Chen Bin and Wei Xiaozhan are both orphans, they grew up together in an orphanage, Chen Bin is four years older than Wei Xiaozhan and always takes care of her as a girlfriend.

Later, the orphanage closed down, and Chen Bin took Wei Xiaozhan out to work hard. At first, the two of them went to work in the construction site together, and they were very tired and didn't make money, but Chen Bin deeply realized that only by studying can they make money without being so tired, and they can have a better way out.

So later, Chen Bin had to let Wei Xiaozhan go to study and work to support her. Chen Bin is very smart, her steel work is very good, and the life of the two of them is not loose or too compact.

Because of the steel work, Chen Bin also fell and injured his waist.

Chen Bin has liked her girlfriend since she was a child, she is white and clean, cute and smart. She has only had one wish since she was a child, hoping that Wei Xiaozhan can have a good life in the future.

But she forgot to mention herself in her wishes, so Wei Xiaozhan's future good life is not about her.

When Chen Bin grew up, he realized that he had different feelings for Wei Xiaozhan, that kind of affection was beyond family affection and beyond love.

Later, Wei Xiaozhan finished high school, because the ID card was temporary, there was no way to go to college, and once he went to work in a bar and met Dong Shuyu.

Dong Shuyu is the president of a company, very rich, and likes Wei Xiaozhan's clean eyes, so he supports Wei Xiaozhan.

Chen Bin didn't say anything about this, she felt that a big boss would not be sincere to Wei Xiaozhan if he kept so many little lovers, and it would be good for Wei Xiaozhan to try to live that kind of high-end life. When Dong Shuyu gets tired of it, Wei Xiaozhan will come back to her, and their future will be long.

It was at this time that Chen Bin discovered that he had stomach cancer.

It's a long time coming, but it's not long.

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Chen Bin no longer has to work the night shift, he just got a part-time job in a fast-food restaurant a few days ago, and it's not too late to go back to the rental house in the evening.

In the past few years, in order to make money and save money, no matter how good his body is, he can't hold it, but now he is only in his early twenties, but he seems to have overdrawn his body, especially in the past few months, from the winter, stomach pain, back pain, cold and fever, anemia and fatigue Chen Bin feels that he is living more and more hypocritically.

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Finally, after 11 o'clock, I finished my work at the fast food restaurant and took the bus back to the rental house. When I was busy, I didn't feel much, but as soon as I came back and sat on the bed, I felt that my whole body was sore and uncomfortable.

My stomach hurts like there's a knife in it, and I lie on my stomach slowly, but after a while, my back hurts like it's about to break.

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Chen Bin sighed helplessly, got up and sat down, one hand into a fist against his stomach, and the other hand lit a cigarette and smoked.

Who would be so desperate in this world without relatives and for no reason, Chen Bin just regarded himself as Wei Xiaozhan's retreat.

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Being one of more than ten lovers of a person, can this kind of thing last long, Wei Xiaozhan didn't say it, and Chen Bin didn't ask, they tacitly agreed. Chen Bin slowly saved up the money she had saved over the years, she was waiting for Wei Xiaozhan to come back on the day, Wei Xiaozhan used to say that she wanted to open a bookstore, Chen Bin has always remembered to pay attention, she had to go to find a store at noon today, Wei Xiaozhan is a person who has lived a good life, and she can't let her suffer when she comes back, Chen Bin thought that he had to rent a store for her to open a bookstore.

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In fact, she has a terrible stomach pain in the past few days, her upper abdomen is full, she always feels nauseous and wants to vomit when she gets up in the morning, and her eyes are black when she is operating at the machine several times.

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More than two months have passed alone, Chen Bin thinks that he doesn't know when Wei Xiaozhan may come back, he has been busy with work, and he has saved more than 200,000 yuan.

