On the way back, I took the unopened sour plum soup and wanted to keep it for her to drink, but she didn't want it.

Thinking back to the word "afraid" she mentioned at the end, I have never been able to feel at ease, I am thinking about how to solve her concerns, maybe time will let her slowly let go, but I really don't want her to fall in love with me with this concern, it will be a thorn.

After drinking half a cup of sour plum soup, I sat in a rocking chair and slowly set it up.

The night is slightly cool, and the breeze moistens the heart and lungs. The mind is clear, why be afraid of demons hand in hand? I picked up my phone and sent her a message, "I know what you're afraid of, the words are a little pale, and it's really hard for you to believe me." It just so happens that I'm also afraid that I'll not do well enough when I fall in love for the first time, so let's work together, okay? ”

Putting down the phone, I followed her example, leaning back in the rocking chair, swinging slowly.

She called me directly.

"Hey, are you going back?"

"Nope."

"Fainted. So what are you doing? ”

"Sit in your place and rock the rocking chair."

"Alright, go back. What I just told you is just a little worry on my part, so you don't have to worry. ”

"Isn't what you're worried about what I'm trying to?"

"Then I'm talking about my business, and you haven't done anything wrong. I'll just fix this myself. ”

"Neither yours nor ours can share it for you, so isn't the other half an ornament?"

"Okay, go back and rest, I'll have to go to work tomorrow."

"After eating a full meal, I can sit when I go back, so it's better to sit here, how comfortable it is."

"You didn't listen to what I said?"

"Listen to it for sure. I'll just sit there for a while. ”

"Really, look at what time it is, I guess you've been there for a long time."

"It's just past nine o'clock, it's not a big problem."

"Now! Right away! Get back! Did you hear me! ”

"Hear, I'll go back now."

"You have to force me to be loud before you can hear it!"

"No, no, I'll call back right away, and I'll be there in a while."

"Well, talk to me when you get there!"

Then there was a beep......

As soon as I stepped into the dormitory, I sent her a "arrived". Seeing Xiao Wu playing a game there and scolding his mother, he went over and took a look, just after a game, he lost again.

"Damn, a bunch of stupid bs!" Xiao Wu slammed the mouse hard.

"Blaming your teammates for losing is the most difficult thing to grow your skills."

"Wow, you just didn't see it, it's really a bunch of pits."

I looked down at Xiaoyu's message, and there was only one word, "good".

Turning his head to look at Xiao Wu, he found that he was also looking at me, and the two of them shook their heads in tacit understanding and started drinking!

"I'm going to buy two packets of peanuts!"

Watching Xiao Wu go downstairs, I went to take a shower first. By the time he came out of the wash, he was already sitting there and begining.

"You're really good at using your time. Come and drink it. "He's already brewed and waiting for me.

"How can this small class be so busy. On average, do you spend two nights a week? I asked Xiao Wu.

"You don't care about him, he's either a company liquor bureau or a woman."

"Talent."

"You're not bad, you've been coming back late from work lately. Tell me, where are you with her? ”

"I can't say which step, it's a bit high and low."

"Is there anything like this? Didn't follow the process? ”

"What process?"

"It's like watching a movie, first like this, then that, and then that, and finally that. You see where you go. ”

"I'm fast forward, which step do you think I'm going to see?"

"Damn!" He was really speechless, from the school days, to now, I still can't change the fast-forward nature, "But, I'm really curious, you are so powerful, snatched from his boyfriend?" ”

"Nope. It happened that they broke up. ”

"You're going to be a pick-up man?"

"Can you change the word?"

"Pick-up man, it's quite appropriate."

"If you are told to read more, you don't want to. Do you know what it's called? It's called taking it out of order! Have a bit of culture, you. ”

"Okay, the official history is called chaos and take it, and the wild history is called the pick-up man."

Cheers, too lazy to reason with him.

"I'll tell you something, you come here." Xiao Wu lowered his voice, a little sneaky.

"It's just the two of me here, don't make it look like anyone else can hear it."

"Do you remember that I mentioned a divorced woman in our company?"

"Well, remember, got along with your director?"

"It's not. It's not with me in charge, it's the woman who seems to have taken a fancy to me! ”

"You're crazy, aren't you? There is this illusion. ”

"I hope it's a hallucination!"

"How can you tell she's taking a fancy to you?" To be honest, my mind is a little dizzy with his news right now.

"She has been asking me if I'm free after work recently, and she has texted me to help out with some small favors, I thought it was nothing at first, but later, I felt more and more wrong, she was a little too proactive!"

"Holy!" I was already jumping up and didn't know what to say.

"Hey, I don't even want to go to work now."

"How old is she?"

"It's more than thirty. Why is this so, you ask? ”

"Female junior, hold the gold bricks, you have to hold several gold bricks."

"Neurotic, I don't want it. I'm a good young man, and if you ask me to pick this up, I don't want to. ”

"I'm afraid this woman wants the old cow to eat tender grass! You're treated like young grass. How does it look? ”

"Get out!"

