Chapter 64 I don't know what to do
In the early hours of the morning, in the pre-dawn darkness, everyone was exhausted and fell into a deep sleep.
Zhang Dayong, who had been in a coma for a day and a night, opened his eyes slightly at this time.
It took a while for him to get used to the dim environment.
The woman with her head in front of her bed was Su Ying, who was uncomfortable sitting and sleeping, and in a daze, she tilted her head to the other side, changed her position and went to sleep.
The hairy boy who sat next to her and lay on his bedside was silent.
Su Ying's movement in changing posture was very light, but it still woke up Shen Mu. Shen Mo glanced at Su Ying, and then put the quilt that had slipped to the ground and put it on her and wrapped it tightly, while he himself lay down casually and fell asleep.
All this was seen by Zhang Dayong.
The injuries were so severe that he couldn't sleep again.
But he endured it and did not make any movement.
What is this injury? Much lighter than the few times on the battlefield.
He was in a few life-and-death situations at that time, because he thought that there were still people waiting for him at home, so he survived several times.
Now that the man was guarding him, what reason did he have to leave?
By the way, what did she mean by those words last night?
She is Su Ying.
It's not Su Ying.
She is Su Ying after a thousand years.
……
Why is it so confusing?
He understood, but he didn't.
She still seems to suspect that he has something to do, and has become completely different from before.
Yes, he did know the future by chance, which others could not know.
Is she too?
But it's not like that!
Zhang Dayong's mind was a mess, and the pain in his body also made him unable to concentrate on thinking.
But when he saw Shen Mo carefully covering the quilt for Su Ying again, his mood sank completely.
He can't say that he doesn't love Su Ying, he is simply in deep love, so that in the five years of military camp life, he has always been self-respecting and self-loving, and he has never been like other soldiers or Liu Qi, nostalgic for the land of wind and moon, greedy for temporary pleasure, because he doesn't want to be sorry for Su Ying who has been waiting for him, and he doesn't want her to be sad about it.
But how much does he love her?
It seems that this is no more than that.
He just wanted to possess her.
If it is said that the first time you used force on her, it was out of love, but it was out of unwillingness.
The second time he treated her like that the night before, although it was because of Liu Qi's drugged, he knew what he was doing from beginning to end. I saw her tears and humiliated eyes, but I still couldn't control it.
Or rather, he didn't want to control it at all.
Just want to possess her, and she can't escape anymore.
This is also the place where he has become more and more unable to forgive himself since he sobered up yesterday.
On the other hand, she was silent, thinking about what she thought, making her happy, carefully protecting her, giving up the dignity of a man, and letting her awaken her will to live, if nothing else, because she knew that she had loved herself deeply, and did not want her to fall into painful self-blame for his death in the future.
Zhang Dayong couldn't help but think of the nightmares again.
He went to find Su Ying, who was already married to Shen Mo, and said that he had the means to make them reconcile. But Su Ying rejected his proposal very resolutely at that time.
He only repaid Su Ying's kindness, so he didn't leave Shen Mo.
But then, he realized.
He was wrong.
Couldn't be more wrong.
Zhang Dayong closed his eyes and made a painful decision.
"I should, let it go."
As for Su Ying's marriage to Shen Mo, he also had a plan for being affected by the identity of the Shen family.
"I made the wrong choice in my dream, and now, it's time to get back on the right path!"
He wants to rely on his prediction of the future to help Zuo Chengyi.
Only in this way can Su Ying and the Shen family be spared doom.
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After dawn, everyone saw that Zhang Dayong really woke up and knew that he had passed the most difficult level. Su Wenhai and Li Changqing stayed behind and took care of him with the people from the Inspection Division.
Today is the second day of the supermarket opening event, and due to yesterday's popularity, it should be even busier today.
Su Ying, Shen Jinbao and Wang Yun had to hurry back to prepare.
Because the inspection department is all men, it is impossible for anyone to take care of Wang Ying, who has a miscarriage, and when a few people left, they wrapped Wang Ying tightly and took her to the shop to raise her.
After sending everyone back to the shop, Shen Mo saw that he could not help there, so he drove the donkey cart back to the village, so as not to delay his homework.
As soon as he walked a short distance, he was stopped by someone.
"Shen Gongzi." It's Qi Yating who I haven't seen for a while.
Since the last time she spoke to Su Ying politely, Shen Mo was reluctant to deal with her.
"What's the matter?"
Qi Yating glanced at Su Ying, her face was very ugly, but when she turned to silence, she smiled again.
"My dad only found out that I was rescued by you when I fell into the water last year, so I want to see you and thank you in person."
"Huh?"
Shen Mo thought for a while, and then looked at Qi Yating carefully, and then hesitated: "The woman I saved last year who fell into the water, was it you?" ”
He has been studying in the county for several years, but he has not read much, but he has done a lot of good people and good deeds.
Rescued children who fell into the water more than once.
But saving a teenage girl was the first time last year.
He never left a name for doing good deeds, not to mention saving a big girl, and he was afraid that it would be detrimental to the woman's reputation if it was spread out, so he handed it over to her maid after rescuing the person, and he didn't even look at the girl's appearance.
Unexpectedly, she was actually Qi Yating who was saved.
"After so much time, the girl should not mention it again, lest it spread and ruin her reputation. I'm silent, I don't lack anything, and I don't need to be thanked by the prefectural magistrate. Don't leave it at that, I'm going to school. ”
"Hey, wait." Qi Yating took two steps and caught up with Shen Mo, "I heard that you will take the county exam in February next year, and from now on, it will only be three months before the full score is full, don't you want to ask my father about the exam?" ”
If you want to be famous, you must pass the county examination, the government examination and the hospital examination.
There are a total of five county examinations, from the question, the main examination and the marking, all of which are completed by the local county order.
If you are appreciated by the county order, you only need to pass the first test, and you can pass the next four directly.
If the county order is not satisfied, the first game will be brushed down, then it will be eliminated directly, and the later ones will not have a chance to take the test.
Qi Yating was very proud and confident, and felt that if Shen Mo knew the severity, she would definitely go back with her to see her father obediently.
But Shen Mo tilted his head to look at her, and the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes.
"Miss Qi means that if I go with you to see the county order, I will know the exam questions in advance?"
"This ...... I didn't say that. Qi Yating was weak-hearted.
No matter how stupid she is, she knows how important this matter is.
If the exam questions are leaked in advance, once the defendant is on it, he will lose his official position at least and be killed at worst.
Shen Mo smiled: "Since I can't reveal the exam questions in advance, I am silent and there is nothing else missing, and I don't care if I don't repay this kindness." Farewell. ”
Qi Yating turned around angrily, "I really don't know what to do." ”
But I saw that Qi County Ling had been staring at this side, and watched this scene from beginning to end.
He squinted at Shen Mo leaving, and thought that the Shen family and the Chengguo Mansion had business dealings.
Nodding and saying, "It's time to meet the Shen family." ”