Chapter Eighty-Four: Doing it to the end
Love under the stars, without a kiss goodbye, it is incomplete. Satisfied, I went back happily.
It was ten o'clock when I arrived at the dormitory. Xiao Wu is back, and he makes me feel like I haven't seen it for a long time.
I walked into his room, not playing games, not watching dramas, just staring at the computer in a daze! Isn't that weird?
"Are you sick?" I touched his forehead to see if he had a fever, but his temperature was normal.
"Get out." He just slapped my hand away.
"Such a big grudge?"
"You're cool, but you're tired to death!"
"Where does this start?"
"Speaking from last night, I am really physically and mentally exhausted by the cold wind and the scorching sun for you and me! Do you know? ”
"Is Sister Chu so ruthless to you?"
"Yes, there are women who are eyeing me! I almost broke down! ”
"That is, it hasn't broken yet. It's still early, two drinks? ”
"Two bottles!"
"Yes, listen to you."
At the dinner table, the two of them each had two bottles of beer, a few packs of snacks, no peanuts, and always felt that they lacked soul.
"Where did you sleep last night?" After taking a sip of wine, I asked Xiao Wu.
"Sister Chu's family." He said.
I stared at him with wide eyes.
"Rooms!" He picked up the last sentence.
"And then?" I figured it to a spherical pose.
"I won't give in!" He smothered his glass.
"Can you say something about someone?"
"Well, that's a long story."
"It's okay, I'll tell you the time for two beers."
"I think of the night last night, it was really a cloudless sky, quietly, walking down the stairs, walking in the ......"
"Wait, there's no need to foreshadow these useless things, let's get to the point." I interrupted him.
"Sister Chu created a chance for you last night, she wasn't too drunk at all."
"What about you?"
"It's pretty much the same."
"Oh, it's about the same, so you go on."
"When I walked downstairs, she asked me to accompany her to eat barbecue, and then she ignored my obstruction and drove by herself, without scaring me to death along the way!" He took a sip of his wine, as if to suppress the shock he had received from last night, and continued, "She took me all the way to the barbecue restaurant outside her neighborhood. Then, the two of us ate the barbecue, drank some more, and then said a whole bunch of gibble to me. ”
"Messy? It's that you don't understand her point, do you? ”
"What's the point, isn't it just a few words about Xiaoyo first. Then tell me not to go back at night. ”
"Wait! What did she say? I interrupted him again.
"She thinks Xiaoyou is very good, so let me not go back at night, create a chance for you to be alone, and don't let me disturb you!"
"Sister Chu is right."
"Yes, hair! Where am I going at night? I take my phone with me when I go out, and everything else! ”
"Oh, then you will go to Sister Chu's house to sleep, it is reasonable."
"You really sell me without a trace of nostalgia."
"What are you talking about? I'm also for your good, where is Sister Chu in the hotel outside! ”
"That's right, but damn it, isn't that just throwing me into a tiger's den!"
"Don't talk about Sister Chu like that, how nice she is!"
"Feelings are good for the two of you, but for me it's torture in every way."
"How torture? With beauty to accompany you, you are still tormented? Do you want to nod your face? ”
"Let me ask you first, you and Xiaoyou last night, huh? That one? ”
"Hey, that's a must."
"Damn! Then you say, what would you do if Xiaoyu didn't give you that last night? Will it jump over the wall? ”
"Hmm...... That's for sure, if I hadn't come here last night, I'd have gone crazy. ”
"That is to say, do you think now that I am accompanied by beauty, or am I suffering?"
"Sister Chu refuses?"
"It's not that I won't. Mainly me...... It's a little scary! The feeling that you will go crazy according to what you say, but you are very scared inside, it is like a person being tied up, and ten thousand ants eat their hearts! Can you understand? ”
"Hmm...... There is a little bit of understanding. ”
"She saw my dilemma and gave me two choices, a one-night stand or sleeping on her own."
"Is it so straightforward?"
"Humph! Isn't it a sharp two choices? Murderous heart, she! ”
"Thank you for your hard work, come and have a drink."
It's really hard to choose, if you choose a one-night stand, it means that Xiao Wu is not an untrustworthy person, and Xiao Wu I know, he is not this kind of person. Therefore, he can only choose to sleep by himself, no matter how uncomfortable it is. Sister Chu is also powerful, I think this can be regarded as her test.
It's also that Xiao Wu has a good amount of alcohol, I want to drink too much, I'm afraid I will choose the first one, dominated by alcohol!
The two of them drank the first bottle of wine in silence, and I gave him some time to digest last night's events again, after all, it was really difficult for him to choose the second option.
As soon as he opened the second bottle, he said to me, "I'm sticking to my principles, isn't it stupid?" ”
"Silly indeed! But I think it's right, as long as I am a little more sober, I will choose the second option! Even if you lose this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity! ”
"That's not a once-in-a-lifetime time, it's just that after drinking, I feel stronger and suffocate myself."
"Haha. There is a give-and-take! A loss may turn out to be a gain? ”
"Hey, I've studied benevolence and morality for more than ten years, and I often have despicable and dirty thoughts in my head."
"If you watch less movies in the future, you'll explode."
"I resolutely don't look at it until I think it's a real man! I don't watch new movies if there's any! Greatly, it only adds to the troubles! ”
"Don't worry, soon."
After another glass of wine, his phone rang and showed me that it was Sister Chu's. I also remembered that I didn't tell Xiaoyou when I came back, so I quickly threw him down and ran back to the room to call Xiaoyou.
"You're only here now?" Xiao Yo seconds.
"I arrived just now, and when I saw Xiao Wu in the room, I ran over to comfort him, but I forgot to tell you."
