Chapter 45: Fatal Tenderness
Walking down the street, next to her, I don't know where the direction is, and I don't need to know, it's worth going on all night, it's better not to stop.
She seemed to care about what was sold in each store, and from time to time she looked at it again and again.
I didn't speak, I looked at her quietly, and occasionally she glanced at me and gave me a little wink.
"Laugh at something, don't laugh!" She was a little annoyed.
"Smile at you." I grinned and laughed even more unscrupulously.
Of course, she still gave me a roll of the eye.
Not long after I left, I wanted to take her hand, and I slowly brought my right hand close to her left hand, and she hit me back.
After a few more steps, I continued to try to hold her hand and was beaten back again.
I refused to give up, and just snatched her hand, ignoring her warning eyes.
Then, holding her hand, she was quiet, lest she notice the joy of my eyes.
The two men walked very slowly and stood at the intersection of traffic lights.
"Where are you taking me?" She asked me.
"I don't know, I just want to lead you until tomorrow, until the next day when it's dark, and keep walking."
"It's a mistake!"
"There's nothing wrong with you, you're here, it's all right."
"I said you're on the wrong track, the school is over there!" She was a little helpless.
"Well, it's okay to make a mistake, I can take a look at you more."
She was really speechless.
I reversed course and walked in the direction she was pointing.
As I walked, I came to a place where the shadows of the trees were dark. The alcohol in my head is constantly reminding me that the moon is dark and the wind is high!
I stopped and pulled her into my arms, and before she could react, her eyes widened and she looked at me with some horror.
Can't let her speak, kiss her directly to the lips.
She resisted a little at first, and finally gave up.
After a brief moment of contact, parting our lips, I looked at her face and brushed her hair from her scattered face, "Can I be your boyfriend?" ”
She shook her head slyly.
I held her shaking head down and got almost close to her and told her, "But from this moment on, you're my girlfriend!" ”
She still wanted to shake her head, I didn't give her a chance, and kissed it directly, not a kiss, but a kiss!
I'm clumsily asking for it, and she should feel it as much as I do.
The moment the tip of our tongues touched, she hugged me and guided me to let me know what a kiss was.
If you kiss mouth to mouth, you can only feel softness and an electric shock. The real kiss, the elf-like tongue, is the addiction that directly drains my soul from it and plunges me into the abyss!
After a long time, I was reluctant to leave the abyss.
She leaned her head into my arms and whispered, "Do you like it?" ”
"I like it." I was reminiscing about the addiction, the lingering dream.
"Then you will be kind to me in the future, and I will always let you like it, okay?"
"Hmm."
She looked up at me in a daze, "Silly again." ”
I looked at her, my eyes focused again.
"You should be a god at this moment, and I am only your servant, a very pious servant."
She kissed me directly again, "It's nice to talk to." ”
I subconsciously wanted to kiss her again, but was blocked by her palm, "No, this is only rewarded for you if you do well." ”
I just took her hand away, and all I had left on my mind was to keep kissing her. And she dodged and jumped out of my arms.
"I said no, do you dare?" She asked, a little annoyed, pointing at me.
The disappearance of the warm fragrant nephrite made my body and mind instantly invaded by an empty chill, and I suddenly became much more sober, "I, I didn't slow down a little just now, I didn't dare, I didn't dare." ”
"Humph! Let's go. ”
She grabbed my hand and walked on.
"Xiaoyou, are we really in love?"
"Why do you always like to ask this question? Don't you know how to watch it? ”
"I think so. It's just that I want your affirmation. ”
"Do you want me to be sure? You kissed it, hugged it, hugged it, hugged it, hum! You dare to kiss me presumptuously, you touch your conscience yourself, are we in love! ”
"That's it. Hey. ”
"What? Do you want to dump me as soon as you fall in love? ”
"You're in my life right now, it's like a god, and you say, I'm going to dump you? What reason am I willing to dump you? ”
"Who knows, men are all eaten and wiped clean and then discarded."
"I'm not a man yet, I'm just a boy!"
After saying that, I was beaten by her.
"I'm really still a boy! Lie to you puppy! ”
She hit me again and said, "Boys are men too!" It's all the same, it's all deceiving. ”
"No man can deceive God, nor dare he deceive God."
"Okay, don't keep talking about gods, don't describe me like that, I'm just an ordinary person."
"Others treat you like an ordinary person, I'm not. You are different in my eyes, not a god, then an angel, otherwise how could I have been so fascinated just now! ”
"You just haven't experienced it, so you feel fresh, and maybe you'll feel tired of it in the future."
"Does that feel tired? That can't bite the skin and bleed out? ”
"What do you say?" She laughed angrily and hit me again.
"I don't think I'm going to get tired of it, why don't you let me try again?"
"You're so stupid, I refuse."