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Seeing that the Chinese New Year is approaching, she also packed some New Year's goods at home, but her health has been getting worse and worse recently, which makes her a little flustered. A few years ago, there was a severe stomach pain, and there was an accident, Chen Bin went to the hospital to check and said that it was acute gastritis, and he has never committed much of it. I've had intermittent stomach pains since the summer this year, and I haven't taken much care of the medicine for a long time. I thought that there was no big thing to drag and didn't want to care, I dragged it for more than half a year, and in the past few days, I felt that my stomach hurt and panicked, and my heart began to hurt in my heart, and sometimes my heart hurt so much that I couldn't breathe evenly, I couldn't eat, I was nauseous and nauseous, and I barely had to vomit after eating a few bites. And there is always a low-grade fever, the person has lost a lot of weight, and his face is also white and scary.

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The last time he went to work a year ago, Chen Bin had a stomach ache next to the roaring machine to the point of shock, and was sent to the hospital by his co-workers, and only then did he get off the gastroscopy for the first time, and the result was indeed panicking, mid-term stomach cancer.

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It's just a young man in his early twenties, stomach cancer is still too rare, the doctor was also surprised, asked about the early symptoms, low-grade fever, nausea, stomach pain, blood in the stool, in fact, there are all of them, Chen Bin always felt that there was nothing to think about, who knew that this was cancer, or medium-stage.

I can bear it, the doctor said.

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What else can I do if I can't bear it, I'm tired and painful, I'm alone, who cares, who said a word to go to the hospital to check when she's uncomfortable, no, she's a man with rough nerves, and it's so uncomfortable that she still feels hypocritical, who would have thought that she would get a fatal illness.

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Chen Bin lay in the hospital for a few days, thinking that the disease still had to be treated, and he could make more money if the money was gone, but without Wei Xiaozhan, there was only one person left.

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Somewhat guilty of embezzling the money given to Wei Xiaozhanpan's storefront, Chen Bin quit his night job and went to the hospital regularly for treatment.

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On the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Chen Bin originally wanted to go back to the rental house, and she was worried that Wei Xiaoyan would find time to visit her on this day.

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Helplessly, she vomited badly after chemotherapy in the morning, she was sore, and she didn't even have the strength to sit up, so she had to give up this plan in the end.

Chen Bin and an older old man in a ward, Chinese New Year's Eve, the old man's children all came to see her in turn, and finally the wife couldn't stand it and urged them to go back for the New Year and stay to take care of her.

The ward has returned from noisy and crowded to peaceful, Chen Bin has been staring at the TV on the opposite table to watch the Spring Festival Gala, in previous years, Wei Xiaozhan likes to watch sketches in the rental room with her, Wei Xiaozhan will smile beside her without an image, that is really happy, very warm.

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Chen Bin watched the little man Pan Changjiang on TV play treasure as in previous years, closed his eyes, stretched out a hand that had been pressing his stomach hard and took the old mobile phone from the bedside table.

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There is no caller ID on the phone, no unread text messages.

Chen Bin was a little hesitant to call out, but after thinking about it for a long, long time, he gave up again.

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The clinical old man drank the soup sent by his daughter, and it smelled really good. After feeding her the last spoonful, the wife took a few dumplings and came over to talk to Chen Bin to give her food.

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"Thank you, grandma..." Chen Bin didn't seem to have spoken for a long time, and her voice was very hoarse, although her stomach hurt so badly that she couldn't eat a little bit, she still didn't want to refuse the old man's kindness, so she put the dumplings and said thank you in a low voice.

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When she first moved in, the old man asked her, and knew that she was an orphan, so he deliberately came to say something happy to her.

Chen Bin doesn't talk much, usually when the old man talks to her, she always listens very carefully, but today is different, although Chen Bin will nod from time to time as usual, but she is absent-minded, and the old man can feel it.

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After saying a few more words, the old man moved back to watch TV with his wife.

As soon as he walked away, Chen Bin's old mobile phone vibrated loudly.

The old man rarely saw the calm young man, and he took the mobile phone and clicked it on in a little panic.

