It was getting dark, and she had no intention of leaving, and I wouldn't try to urge her to hurry up.

She moves, I move. She doesn't move, I'll wait.

"Why didn't you even ask me what I thought?" She sat comfortably with her back in a rocking chair and asked me to shake it for her.

"I don't know how to ask. I'm afraid it's a bit abrupt. ”

"You're afraid of this, you're afraid of that, do you think you can catch me? You let me throw you in the face at any time, turn around and leave. ”

"Are we officially in a relationship?" I abruptly stopped in my rocking chair and leaned in front of her eyes, staring into her eyes.

She probably didn't expect me to be like this, and she shrunk her neck and stuttered a little, "Dang, of course not." ”

"That's no way, you said it, it's not enough, I can only be careful." I didn't care, and sat back in my original position.

"Why do you want me to have the final say, do you think it is? You don't make a claim once. ”

"Then what do I want to do, I must have your consent, otherwise it won't be a mess?"

"I'm a girl, you know?"

"Yes. Because you're a girl, you have to ask, and I have to respect your ideas. ”

"Have you ever thought about it, for example, I feel good about you, but I'm a girl, I'm embarrassed to say it, do you understand?"

"Is there a contradiction? Shouldn't falling in love mean liking each other, is there a problem with saying it? ”

"Girls are thin-skinned, you know?"

"You know, it doesn't have to be that thin, right?"

"You're really hopeless."

"You mean, you actually like me, but you're too embarrassed to say it? Is that right? ”

"I didn't." I think she's a little bit loveless.

"Actually, I think you might like me a little, if not like it, at least not reject."

"And then?" She still looked at me with big eyes on her face.

"I must not be repulsed, otherwise I wouldn't have followed you. As for liking, it's probably a little bit close, I'll work harder, don't worry. ”

"Don't worry, I'm not in a hurry, I just want to hit you."

"Hey, hey? Why do you want to hit me? You must be in a hurry! "I feel like I have enough information to prove that even if I stare at her, he won't reject her. Then he leaned over and looked at her again.

"Really?" She squinted and gritted her teeth.

"Can I kiss you?" Looking at her lips, I remembered the softness I hadn't had time to feel last night.

"If you want to die, you can try it." She didn't squint this time, she just widened her eyes.

But it all feels the same way, it's dangerous!

"Ha, how dare I. Hahaha. "I quickly scratched the back of my head and snorted haha.

She didn't speak. It was quiet again.

I regretted it all of a sudden, I would lose too many words, I would lose too many words, why didn't I understand it, it was obviously a good atmosphere, but I was lost by my bold words. Now she is eighty percent of what he thinks I am so anxious about, hey, one misstep becomes a thousand years of hatred!

I managed to throw myself into a dry well, and managed to climb out a little bit, but this time it was fine, and I slipped down again, and whether I fell or not, it depends on what she thinks of me.

I didn't wait for her anger, only for her memories.

I knew I had to shut up, even if I didn't want to listen to her and him, but now I had to do it.

"I've known him for three years, been in a relationship for more than a year, and been in a long-distance relationship for half a year."

At the beginning of the year, he told me that there was only half a semester left, and the school allowed him to go out for internships, so there was no need to waste time here, and he wanted to learn a trade in another city, so that he could find a job in the future. I think it's good, boys should work hard, and I support his idea. ”

"I wanted to go with him at the time, but when I told my family later, they asked me to finish half a year here and graduate successfully."

"So, last night you asked me to call him out, and I also wanted to beat him up as you said, but he wasn't here at all." She smiled wryly as she said this. Then continue to reminisce calmly.

"In the beginning, it was actually very good, even though people were not around, they cared for each other and greeted each other like that. I feel that the distance is just a little farther, and it is nothing. ”

"But it didn't take long for him to start being very busy, and he often didn't have time at night except for a little time every afternoon."

"The distance gradually became distance, I began to become very powerless, and I felt tired of the relationship, but I still persevered, and I believe that I can hold on, after all, I will graduate soon."