"That first time, it must be a bit stupid, if you teach me twice, I will definitely learn well. Okay? ”
"Want to learn? I'll consider teaching you more. If you don't behave well, hum, don't even think about it. ”
Thinking about this again, my heart itched, under the influence of alcohol, I could not suppress this strong feeling of addiction, I stopped, "Why don't you try again, just once!" ”
She was grabbed by me, turned her head to glare at me, and gave me a serious warning, "You better be obedient, go obediently, don't think nonsense, or I'll get angry right away." ”
Looking at her appearance, I could only surrender directly, "Okay, okay, let's go, it's so late, it's very dangerous outside, I'll escort you back." ”
"Humph! The most dangerous thing is you! ”
"No way, how can I be dangerous, I am the angel who protects you, who protects me. Hey. ”
"In the name of protecting me, you are trying to do evil!"
"What does not exist, and the devout believer will not make it bad."
"Humph! That's pretty much it. ”
This time she didn't take my hand, she walked by my hand, and the two of them snuggled up to each other and walked forward.
I had to try to control my desires and not let them spoil the harmonious, sweet atmosphere, and I began to pay attention to the street scenes along the way, looking for differences in the sameness.
I don't know what she's thinking, just hear her humming softly to an unknown tune. I was tempted to ask her if she needed to control her desires as well, because the night was so ambiguous.
"What's wrong with you? How do you feel like you're a little flustered? She asked me softly.
"It's a little panicked, I'm afraid I can't control my desire for you! So I can only look around to distract myself from the deadly temptation you have brought me. ”
"Haven't you woken up yet?"
"I should be awake, and my temples don't have that feeling of bursting blood vessels. The main thing is that the wine is not drunk, and the feeling of everyone getting drunk is coming. So it's troublesome. ”
"So what to do?" She tilted her head and asked me a little mischievously.
"It's very simple, don't tempt me so much, I think I can still hold on." I turned my head directly to look at the street scene, not daring to look at her directly.
"Hehe, then you have to hold on, but don't use your brains again." She deliberately held my hand tighter, I swear, she did it on purpose, because I already felt the softness coming from my arm intensely, and I didn't believe she didn't know!
I had to speed up the pace of my deep breath and say to her, "I'll remember tonight!" I'll give you back this damned, deadly, tender ordeal someday in the future! ”
"Oh, I'm not afraid anyway."
She knew what I was talking about, and those big, glittering eyes ruthlessly destroyed my defenses.
"It's okay, I can bear it." I looked at her with a smile.
"Really?"
"Yes, I've been meditating all the way about color as emptiness, emptiness as color. If you want me to make a mistake, it's best to put it away, and I still have that determination. ”
"Hmmm! Well done! If you don't have any concentration, if you encounter other girls tempted in the future, you will definitely be hooked with your little finger. She relaxed my hand and said with a little deep meaning.
"I knew you were testing me!"
"Well, I'll have to see how far you can last! It's not bad, I'm quite satisfied. ”
"Uh...... Why don't you try something more seductive, like, "I deliberately stared at her chest."
"Humph! As soon as I praised you, you showed this hue. ”
Sure enough, I was beaten again, and my poor right hand didn't know how many times it was beaten tonight, so I was really wronged by it.
"The true nature of a man. Although I have no personnel, I still have a bottom line, and the temptation you just made is not enough to make me make a mistake. I have to ...... anything," I undressed with my left hand.
"Really? Do you really want that? ”
I saw a red alert in her eyes.
"What's the matter? I don't understand that, don't teach me badly, I can really sit still, it's not what I like, I definitely won't have any dirty thoughts. I will also refrain from those I like, and I must get her instructions, otherwise I won't dare to kill them. ”
"Do you believe it? is still sitting still, restrained, and not only bold after drinking, but also bragging. ”
"There's a little bit of exaggeration, but the main rule is for sure."
"Okay, I believe you. From now on, you are not allowed to touch me without my permission. With that, he let go of my hand and walked forward on his own.
"That's not the case, you'll have to listen to me. What I just meant was that in the case of two people who have nothing to do with each other, then I will stick to my guidelines. Now what kind of relationship do we have, holding hands or something like that, I don't want to talk about platonic spiritual love, you say yes. If I don't exceed the norm, if I exceed the standard, then I will still ask for your consent. With that, I grabbed her hand. Then he added, "You see, this is not excessive, it is a normal performance that is in line with the current reason." ”
"Talk one by one, then you say, what other ideas do you have that exceed the standard." She didn't break free of my hand, and walked back in her arms as she had just done.
"Then according to the process, there is only one last step left, I don't say you don't understand."
"What do you know, don't think! Dare to kill you. ”
"You asked, where did I think?"
"I can ask, but you just don't want to think about it!"
"Okay, okay, I don't want to, I'll treat myself as a eunuch, six pure roots! No! It's all seven roots are quiet! ”
"It's annoying!"
The two continued to walk, no longer quietly accompanied, but laughter and laughter along the way.