It must be a person who cares a lot, the old man smiles and thinks, if he is concerned, he has the strength to live, everyone is like this, it's good. She turned her head to look at her wife

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Chen Bin trembled his hand and clicked on the unread message, it was really a very simple message sent by Wei Xiaozhan - Brother Chen, Happy New Year! Small lamp

Chen Bin's face showed a rare warm smile.

But in the next second, the phone vibrated again, and Chen Bin didn't even think about clicking on it to see that it was still Wei Xiaozhan.

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- Brother Chen, I'm going to accompany Shuyu to settle in the United States, let's have time to eat.

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Chen Bin's face instantly turned pale and pale, she had never felt such a severe stomach pain, she fainted in an instant, the phone did not catch it and fell to the ground, making a porcelain snapping sound.

The world fell silent all at once.

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On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, the bank began to open, and Chen Bin went to look at his deposits, and there were still 130,000 yuan, but he spent 70,000 yuan in the hospital for less than two months.

Fortunately, I don't have to spend it anymore in the future.

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Chen Bin went back to the rental house, where he used to stay with Wei Xiaozhan. There was no heating in the house, and it was still an old-fashioned stove, and there was no stove, and the house was cold as if it was going to freeze.

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For the first time in more than ten years, Chen Bin felt that she couldn't hold on, so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, she didn't have the strength to make a fire, so she just lay on the bed covered with a cold quilt, and pressed her fists against her aching stomach, she didn't realize that she was really crying.

Chen Bin never blamed Wei Xiaozhan, if that stupid child knew that she was sick, he would definitely give up everything to take care of her. However, Chen Bin is unwilling, isn't she working hard for so many years just to let Wei Xiaozhan live a good life?! She couldn't bear it... I don't want to... Drag Wei Xiaozhan's hind legs.

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On the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, Wei Xiaozhan called Chen Bin to meet her. Chen Bin wore a dark blue cotton jacket that Wei Xiaozhan bought for her the previous winter, and it was still very new, because she had not been very willing to wear it.

I just went to cut my hair yesterday, and the whole person seems to be quite energetic.

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When Chen Bin arrived at the hotel, he really didn't expect Dong Shuyu to be there, but it was an ordinary Sichuan restaurant, and Dong Shuyu would accompany Wei Xiaozhan over,... should care about her, Chen Bin thought to himself, happy and uncomfortable, and entered the hotel.

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Wei Xiaozhan cares about her the most, she has been treated as her own brother for so many years, as soon as Chen Bin came in, Wei Xiaozhan saw her at a glance, and happily stood up and greeted her over.

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Chen Bin's face was resolute and handsome, but he had lost too much weight recently, Dong Shuyu got up to look at her, his eyes thoughtful

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Wei Xiaozhan didn't notice this, and looked at her worriedly and said, "Brother... Have you been too busy lately? The face is very bad..."

Chen Bin smiled with her and did not answer.

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The meal was not bad, except that those red dishes made Chen Bin's stomach hurt even more.

After the meal, Dong Shuyu talked about his plans, because Wei Xiaozhan did not have a real ID card and could not study in college here, Dong Shuyu said that he was going to take her to the United States to directly become an American citizen and go to school there.

“… Pretty good... Reading and being literate is better than anything else..."Chen Bin said lightly.

"I guess I will rarely come back in the future, Xiao Zhan often mentions to me that she has a very special brother... Brother Chen, in the future... Any plans? ”

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"I... I'm fine, that's fine... Nothing to do..." Chen Bin's hands trembled a little, she put her hand down from the table, and quietly pressed it her stomach across the table.

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"There's 10 million on this card... Thank you Brother Chen for taking care of Xiaozhan for more than ten years, and in the future, I will take good care of Xiaozhan..."

Dong Shuyu smiled and pushed a black gold bank card to Chen Bin and said.

Chen Bin had some shadows in front of her, she felt that she was not very good, so she hurriedly pushed the card back and said, "It's okay, I don't need to, it's me who takes care of Xiaozhan... I didn't take much care of Xiao Zhan... I, we..."

