Chapter 35: Can't hold it
She didn't speak, so I had to continue to bite the bullet and say, "People who are in love, know each other and fall in love, since they have decided to go through a life hand in hand, they must cherish each other like relatives." Whether this journey is short or a lifetime, it is worth cherishing, because even if it is a loved one, few can accompany us through a lifetime, so why not cherish it? ”
After saying that, I looked at her again, but she still didn't speak. I knew I had to keep saying until she got back to me, "I've never been in a relationship, and I don't know what the stumbles are going to be in a relationship, but at least I'm not going to be like you fear, and I'm convinced that I know what it means to cherish." I may ignore the people I am close to, I cherish them, but I tend to ignore their feelings because of my temper. Just like my mom used to call me, I always hung up her phone impatiently, until I liked you, I suddenly realized, why am I so impatient, she cares about me so much, she worries about me all day long, she takes me to heart, and I am impatient just because she says a few more words, do you say I don't cherish it? No, I cherish my mother more than anyone else, it's just that I tend to ignore her feelings, I always ignore her eagerness to care about me, I am her dearest, I believe she won't care, when I understand, I will no longer be annoyed by her, I happily accept her verbosity, until I feel that she has almost enough, I am telling her that I am going to be busy. ”
She looked at me with her big eyes again, but she didn't speak, and it was about to break me.
"When I suddenly wanted to fall in love, I was actually very afraid, afraid that my character would not speak, nor would I be courteous, nor would I be flattered by hypocrisy, and I would not have the possibility of successfully chasing a girl. But I rarely think that I will fail, because if I rely on the love I got from above, I don't think it is what I want. What I think about the most is how to get close to you step by step, understand you, read you, and read you like a book, so that I can adapt to you and know how to manage a relationship with you. People who are together are all looking at whether each other is worth paying, how long it is worth paying, whether it is a day, a month, a year, or a lifetime. ”
I don't know what to do anymore, so I just want to say what I want, try to tell her my view of love, to see if I can get her affirmation, even if it is not affirmed, not denied.
And this woman is actually playing with her mobile phone! They even started humming a little song!
I talked a lot about it, and she just ignored it!
"Are you hungry?" She didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say, so I had to change the subject.
"Not hungry."
"Are you thirsty?"
"Not thirsty."
"Did you just listen to me?"
"Listen."
"Would you like to give me a reaction? It's hard for me to continue. ”
"What reaction do you want?" She finally looked at me again.
"I said so much, you have to give me a statement, good or bad."
"Oh, it's okay."
"Is it so perfunctory?"
"And what do you want?" She had already squinted at me and warned me again.
I quickly shook my head, "No." The evaluation of these two words is already a considerable encouragement to me. ”
"There's a stall around the corner, you go buy two bottles of water." She showed me the way.
"Okay. I'll go. ”
I had just walked a few steps out, and I wondered if she would run away, and this woman was bursting for a while, and it was hard to say.
I had to go back and tell her, "Let's talk about it first, whether you're in a good mood or not, you can't sneak away." ”
She looked at me a little inexplicably, and couldn't figure out why I suddenly came back to her to say this, so she could only stomp her foot angrily, "Go!" I'm thirsty! ”
I turned around and ran to buy water, thinking to myself, "I'm thirsty too, and she didn't say much." Forget it, you can quench your thirst yourself. ”
When I walked to the stall, I remembered that I forgot to ask her what she wanted to drink, and hurriedly asked the boss if she had any sour plum juice drinks, and the boss said no. In the end, I couldn't help it, so I bought a mango and balat flavored drink.
Ran back to see that she was still there, and instantly felt a little relieved.
"Forgot to ask what you want to drink. Do you see these two lines? ”
Maybe she thinks it's okay to both, and she's a little entangled in which one to choose.
"Why don't you keep it all and drink it, and I'll buy another one."
"No, I'll just drink this." She chose the mango-flavored one.
"Then you can keep this first, and you can drink it again if you want to."
"You don't drink? You say so much, aren't you thirsty? ”
"Not thirsty."
"Alright, drink it."
"It's okay, you drink, I'll drink if I can't finish it."
As soon as I finished speaking, she came straight to me with a look.
I didn't react all of a sudden, "What's wrong?" ”
"What did you just say!"
"I'll keep it for you to drink."
"The latter sentence."
"Uh...... "To be honest, I really didn't pay attention, I just said something myself.
"Did you do it on purpose?" Her face full of anger was already closing in on me.
"If you get any closer to me, I'll do it on purpose!"
"Huh?" She also seemed to sense that something was wrong. Hurry back and go.
I looked at her, and wondered if I had just said something wrong, hey, I was thirsty, I wanted to give her a drink, and I was bored.
"Well, think of it as your unintentional mistake." She seemed to be very righteous and let me go, but I didn't know what was wrong.
"Don't, if I'm wrong, you name it, it's okay, I can change it."
