Chapter 47: Love and Love

Life tells me that there will be passion, and there will be blandness that should come, don't always fantasize about unstoppable passion, life is inherently bland.

The desire to be held down by Xiaoyou has gradually become an aftertaste in leisure, and the daily routine of three points and one line is maintained in an orderly and calm manner.

On Wednesday morning, Mr. Huang showed up during his own office hours. Called me over and instructed, "Tomorrow you two will go to No. 2 Middle School with me, the school will hold a senior high school credit class test next week, let's go over and talk to them about the preliminary work first, so as to avoid problems in data processing in the later stage." ”

I nodded yes.

went back and told Xiao Chen about tomorrow's task, and this landlord nodded in response and only cared about him.

And then there was no more, and each of them went about his own business

On the way back with Xiaoyou in the evening.

"Are you free this Sunday?" Xiao Yu asked me.

I couldn't wait to reply, "Free!" About! ”

"What an appointment, it's for you to do me a favor."

"I'm not happy if you talk to me like that." I deliberately kept a straight face.

She was stunned for a moment, "Huh? What's wrong? Why do you say that all of a sudden. ”

I pointed at her, "Does your conscience hurt?" Talk to me like that! ”

"How am I talking? Any questions? Why don't I ask you if you're free on Sunday, why don't you have this expression? ”

She was so angry that she wanted to shake off my hand, but I didn't get what she wanted.

"I'm your boyfriend, and you're asking me if I'm free? Do you still need to ask? I'm not free, so I'll have to give you a free time. He also said let me do you a favor, don't say that in the future, just let me do it. Got it! Really, I was sad to ask. ”

"Poof! Really, why are you so surprised. Even if it's a boyfriend, you have to ask first, don't make me look so arrogant, I'm not like that. ”

"You can do that, I'm ready."

"Don't say it nicely, I want to be like that, you won't be able to stand it in less than three days!"

"Really? Then you want to be like that, as long as I stick to it and raise your temper, then I am the only one left in the world who is willing to be with you, hehe, you can't run away if you want to. ”

"You like to feel abused, huh?"

"I like the feeling that no one is going to like you. Comfortable with you, not afraid of competitors. ”

"What a breaking logic."

"Xiao He likes Xiao You's logic, and no matter how broken it is, it's the best."

She suddenly stopped, looked at me and said, "Tell me honestly, who taught you, why are you so good at talking lately!" ”

"Who said I couldn't speak? It's not all your own cleverness that you think I won't say. To be honest, I have a clear mind and a large language store, and you will slowly experience my awesomeness in the future. ”

"Okay, I'll treat you as a fart anyway."

"That's going to make you like this fart, too!"

She looked disgusted.

"Oh, by the way, you didn't say what I was going to do on Sunday."

"I was almost stunned by your words, and I left everything down. This Sunday, you will take the exam for me. ”

"Exams? What is the test? ”

"Re-education Examination for Accounting."

"That thing, where will I take the test, do you have the answer?"

"I don't have the answer for you to copy, how dare I let you take the test for me. I just didn't bother to write, and every time I wrote that, my hands were sore. ”

"That's no problem, copy, I'm the best at it."

"Well, you'll have to come by eight o'clock that Sunday, and we'll go over together. You go in and write, I'll wait for you outside, how about it? ”

"That's going to be good, I'm afraid you'll let me take the test by myself. It's nice to have you with you. ”

"That's decided, don't forget!"

"Put 10,000 hearts, I will go to your school gate at seven o'clock on Sunday morning and wait for you to come out."

"You don't have to be so early, it's not very far away, it's eight o'clock."

"Earlier, it doesn't seem that I'm more sincere."

"If you finish the exam for me, I will be sincere even if you are sincere."

"That sincerity is enough, can there be a reward?"

"Hmm...... I think there will be. As long as you're done, I can think about it. However, if you mess up, you won't be allowed to follow me again in the afternoon. ”

"Wait, I heard you right, what you said is: do a good job, you are considering a reward; I didn't do a good job, I was even deprived of the right to follow you in the afternoon. You might as well compare it carefully, will the risk of me doing you a favor a little too high, the difference between the reward and the punishment is too much. Can I refuse to do this a favor? ”

"Oh, you refuse? Okay, then I'll go myself. ”

"Look at you, I'm just suggesting that you redistribute the criteria for rewards and punishments, and I didn't say that I refused to help you."

"I don't take your suggestion, is it okay?"

"Yes, surely. I thought about it again, and found that my suggestion was not mature at all, too superficial, and did not see your good intentions. In order to spur me to improve, and I dare to ask for higher rewards and lower punishment standards, I have gone too far, and I should accept the criticism of the organization. ”

"Humph! It's a nasty thing to give me less poor mouths. ”

"Yes."

Be concise and to the point, not poor-mouthed.

After a simple meal, the two sat in rocking chairs. She leaned on my shoulder, and I gently rocked the rocking chair for her.

Didn't break this tranquility, enjoying the warm moment.

"You say, how far can we go?" After a long time, she asked me softly.