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The stomach hurt so badly, as if there was a hand pulling and pulling, Chen Bin couldn't explain it, and finally took the card and put it in his pocket, and said thank you softly.

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Wei Xiaozhan looked at her and smiled happily, she said a little reluctantly, "Brother... I don't know when I'll be able to come back... Look at you, I didn't buy new clothes for the New Year! Hurry up and find me a sister-in-law... I have to live a good life in the future..."

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Wei Xiaozhan didn't finish her words, Chen Bin stood up with a chair, she pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled, looked at the handsome and handsome child sitting opposite her, and said softly, "Xiaozhan... Elder brother... Let's go... You have to be obedient, you know? "Don't think about it, never think about it...

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Just like every time Chen Bin sent Wei Xiaozhan to school a few years ago when the two were separated, at that time, Chen Bin would always pull down Wei Xiaozhan who was glued to her, and said to her softly and firmly, "Xiaozhan, brother is gone, you have to be obedient in school, you have to study hard, don't think about brother... Brother will come to pick you up in the evening, you know? ”

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Wei Xiaozhan has been a very sensible child since she was a child, and she knew that Chen Bin was going to work, so she would obediently carry her schoolbag into the school. Don't look back, this is an agreement between them - otherwise Wei Xiaozhan will run back again and will be late. Chen Bin would watch the little figure walk away at the school gate every time, until he could no longer see it, and then he would hurriedly go to work in the construction site.

The last time, Xiao Zhan, the last goodbye, let my brother go first, Chen Bin thought selfishly in his heart, otherwise, just like the countless goodbyes when she was a child, she couldn't help it, couldn't help but want to hug her, wanted to keep her.

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After Chen Bin finished speaking, she walked out, she walked very fast, she had never been able to walk so fast when her stomach hurt so badly.

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Wei Xiaozhan left.

Chen Bin's condition deteriorated very seriously all of a sudden. However, within a week of being discharged from the hospital, she began to vomit blood.

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Wei Xiaozhan happened to send her a text message that day, saying that she had already enrolled in school, the school was very good, and Dong Shuyu was also very good to her.

Chen Bin happened to go to the factory at that time to receive the previous year's salary, about more than 50,000 yuan. When she saw the text message, her heart was sore and painful, and she knew that she would have no worries in this life.

On the way home, she felt very tired, tired, almost tired.

As soon as he entered the house, he spat out a large mouthful of blood.

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With this start, Chen Bin began to vomit blood frequently. The attending doctor told her that as long as she started vomiting blood, her condition might have entered the middle and advanced stages.

When Wei Xiaozhan was there, Chen Bin could still tie steel bars on the elevated platform, and it must have been early at that time. But Wei Xiaozhan walked by her side for only a few months, and it quickly deteriorated into the middle and late stages, vomiting blood, and she couldn't even walk.

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Chen Bin didn't want to just wait for death, looking back on her life, she was actually full of regrets.

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At the beginning, there were countless Children's Day together, Wei Xiaozhan wanted to go to the playground with her more than once, but Chen Bin was busy with work and quit.

Only now did she remember that in her short life of more than 20 years, she didn't have any special memories with Wei Xiaozhan.

They hadn't been to a playground together, they hadn't watched a movie together, they hadn't eaten snacks from a street stall together, they hadn't traveled together.

The lack of companionship at the beginning is Chen Bin's full remorse now.

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So she went to the playground by herself, went to the cinema, bought cotton candy, bought popcorn, how she wished that there had been her and Wei Xiaozhan in these places.

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A month after Wei Xiaozhan came back, she didn't say in advance that she wanted to surprise Chen Bin, this time she came back because Dong Shuyu had a big order to sign in her company in China, and she would have to go back three days after she came back.

Wei Xiaozhan came over in the evening, she was worried that Chen Bin was still working in the factory, so she went to the supermarket to buy a lot of vegetables to make dinner for her.