"After graduating, I decided to go to him! But he told me that he would be back soon, and asked me to find a job here first and wait for him to come back. ”

I listened to him anyway. Although we have started to quarrel a lot, clamoring to break up. But I believe it's just a problem with a long-distance relationship, and as long as we get back together, every day, we won't have it anymore. ”

"It was also after I graduated that he began to find all kinds of reasons to quarrel with me, as if he was forcing me to break up with him. I wanted not to tell her about having hot pot with you that day, but I don't think there is any need to hide anything between couples. It's ridiculous, I still miscalculated his trust in me, and he still used the topic to play like that, and even said something ugly. ”

"I frantically called him that day, but he just didn't answer, and it wasn't until the next day that he texted me that he was drinking with his friends and it was inconvenient to answer my phone."

"And since that day, he has often blocked my phone, blacked out! Do you know! He also told me that you won't call like that crazy in the future. My phone call has affected his normal study and life, don't you say ridiculous? ”

I felt that she was getting more and more excited, and I patted her on the back gently, hoping that she would not cry, and then I would have a headache.

"Do you think he's too much?" She didn't look like she was going to cry, she was even calm.

"I don't know what kind of contradictions and problems there are between the two of you, but if you listen to it, I can only say that according to what you are talking about so far, it is he who is excessive." I think she said it in fragments.

"Why do you always like such a one-sided look?" She began to smile.

"You asked, I will try to give you the best and most reasonable explanation, I can't lie to you. Lies come at a great cost. ”

"What if I said that he actually found a girlfriend a long time ago?"

"This ......" I thought of Xiaoban in my mind, is the road so dangerous?" Are it the last few days since I broke up with you? ”

"No, since the beginning of the quarrel, he has been shouting that he wants to break up with me, and I have never agreed to him. It wasn't until last night that he told me that he had found a girlfriend again, and that was even earlier. ”

"Then it's not a matter of excess, it's a matter of conscience."

"Actually, I wanted to promise him to break up several times. It's really not easy to think about it, from acquaintance, acquaintance, love to the final killing, it's really not easy. ”

"It wasn't until last night that you made up your mind to break up with him. That's why you're crying so sadly. ”

"Didn't I tell you, it's not sad, it's wronged."

"Oh, well, crying so aggrieved."

"Hmm. I wasn't sad at all last night, because I knew it was going to be like that, and I was just dragged it by me. Believe it or not, I don't even feel sorry for him and can't be happy to talk about his new girlfriend. ”

"Is it possible that he ......?"

"You want to say that he abandoned me? It's not possible, it's certain, it's me who was abandoned by him. ”

I swear I do, but I've figured out another story. But the words had already been picked up by her, so I could only sit down honestly and keep my mouth shut.

"In fact, it doesn't matter if you abandon it or not, two people have come to an end, and it makes no sense to talk about abandonment."

I nodded quickly, feeling that my words had been robbed by her.

"To be sad is to cry for him, and to be wronged is to cry for yourself. It's good to cry your grievances after crying. ”

I nodded again, and when he said that, I would understand.

"After last night, he was a passerby. Are you still worried that we'll get back together? ”

"The probability is very low." It's not my style to talk to death, and there is also the fact that the small class has learned from the past.

"How low?"

"Negligible." It's a bit against the will, but I think as long as I work hard enough and do better than his predecessor, it's really negligible.

She looked at me, not speaking. And I was thinking about something that I wanted to say now, and I tried to organize the language first, and after a few seconds, I said, "You said he had found a new one, why don't you find one without thinking about it?" Otherwise, wouldn't it be a bit of a loss? ”

"Why don't you just say that you're being considered?"

"That's still going to have to be fair competition, I'm just getting closer to you."

"Aren't you afraid that someone will chase me together, and I will choose someone else?"

"Then I made a move so early, and let you be snatched away by others, it only means that I don't deserve you."

"Are you so confident?"

"If you don't have confidence, I'll go home from work, and I'm still sitting here shouting cheers for you to find a partner?"

"Hahahaha, but you're a little stupid, I think it's hard for you to catch up with me."

"Just give me a chance, diligence can make up for it."

"Just thinking about sending me back all day?"

"Can't you?"

"No other requirements?"

"Other requirements? Does eating count? ”

"Gone?"

"Hmm...... I didn't expect it for the time being. ”

"Hey, don't blame yourself for confessing to me too early, this may be the most correct and luckiest step you have taken."

"What do you mean by that?" I think this sentence should imply something, and I dare not be directly sure.

"Are you hungry and don't need to eat?"

"Uh...... The style of conversation changed so quickly. ”

"See for yourself what time it is!"

I glanced at my phone, 8:14, why did I not realize that it was so late.

I always feel that I can make more progress soon, but I don't know how to do it at this time!