehead, and couldn't speak. Ling Ai put down the beer and sat next to him, not knowing how to comfort him.
"The most annoying feeling of being a doctor is that I can't do anything, they are still so young, they haven't seen the wonders of this world, they left, and I can't do anything." The more he spoke, the more angry he became, his hands clenched tighter and tighter, and his muscles flare. "Why are there so many irresponsible people in this society? The female driver was racing on the road because she quarreled with her boyfriend, and she bumped into this group of children! ”
Ling Ai saw that he was emotional, so he reached out and inserted it into his clenched fist, and only then did he let go and held the girl's hand tightly. "You did your best, it's not your fault."
"Girl, I'm starting to question my decision now, I don't understand, why do I put on a white coat, why do I have to be a doctor......"
He seemed to be in tears, but it was fleeting, Ling Ai's heart was very painful, she looked at the solemn state, she wanted to hug him, let him know that she actually cared very much.
"There is so much unfairness and falsehood in this world that we can't control it if we want to. But if you are a doctor, you can control life and death within a certain limit, and give those painful family members the last bit of hope, isn't this the most fulfilling part of being a doctor? Ling Ai got up, squatted in front of him, reached out and lifted his face up to make him look at himself, "Solemn, in my heart, you can definitely become the best doctor, even better than your father!" ”
looked at her solemnly, slowly lowered his head, and wanted to get closer, this atmosphere made people unable to control themselves, he was actually still awake, but with the strength of the wine, he still wanted to kiss her.
"Let's get some rest." Ling Ai stood up violently, a little nervous, not daring to look at him. solemnly realized his gaffe, stood up and patted the girl's head, "Girl, how long do you want me to wait." ”