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The light in the rental house was dim, Wei Xiaozhan didn't expect the door to be unlocked, she frowned slightly and went in, and saw Chen Bin curled up on the bed, covered with a quilt.

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She put down a bunch of things in her hand in a little panic and hurriedly turned on the light and walked over, only to see the pale and haggard face.

Chen Bin was already thin and about to lose his shape.

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Wei Xiaozhan knelt beside her bed in a panic and asked her carefully, "Brother... What's wrong with you? ”

Wei Xiaozhan didn't even know that Chen Bin had stomach problems.

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Countless nights of sleeping together, Chen Bin had a terrible stomach pain, and for fear of disturbing Wei Xiaozhan's rest, he would sit and press his stomach with his fists and smoke until dawn.

Chen Bin was drowsy in pain, and saw Wei Xiaozhan in a trance in front of him.

She reached out to touch the person she was thinking about, but a mouthful of blood gushed out.

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Outside the hospital emergency room. Pale fluorescent lamps, pungent disinfectant water.

Wei Xiaozhan felt like she was in a dream, how she hoped that after waking up from the dream, Chen Bin would sleep peacefully and sweetly beside her, just like in the past.

However, the glare of the red light in the operating room told her that it was not a dream.

The man who has cared for her all her life has stomach cancer and is already in an advanced stage.

She must have tossed and turned in pain without knowing it, Wei Xiaozhan really hated herself, she didn't know it at all.

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In the deserted hospital corridor at night, a handsome boy cried hoarsely and his eyes were red.

Chen Bin's operation was done overnight, and Wei Xiaozhan stayed outside all night, crying all night. Her mind was full of remorse, tears fell uncontrollably, and her whole person was on the verge of collapse.

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It wasn't until Chen Bin was transferred to the ICU on the second day that she came back to her senses, and there was only one thought in her mind: **** America, **** rich people's lives! Wei Xiaozhan's life should only be Chen Bin, she can't imagine that if she didn't return to China and didn't go back to see Chen Bin, she would be left with a heartfelt remorse in the future.

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When Chen Bin woke up and opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was Wei Xiaozhan who was guarding her, which made her think she had died.

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Dong Shuyu left and returned to the United States, and before leaving, she helped Chen Bin find the best internist in China. She told Wei Xiaozhan that if Chen Bin was well, she was still willing to return to her, and she would wait for Wei Xiaozhan all the time.

Wei Xiaozhan thanked her, but Dong Shuyu would never understand the relationship between Wei Xiaozhan and Chen Bin, and Wei Xiaozhan would not leave again.

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It's probably a miracle of love.

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Chen Bin's illness has been slowly improving, and since Wei Xiaozhan came back, he has taken care of her day and day long, guarding her.

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Later, Wei Xiaozhan asked Chen Bin, did you regret it during the days when you were waiting for death to come alone.

Chen Bin said, I regret it, I regret that I didn't cherish the days with you, I regret that I didn't take you to the playground, I went to the cinema, and I regret that I didn't imprint your smiling face deeply in my mind...

Chen Bin said for a long, long time, she never had so many words, she fell asleep slowly, she lay quietly on the hospital bed, Wei Xiaozhan put down the book in her hand, smiled lightly and tucked the quilt corner for her.

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The sun was shining outside the window, and the warm light shone in, hitting the book that was put down - "I want to spend time with you".

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Wei Xiaozhan knows that she is changing herself, and Chen Bin is not. Chen Bin is trying to say her feelings, the strong and fiery feelings, and the deep hopelessness - she is also making changes for their better life in the future.

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Wei Xiaozhan helped Chen Bin remember her reluctance and regret, and recently took care of her and found a lot of interesting places from the Internet, cinemas, playgrounds, Lijiang, the Forbidden City, the Great Wall, Sanya, Tibet... Thinking that Chen Bin would be better, they went to see it together.

Wei Xiaozhan looked at Chen Bin's quiet sleeping face very happily and thought - their coming day is really long, long.

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——[Long Coming]