Chapter 231: To What Extent?

The leaves on the trees outside the courtyard fell with the wind, to their shoulders, and then to the ground.

Zhang Xiaoqi lowered his head and looked at the fallen leaves.

There was a lot of confusion in his eyes as to what he meant by stepping on this mountain at this time.

"Rustling ......"

The leaves rustled, Zhang Xiaoqi came back to his senses in a trance, and asked, "Can I come back if I go?" ”

Chen Changsheng looked at him and said, "Maybe I can come back." ”

Zhang Xiaoqi turned his head to look at the crane and asked, "Really?" ”

Xianhe hesitated, then nodded.

But only maybe.

But this road is far away, and it is close to the barren sea and the mountains, and it is even more difficult to come back, and besides, after entering the mountain gate, the years are no longer year after year......

Zhang Xiaoqi seemed to see a little, he looked at Mr. again, and asked, "If I go, what should Daddy and Auntie do?" ”

"As always." Chen Changsheng said.

"Is that so......"

Zhang Xiaoqi looked at the green mountains under the floating clouds in the distance, and his eyes seemed to see the mountain above the clouds through the clouds.

He suddenly lowered his head again and looked at the lively Qiuyue Fang.

In that long silence.

Zhang Xiaoqi retracted his gaze and asked.

"Can I go down the mountain?"

Chen Changsheng was stunned in his heart, nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Zhang Xiaoqi took a step forward, and ran outside the moment he received an answer.

He suddenly paused, turned his head to look at the white crane and Mr. Tsing Yi in the courtyard, but quickly turned around and ran down the mountain.

Mo Yuan in the front yard saw him run out of the Taoist temple.

When he came to the gate, he saw the boy who staggered down the mountain.

Mo Yuan shook his head and sighed, his eyes looking into the distance.

"The world is so begging, but some people are fleeing in a hurry, it's really interesting in the world."

……

Zhang Xiaoqi fell at the foot of the mountain, and the skin on his palm was broken, and blood stains flowed.

He stood up and, regardless of his injury, ran in the direction of his home.

Qiuyuefang is as usual, the guys who greet outside the restaurant, the old people chatting in the shade under the trees, and the women who wash clothes with a stick hammer next to the well......

Zhang Xiaoqi came to the dilapidated house by the river, and he shouted.

"Daddy! Dad!! ”

He broke into the dilapidated house, but saw that the door was empty, Zhang Xiaoqi suddenly panicked and hurriedly ran home.

He gasped for breath and didn't dare to stop for a moment.

The people around him saw that he was running very fast, and sometimes asked questions, but they could not get a reply from the boy.

Now in his eyes, there is only the road in front of him.

Zhang Xiaoqi passed by the street where A-Niang set up a stall on weekdays, and when he saw that the cake stall was empty, he gasped and became more and more uneasy.

He gritted his teeth, let his chest hurt, and ran home desperately.

"Bang!"

Zhang Xiaoqi broke into the house.

"Auntie! Dad! ”

He searched around, but saw that the house was empty, except that there were six incense sticks in front of the ancestral hall.

Zhang Xiaoqi glanced at it, and then saw the letter placed on the incense case.

He was stunned for a moment, but suddenly calmed down.

Zhang Xiaoqi took a step by step, came to the incense case and picked up the letter.

He slowly opened it and saw the handwriting on it.

[Wu'er, see the letter as well]

[Daddy is not a good father, I'm sorry for your aunt, and I'm even more sorry for you, causing you to suffer so much over the years. 】

[But fortunately, you have grown up peacefully, all thanks to your mother, now you are not small, you have to find a way after all, Daddy begged Mr. Chen for this, that is, the gentleman I talked to you about on weekdays, this is the only thing Daddy can do for you. 】

[Daddy, I don't read as much as you, and I can't write those beautiful words, but I heard Mr. Chen talk about it when he was drinking with your grandfather before. 】

[The husband should set up the ambition of the bird, not be depressed for a long time, hold the three-foot sword, and take the immortal merit. 】

[Daddy and Auntie are gone, maybe they won't come back in the future, the world is so big, it's not difficult to find a place to live, don't worry about us, remember to listen to Mr. Chen's words, it's a road that is difficult for the world to find. 】

[It's gone, don't read it, don't remember it.] 】

Zhang Xiaoqi's hand holding the letter trembled, and he suddenly felt that his eyes were dark, and he immediately fell down.

He fell in front of the ancestral hall, and all he could see was a few wisps of green smoke rising from the furnace.

He gasped, and had no strength to get up.

Zhang Xiaoqi's eyes were full of helplessness, as if all these things could not be chosen by him.

At this moment, he regretted going up the mountain and entering the gate......

If, but there is no if.

Zhang Xiaoqi's eyes were red, and when he closed his eyes, some tears flowed down his cheeks and fell to the ground.

……

There is no sunset at dusk, only a hazy scene.

Mo Yuan was leaning on the eaves of the door and napping with his head on his hands, and he muttered, "If it rains, it will be much cooler." ”

As he spoke, he turned his head and saw the young man coming up the mountain.

Zhang Xiaoqi's eyes were blank, there were a few holes in his clothes, he looked up and saw Mo Yuan at the door.

Mo Yuan smiled kindly, straightened up and sat on the doorrail, and asked, "Why are you back again?" ”

Zhang Xiaoqi opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

"Don't rush in, come and sit down."

Mo Yuan said, and then motioned for him to sit next to him.

Zhang Xiaoqi hesitated, then stepped forward and sat down.

Mo Yuan patted him on the shoulder and said, "Do you know how many people dream of this? ”

The boy shook his head and said, "I want Daddy and Auntie." ”

Mo Yuan shook his head and said: "This matter, you can't choose, and if you want to live forever, you must cut off the past, and the past is left behind, this is the road that your father and mother paved for you early, you have to go, you have to go, you have to go, you have to go." ”

The boy fell silent and looked down at the shoe with a hole in his foot.

Mo Yuan said: "It's hard to get the best of both worlds, and your father has made the best choice for you." ”

The boy raised his head, and at this moment, many thoughts buried in his heart burst out at once.

"What's good? What's bad? ”

"But just ask me, just arrange it all properly and don't give me a chance to choose, okay?"

Mo Yuan said calmly: "You don't have a choice. ”

The boy opened his mouth, indeed, he had no choice.

Mo Yuan looked at him and said, "I've seen too many people like you, but in fact, your choice is far less than the arranged path. ”

"If you want to resist, if you want to fight, then you have to have this strength, when you can ignore all this, you are up to you to decide whether you go or stay."

Zhang Xiaoqi asked, "How far do you want to go?" ”

"What a ......"

Mo Yuan thought for a moment and said, "As long as you can be like Mr. Chen, it's enough." ”