"Really?"
"What's wrong with this, knowing your mistakes can improve a lot."
"Alright, alright. I really can't stand you, and I'll talk about reasoning one by one. ”
"Then I'm unreasonable, and you're unreasonable. Wouldn't that be messy? ”
"Drink it." She didn't bother to reason with me anymore.
After drinking half a bottle, the whole person feels much more comfortable, otherwise her mouth will be dry, and she will have to watch out for her various moods at all times, which is really a little difficult.
"I knew you'd be thirsty!" She looked at me with some smugness.
"Well, but it's okay, not particularly thirsty. If you want to drink it, you can drink it first, and I can go buy a bottle. ”
"That's not what you said."
"Didn't I let you drink it? I can buy it again, or I can drink what you have left. I suddenly realized that something was wrong, this is not a dish, how can I drink the leftovers...... "I know I was wrong, I didn't speak through my brain, I was frivolous, I'm sorry."
I was sincere and apologetic, and I didn't believe she would hold on to this.
"Oh, you're really annoyed, I don't blame you, as long as you don't mean it, why are you always suddenly serious."
"How can it be deliberate, that is, sometimes, I will speak in a hurry, without thinking about it. I'll pay attention next time. ”
"Eat and go, too lazy to talk about you. It's really boring. ”
She got up directly, I don't know where she is going, it seems that don't ask her, just follow honestly.
But after that, she walked back again, and I was confused.
When she walked back into the rocking chair, she sat down again. I felt that the atmosphere was a little wrong, so I had to stand next to it.
"I don't want to eat again."
Damn, this eighty percent is sunny and cloudy again, and her weather has changed three times in a moment.
"Well, I'll eat later."
"Looking at you, I can't eat it."
"Uh...... Then I'll send you back to school to eat. I'll go back and eat it myself. ”
"I don't want to eat it."
"That's not going to work if you don't eat it. But it's still early, so if you're not hungry, you can wait and eat. ”
"I won't eat it later."
"I'll go back later, and you won't see it. It's edible. ”
"Then you go back now." She looked at me.
"Now? Do you have to go back? ”
"What if I say yes?"
"Then I'll have to go back so that you can eat."
"Come here." She patted the rocking chair.
Suddenly, it seemed to be cloudy again. I quickly sat down and waited for her to speak.
She looked at me, her eyes rolling, as if she was brewing something, and she looked like she wanted to say something.
Looking at her cute appearance, I was a little overwhelmed, afraid of making a mistake, so I quickly turned my head again and pretended to look at the others.
The atmosphere fell silent again.
I didn't have time to breathe, and I felt sweat on my forehead and a wet patch on my back. This restless heart is really hard to suppress.
Fortunately, a phone call from hers broke this difficult atmosphere, and I instantly wanted to thank her, who was so cute, and called her at this critical time.
She didn't answer immediately, I looked at her curiously, she looked at the phone, looked at me again, and then picked up the phone to show me, a man opened it, I instantly seemed to know something, got up and prepared to walk away, but she pulled her clothes.
"No, I don't. You sit on yours. ”
Then, I was forced to listen to her answer the phone.
"Hello? Why? "Didn't you break up, what kind of call did you make?" "Hmph, I keep the phone, do I think you are still a person, if you call again, I will delete it immediately!" "What are you telling me about?" What's the matter with me? "Oh, yes, I'm happy. "While I'm not particularly disgusted with you, be sensible, don't mess with me. "I'll tell you, keep the phone, it's a step down each other, don't make it so ugly, who do you think you are? It's ridiculous that I don't want it or you have to! "Okay, okay, put away your set, I've quarreled with you enough, and now I've broken up, I'm too lazy to quarrel with you." "You take care of yourself, I don't need you to take care of it. "I really didn't see that you were so disgusting. "Get out. ”
She hung up the phone, looked at me with impatience, and then the phone rang again, and she just pressed it and then deleted.
I didn't dare to say a word the whole time.
"I think I used to be blind with dog eyes, how can I look at such a good person, it's disgusting!"
I still didn't dare to say anything.
"Wasn't I fierce just now?"
"A little bit."
"Are you afraid, I'm often so fierce!"
"Then you are murdering me now, I must be afraid. If I can catch you, I'm not afraid. ”
"Huh? How do I feel like you're saying the opposite. ”
"Now everything I do is walking on thin ice, you don't have to be so fierce, I'm afraid, as soon as your face changes, I'm afraid."
"Then you're not afraid to catch me? It doesn't matter if you get it? It doesn't matter if I'm fierce or not? ”
"How can it be called indifferent, not afraid because, how can I make you so fierce? Be kind to you, care about you, you can't be so fierce. You must be angry because he said something wrong or excessively, and I need to learn from it and avoid making mistakes. ”
As I spoke, I thought what a good lesson this was, and I had to think about how to make her less fierce, and then I started thinking about it, forgetting that she was still looking at me......