I knew she might have gotten into a cranky thought, so I hugged her shoulders and gave her a little security. After thinking about it, I said to her, "I don't know, the road is long in the future, and who dares to guarantee how far it can go." ”

"Yes, it feels like the road is so long, I'm really afraid that we will be separated after a few steps."

"Walk well, walk with heart, cherish each other, I think we will go far, far away."

"It's not that easy. Now at the beginning, we can still believe in the future because we like each other, if we don't like it, then what then? ”

She looked up at me.

I smiled and told her, "Love! ”

"Love? I don't like it anymore, where is the love? ”

"It's love that turns into love! The concept of liking and loving is two levels of concept. Like is a lingering impulse in the brain, and love is an inseparable thought in the heart. Like is concrete, I can follow you because I like you, listen to your words, wait for you to appear with joy, and think about you with pictures. And love is abstract, it should be like the air we breathe, not visible, but inseparable. I can't touch it, but the world is you. ”

"Do you love me?"

"I don't think I love you yet, I'm still at the level of liking you. But it should be soon, love is the sublimation of like, I should be able to feel it. ”

"You're being honest. Aren't you afraid I'll be angry? Dare to say you don't love me. ”

"I didn't say I don't love you, I just said that I don't love you yet, because love takes time to accumulate, and I need to really enter your world, really understand your joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and be happy and sad because of you. So, now to say that I love you, it's fake, I don't want to deceive you. ”

"I feel like a first love in front of you."

"I just think so, and I don't know what's right or wrong."

"I think it's right, because whether it's in my previous relationship or my current relationship with you, I don't have the kind of airy dependence you say. I just feel like I'm happy to be with you. ”

"The final form of habit is dependence. The deeper the love, the deeper the dependence. ”

"Maybe."

"How about trying to feel the taste of love together?"

"That's weird."

"What's weird?"

"I won't tell you."

"Is it weird? Isn't that a normal sentence? ”

"Yes, normal. Let's go, let's go back. ”

"Oh."

When he returned to the dormitory, he saw Xiao Wu and Xiao Ban drinking.

Xiaoban shouted directly at me, "You dick, you're finally back, I wanted to call you to come back early, but Xiao Wu said that you might be in love, so I didn't fight." ”

I listened to Xiaoban talking, and saw Xiao Wu next to Xiaoban, squeezing his eyebrows at me, guessing that Xiaoban was in a bad mood.

Moving a chair, I joined the battle directly, "Hey, isn't Xiao Wu here, I want to drink to find him, and I can drink and talk nonsense." ”

"You two have a drink now, either tell me about falling in love, or tell me about women being annoying, I'm still single, think about my feelings, okay."

It seems that Xiaoban is annoyed by Xiaolu again, the two of them have been in love for four years, I think they should love each other, at least they once loved each other, otherwise why would they be so untidy and entangled. I'd love to know what caused them to be the way they are, so make a reference and avoid stepping on the pit.

Of course, I can't ask Xiaoban directly, and if I drink wine, I may be able to get some information out.

"What do you have to consider, when you have it in the future, you can come and stimulate me, I am absolutely serious about being a listener." After speaking, I toasted directly to Xiao Wu.

Xiao Wu raised his head and drank, pointing at me, "Ergouzi, don't be crazy!" ”

When Xiaoban saw us have a drink, he also picked up the wine glass and said to me, "Xiao He, let me tell you, falling in love is really exciting and fresh at the beginning, but then it will all change its taste, and it will become very annoying and annoying." ”

I just drank a glass and said to him, "You're a veteran of love, why do you still have troubles?" ”

He also drank it directly and complained, "Don't you know, Xiaolu is very good at everything, that is, she loves to nag, endless nagging, nagging in the morning, nagging at noon, and nagging at night, Tang Seng is not worthy of lifting her shoes." When she makes a phone call, it's all about hours, and when she calls at night, it's really terrible, and she can tell me that I'm asleep several times. And what's more, you know? If she didn't think she had enough time, she woke me up and continued to listen to her, and as soon as I said I was sleepy and wanted to sleep, she would say that I didn't love her, that I thought she was annoying, and that her phone was already my nightmare. Tell me about it, isn't she annoying! ”

Xiao Wu and I looked at each other, I chose to shut up and not express my opinion, Xiao Lu I don't know what it is like at all.

Xiao Wu saw that I didn't speak, so he had to say to himself, "Hey, Xiao Lu may just care about you more, you two have been together for four years, it's not easy, communicate with each other and accommodate each other." ”

"She cares about me, and she cares about me outrageously. In the past, at school, you also saw that when there was nothing to do, she ran to my dormitory, checked her mobile phone and computer every day, and I didn't know if she cared about me or spied on me. Now that I've graduated, it's even worse, and I'm so noisy at work that I still don't dare to tell her where I live. I'm afraid she'll run here every day. ”

Hearing Xiaoban's words, I thought of Xiaoyou in my heart, "Xiaoyou, if she can run here every day, wouldn't I die happily." Hey. "Of course, my face didn't show what I thought.

I have to keep the same hatred as my little class, and even, toast with him, to show that I understand you.

It only takes one reason to love someone, and sometimes it doesn't even need to.

There are hundreds of reasons not to love someone.

Why do you love and choose not to love?