"I thought you were walking back again! I've just sat down after everything, and I don't want to forget it next time, you know! ”
"Uh-huh, got it, I'll get back to you the next time I climb the stairs!"
"Have you comforted him, then?"
"Not yet, promise to drink two bottles with him."
"Then you go quickly, it's good to get there. Let's hang it first! ”
"Wait! You haven't said goodnight to me yet. ”
"Good night!"
"Good night, auntie, remember to dream of me."
"Who wants to dream of you. Hang up! ”
There was a beep sound, and I shook my head helplessly, thinking about how I could fool her into saying a few sweet words to me.
Before Xiao Wu finished the phone call, I sat and drank by myself. It's really not easy to think about him, and it's not easy for Sister Chu.
I watched him walk out of the room with a helpless look on his face, with a defeated.
"What? Was you taught a lesson by Sister Chu again? "Pour him a glass of wine.
"It's not." He only took a small sip.
"Why do you look so lost?"
"The gap between the ideal and the reality is so unacceptable, she is good or bad for me, and it is already prohibitive in advance."
"Why don't you lower the ideal height?"
"Everyone has a bottom line."
"Hey! If you don't do it endlessly, you won't suffer! ”
"Is my youth really worthless in your eyes?"
"That's really worthless, useful is valuable, you're useless, it's worthless!"
"You say it again. I can see that there is some truth to that. ”
"Useful youth is called youth, you look forward and keep it, that is called age, not valuable. You have to be bold at your age to play the role of youth, a vigorous one, no matter whether it succeeds or fails, you still have room to squander! ”
"Is there one? In a few years, I will be running for three! ”
"You can change two small classes a year, so if you count it, you can change almost ten!"
"I can't learn his ghost virtue of being hungry for food."
"The bottom line of principle is the foundation of being a human being, but first you have to be a person, right? People always have seven emotions and six desires, and if you make a mistake, you won't lose everything, right? I think I can fight it! If Sister Chu also treats you sincerely, I told you, you have found a treasure, of course, I also hope that you will not be willing to fall to the ground and enjoy your own success, then it is really called a cripple! ”
"Fight?"
"That's right! Fight for it! ”
"What should I do if I regret it later?"
"Do you regret what you did?"
"Nope!"
"That's not it, I regret that I have wool."
"Love love is not the same as others, it is difficult to get out of a touch, and there are many people who regret it for a lifetime!"
"You're more timid than me!"
"You have to be bold to do this, no matter how bold I am, I can't be as big as God!"
"Don't be so exaggerated! Philistines disturb themselves! ”
He didn't speak again, and was alone in deep thought. I believe that his heart has always struggled, and Sister Chu also saw his difficulties.
"Hey! It's the most difficult to eliminate the grace of beauty! I sighed and changed the subject, "Didn't you say you were going to change jobs last time?" How's it going? ”
"I went to our team leader (supervisor) first, but it turned out that the product was very simple, and I went directly to the boss to tell it. In the end, I had to fill in a reason for leaving, so I casually wrote that the salary was too low. You know what? He asked me.
"Raise wages?"
"Yes, just add me a basic salary of 500."
"So much?"
"Who knows! It's good now, I'm not even embarrassed to leave. ”
"Could it be that Sister Chu will help you later?"
"No, she didn't support my departure."
"It's hard to say, I didn't catch you! Isn't it harder to chase if you're not around and watching? ”
"Yes, that's right. I'm afraid I won't be able to escape her clutches. ”
"At that point, I have to give you a piece of advice! You have to be proactive! Since you can't escape for the time being, you simply break the jar and grab the initiative, so that you can have a certain weight in her heart, and she always takes the initiative, and she will only leave trouble in the future! ”
"Active?"
"Hmmm! Active! ”
"Rush over and say I want it directly?"
"What do you want?"
"What do you want?"
"Not really. When I say initiative, I mean that you take the initiative in your relationship with her! It's like when I'm chasing Xiaoyo hard, I desperately show that I like her, the more obvious the better. ”
"Oh, you said you cared about her and cared about her and that sort of thing?"
"That's right, at least let outsiders see that you are pursuing her, and that you are doing everything for her. To use a simple analogy, if she wants to eat, you have to take the initiative to serve the meal, and you can't wait for her to open her mouth before serving, the meaning is completely different. ”
"You really look like you're in love, I thought you didn't understand anything about that."
In fact, this kind of thing doesn't need to be taught, when you like someone very much, taking the initiative is just a natural performance, and you don't need to do it deliberately. You'll take everything you do for granted! ”
"Really? Is it so magical? ”
"Yes, it's just that you have a gap in your heart, so you feel like it's hard to do anything. Your estrangement also made Sister Chu find out carefully, and then there was a gap in everything she did! As long as you remove this barrier first, you will find a very harmonious and open way of getting along, which is very exciting! ”
"Shall I try then?"
"Don't try! The mentality can't hold the idea of trying, or rush forward and kill decisively! ”
"Death and life!"
"Drink this wine! Give yourself an explanation! Before or with. I don't want to see you look so embarrassed. You should be sunny, not cloudy! ”
"Are you brainwashing me?"
"I'm talking to you about love."
"I think you're teaching me how to do things?"
"I'm just saying how to do things, where dare I teach you."
"I feel something is wrong, but I can't refute your claim."
"Practice is the only criterion for testing my nonsense."
"Let's find out?"
"Why not take a look?"
"It's okay!"
"!"
Just go back to my sleep.
It's all said, it depends on how Xiao Wu chooses.
Just ask the two of them to be good or bad, don't look for me!
It's not my intention to be talkative.