"This kind of thing was actually put on the table by you? Have you ever seen this kind of scene in the series? ”

"Yes! The domineering female president falls in love with a little milk dog. ”

"Being a little milk dog, we can save decades of struggle. I think it's okay, you're in luck. ”

"Do you want it? You want me to introduce you to it. I'm annoyed to death. ”

"She may not look down on me, and I will not be blessed with this."

"You said I'm going to resign."

"There's no need. Tell her a little bit about it. ”

"I told it once, but she's still like that."

"I don't know what to do with this."

"Drink bar, am I so handsome? You have to pester me. ”

"Don't think about it, she might just want to eat you and try it."

"Drink, don't talk, it's annoying me!"

After three rounds of drinking, the two thought about their respective troubles, and subconsciously touched their glasses and drank wine.

"It turns out that graduation is our worst enemy." Xiao Wu said with emotion.

"In the four years of college, we were surrounded by high walls in a paradise, unravaged by wind and rain, and undisturbed by the world. Like a bird in captivity, once it wants to fly freely, it has to face the cruelty of nature, and it can't bear it, and I'm afraid that it will have to fold its wings and sink. ”

"We all made the mistake of closing ourselves off for those four years, and we only imagined unrealistically that once the wall collapsed, we would face the world nakedly."

"Do you think Xiaoban is right? I have long rehearsed everything out of society. "I looked at him and he was a little bit drunk and everyone was drunk.

"Actually, I think she's pretty good."

"Well, he fell in love earlier than us, worked earlier than us, you see he's mixing well now."

"Divorce aside, I don't think much about my age, anyway, women generally live longer than men."

"What are you talking about?"

"I'll talk about the woman from our company."

"I'll ask you again!"

"Small class? Ask him why? ”

"Nope! Forget it, think of your mature woman. I rolled my eyes, not understanding how the woman could be mentioned again.

"You say mature, that's mature enough. You said that if she hadn't been divorced and was about the same age as me, wouldn't that be great? ”

"If she is not divorced and is about the same age as you, do you think she will mature?"

"That's true. You see, isn't this very contradictory, and you can't mature without experience? ”

"Maybe. It's mainly what she has experienced, which is too difficult for rookies like us to accept. ”

"Well, there is a dharma of both worlds. Ay! ”

"Are you on the drink?" I feel like he's going into a whirlpool that's scarier than mine.

"yes, alcohol can make people crazy! I myself feel scared, come, drink quickly, drink more, and go straight to sleep. ”

"I'm going to work tomorrow, so I can't drink too much."

"Isn't it Saturday tomorrow? What other classes do you attend? ”

"The company stipulates that there will be six days off and one day off from this week."

"What a broken company, can you change it like this. Forget about quitting, let's find a new job together. ”

"You're hooked up with someone, I'm hooking up with someone else. I'm different from yours, I don't have a choice. ”

"If I could, I'd rather hook her up first, at least not as much of a rejection as I do now."

"Isn't it good-looking? It's sexy or something, otherwise you would have thought like that?

"Didn't you brag to me before, man, can't you just look at a woman's appearance, a radish and a pit or something?"

"Is there a conflict? Do you want to go into the pit? ”

"I don't want to, I don't dare."

"It's the most difficult thing to eliminate women's grace! If you are a little more relaxed, I guess you will have to plant! ”

"So you can't just drink a little bit, your brain is not clear enough, and you are not anesthetic enough. Come, just sit and watch me drink. ”

"Okay, I'll go downstairs and buy a drink to drink with you, what else are you going to eat?" Looking at the time, it was nearly half past eleven, and the supermarket was not closed.

He shook his head.

By the time I came up after shopping, he had already drunk another whole bottle of wine, and looking at him, I knew he was afraid he would have to get himself drunk at night.

"You've already drunk four bottles. Hurry up and hurry up, I'm going to bed at twelve o'clock. "I know he's a good drinker, and I want him to drink a little more, so that he doesn't have to think about those useless things.

"Well, the fifth bottle soon, don't worry."

I sat there and chatted with him about trivial matters. The two of them gradually stopped thinking about women, and when he finished drinking six bottles, I said that I would go to bed first.

Before leaving, I saw him open the seventh bottle and bring it into the room, and I didn't care about him, I couldn't drink him anyway, so let him fend for himself.

Lie back in bed and set your alarm.

I didn't think about Xiao Wu anymore, I think he was just a little impulsive fantasy under the influence of alcohol, and he wouldn't think about doing such an earth-shattering thing with that woman.

I can only think about my Xiaoyou, she should be asleep. I don't know if she figured it out, she probably didn't figure it out so quickly. I don't know how she got along with her previous boyfriend, how she had passion and insipidity, how she later made her afraid of her first love, she had experienced, and I didn't, I couldn't think about it from her point of view, although I tried to think about it.

Thinking of myself, I have only one direction to go, how to go I have thought about it a thousand times, but I have ignored her feelings, perhaps, the future fantasy will have to be a little more difficult, and every day in the future will not be all smooth sailing.

Thinking about falling asleep, falling asleep and dreaming of her......