Chapter 190: How good it would be if you died on a snowy day

In the cold winter weather, Mr. would always light a stove to roast the fire, and at that time, there was not only Mr. in the South Garden, but also a Taoist priest who meditated from time to time, who was the apprentice of that gentleman.

The red fox slept in front of the stove all day long, while the gentleman read a book and rarely spoke.

"You taught me a lot that year, but in the late spring of the following year, you said you were going to go on a long trip, and it took more than two years to go."

"I thought you wouldn't come back at the time, but who expected that in the summer, you took the young Yuxuan back to the Taoist temple."

Chen Changsheng thought about it and asked, "Yuxuan......"

Hu Yu said: "You brought her to Nanyuan to accept her as a disciple. ”

Chen Changsheng thought about it after hearing this, and muttered in a low voice: "In this way, it was I who found her at the beginning......"

Hu Yu opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but after thinking about it, he changed his mouth and continued to speak.

"You often go out to travel, but you also come back often, mostly in the early spring back to the South Park, to catch up with the best season, after returning to the South Park, you rarely go out, a stay to the early spring."

"At that time, I often lay on the table and looked at you, but you only had books in your eyes, and you looked at them for several days, and I didn't know how ......to rest."

The past was particularly dull, but for Hu Yu, this was the most comfortable day in her life.

The time spent with her husband always made her feel at ease.

"There is no time in the mountains, and I don't know how many years have passed in a blink of an eye, Zhao Yuqing saw the completion of the Dao Law, and then went down the mountain, and only me, Yuxuan, and you were left on the mountain."

"Yuxuan is a stupid girl, she can't learn anything, and you are always willing to spend time to teach her, I have a slightly better understanding, you rarely care about me, and I was very uncomfortable at that time."

Hu Yu smiled and talked about what happened at that time.

"I just pretend to be stupid, I can't, just to talk to you more."

"This has come and gone, and a few years have passed."

"Yuxuan is already slim, and I have also changed shape, but that day you suddenly found us and said that you wanted to go out."

"She and I thought you were just traveling for two years like you did, but you never went back to South Park."

All this is very peaceful, but it is this tranquility that Yuxuan and Hu Yu have remembered for a long time.

"Yuxuan went down the mountain to find you, and I waited in the South Park, this wait is another Jiazi, seeing that Yuxuan has not returned for a long time, I simply went down the mountain."

Hu Yu looked at Chen Changsheng and said, "I'm luckier than Yuxuan, in the second year after going down the mountain, I found you in the Southern Stygian Sea Mountain. ”

"But at that time, you seemed to have forgotten a lot of things, you forgot everything in the past, and you yourself became a blank."

After hearing this, Chen Changsheng paused and asked, "A blank space?" ”

"Mana, cultivation is gone, just like a mortal."

Hu Yu said: "I also learned later that you became like that after practicing the Sutra of Past Lives. ”

"The Book of the Past ......"

Chen Changsheng frowned and thought about it, he forgot everything before, could it be related to the "Sutra of Death"?

"I know what you're trying to ask."

Hu Yu looked into his eyes and said, "But what I can tell you is that the reason why you don't remember anything now is definitely because you practiced the Sutra of Past Lives. ”

Chen Changsheng was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and asked, "That's ......?"

Hu Yu looked at him and said, "Although the Sutra of Past Lives is incomplete, even if something goes wrong, after reincarnation, you will remember some memories of your past life due to people and things. ”

"I brought you to the world from the Southern Stygian Sea Mountain, and in those years, I accompanied you on your journey through the world, and every time you passed, you remembered something."

"You are no longer as silent as before like a blank piece of paper, and that partiality has also fallen on me, but one day when you suddenly say the name 'Yuxuan', I am scared......"

"So, I avoided all the people and things related to Yuxuan, you won't think of Yuxuan, you won't think of Nanyuan, you only remember me, so that I can always accompany you, and that preference belongs to me alone."

Hu Yu's voice suddenly lowered, and she couldn't help but sigh: "But there are no absolute things in this world." ”

"You've seen her after all."

"Just one glance reminds you of everything."

"Everything is like yesterday's dream, never to return, and you have become the taciturn Mr. Chen again."

"But even if you know that I was with you that year, those memories, those pasts, still haven't changed your opinion of me, in your eyes, I'm just a little fox."

Hu Yu smiled bitterly and said, "Only I am self-righteous. ”

Chen Changsheng asked, "Didn't you ask before?" ”

Hu Yu raised his head and said, "I asked, but at that time, you didn't answer, avoided that question, I probably guessed the answer, so I left Nanyuan, and since then, I haven't been back." ”

There was a sigh in her eyes, and then she said: "Those years seem to be very peaceful, in fact, at the beginning, I couldn't tell whether I admired you or not, you are just an elm pimple, you only know how to read and meditate, but when you go out, I will unconsciously think of you." ”

"I think of you picking me up on a snowy night, remembering what you taught me, remembering how I often lie on the table and look at you......"

"Open your eyes and close your eyes, it's all you."

Hu Yu lowered his head and said, "It wasn't until later, when I decided to hide it from everyone, that I was sure of what I was thinking. ”

She raised her head to look at Chen Changsheng and said, "This is the unresolved relationship between me and you. ”

Chen Changsheng was silent, digesting all the past that Hu Yu had just said.

It is not as enthusiastic as imagined, but it seems a little bland, but it is in that blandness that the later is forged.

Chen Changsheng raised his head and asked, "Can Chen ask, what kind of questions did you ask at the beginning?" ”

Hu Yu looked at him and said, "I asked two questions. ”

"The first question is nothing more than love or not love, and the latter is making you choose."

"Between me and Yuxuan, choose one."

Hu Yu said: "Me and Yuxuan, you didn't choose, and you didn't answer the first question." ”

"If you choose Yuxuan later, maybe I won't miss those years so much."

She sighed lightly and whispered, "Now that I think of the year when I was in the red dust of the mortal world, it was like a bright moon in the water, and it was just an empty silence after all. ”

Chen Changsheng's mind was chaotic, he was silent for a long time, not knowing what to say.

Hu Yu smiled sadly and said, "If you can't say it, don't say it, I can tell clearly, you are not him after all." ”

"I'm just thinking ......"

"It would have been nice if I had died in that snowfall."