Song Gudao walked out of Chen Changsheng's yard with his front foot, and went to find the dog with his back foot.

The yard was adjacent, but after half an hour, Song Gudao left, and he didn't know what to say to the dog.

It's just that the dog that day knocked on Mr. Chen's courtyard door again.

He wanted to hear Mr. Chen's opinion.

"Song Gudao looked for you just now."

"Hmmm......"

The dog lowered his head and said, "I said something." ”

Chen Changsheng asked, "Have you agreed?" ”

"Still hesitating."

The dog paused for a moment and said, "Does Mr. Chen know about this?" ”

Chen Changsheng said: "When he came, he first came to ask me, and then he went to look for you. ”

The dog pursed his lips and said, "Then in the opinion of the gentleman, should I go, what can I do?" ”

Chen Changsheng shook his head and said, "Only you can make a decision about such a life-and-death matter. ”

The dog fell silent.

He couldn't make up his mind.

"Mr. said let me take a long-term view, but Mr. didn't explain what Buddha is, I heard Song Kuishou say, Mr. calls me a little monk, what does a little monk mean......"

The dog spoke, but said something else in a daze, and he was absent-minded and didn't know how to decide.

The dog raised his head and said, "When I was in the world, Mr. Chen said that I should be a killer instead of a Buddha, I didn't understand what Mr. meant by killing a talent, but now I understand, it's this Buddha......"

Chen Changsheng explained: "The so-called Buddha is actually a kind of realm, which allows you to let go of all worldly distractions and greed, and to be able to look down on and see away all desires, pains, gains and losses, so that you can be liberated and relieved, and send to a state of detachment, facing all extraordinary things in the world with an ordinary heart, walking with fate, and being at peace with what you encounter, this is the Buddha." ”

"Put it down, look down on ......"

The dog murmured, thinking about what he had been through.

The flood and natural disaster, the scramble under the city, the fight of tens of thousands of people, everything turned into clouds and ashes, and scenes appeared in my mind like a marquee.

Suffering, greed, murderous thoughts, life and death......

If it is said that he goes with the fate and is at peace with the encounter, he has never done it, every time he sees him, he thinks that all this should not be like this, but he is powerless to change it.

The dog looked up and said, "If that's the case, it seems like I'm too far behind......"

Chen Changsheng said: "It's just that I've embarked on this road. ”

The dog raised his head and asked, "What about what the gentleman thinks is a murderer?" ”

Chen Changsheng said: "Song Gudao is a qualified killer. ”

"Song Kui's first ......"

The dog opened his mouth, he recalled Song Gudao's face, it was no different from what he thought, and he also felt that Song Kuishou could be regarded as a killer.

The dog asked herself.

So what are you?

Neither is the Buddha, nor is it the killing talent, hovering between the two, and there is no decision.

The dog is self-conscious and plain, ordinary to the dust, and it is difficult to be found when it falls into the crowd.

But why, it seems that many people have great expectations of him.

Mr. Yes, so is Song Kuishou, and the person who saved him in the mortal world......

But he himself never admitted to killing.

Not only is he unable to do it, but more importantly, he has compassion and has a different perspective on most things.

But when the dog saw the corpses all over the ground and saw this divine domain again, he realized that he was completely wrong.

After a few numbnesses, he completely forgot what he was thinking.

The dog raised his head and said, "Mr. Chen, if I go, how many percent will I be able to come back?" ”

Chen Changsheng said: "It's not a percent. ”

"Is that so......"

The dog pondered, but still a little undecided.

"Thank you, Mr. Chen, for your doubts."

The dog got up and bowed, and then said goodbye to the gentleman.

He walked out of the courtyard and carefully closed the door.

Chen Changsheng also retracted his gaze, and then drank the last sip of turbid wine in the cup.

For the next few days, the dog shut himself up in the yard, and after night it was quiet, and he couldn't hear the slightest sound.

.

.

When Chen Changsheng came to the wine shop again, he obviously saw that there were more people drinking.

Most of them are some fresh faces.

Song Gudao was also idle, arguing with Du A-Niang in front of the counter.

"Old widow, you are a very good person, but you have a long mouth, and your last one is probably angry with you."

"What? Do you also want to make do with my wife and let me widow you? ”

"I can look at you!?"

"The old lady still doesn't look down on you!"

The two were talking, but the people who were drinking in the wine shop didn't care, as if they were used to it.

"It's ......"

As soon as Song Gudao turned his head, he saw Chen Changsheng who walked into the wine shop.

"Senpai." Song Gudao greeted.

Chen Changsheng stepped forward and said, "Have you been idle lately?" ”

"Not really."

Song Gudao nodded and said, "It's just lazy." ”

Du A-Niang said: "He, he is lazy for a quarter of an hour, and a day will pass in the blink of an eye." ”

Song Gudao's eyes widened, and he said, "Can't you say two good things about me?" ”

"Do you have anything good?"

“……”

Song Gudao thought about it, and finally could only snort coldly and said, "Don't fight with women." ”

Du A-Niang laughed and said, "Cowardice." ”

Song Gudao is not annoyed, between the two, it has always been like this.

Then Du Aniang went to drink, and Chen Changsheng and Song Gudao also served on the table.

"Did anyone go to you?" Song Gudao asked with a wink.

Chen Changsheng said: "He came after you left. ”

"Oh?"

Song Gudao raised his head and said, "Did he say he was going?" I see that he has locked himself in the yard recently, and he has never come out. ”

Chen Changsheng shook his head and said, "I should be hesitating." ”

"Really......"

Song Gudao touched his chin, and he already had a thought.

"Wait three more days." Chen Changsheng said.

Song Gudao also put down his mind after hearing this, and said, "Then listen to the seniors." ”

Chen Changsheng nodded, and the two parted ways at the door of the wine shop after drinking.

Chen Changsheng walked to his residence, but when he was about to arrive, he saw a dog waiting at the door.

The dog turned to look at Mr. Chen, as if he had made up his mind.

Chen Changsheng asked, "What are you doing standing here?" ”

The dog said: "Sir, I want to be a killer in the mouth of Mr., but it doesn't seem to be a person like Song Kuishou." ”

Chen Changsheng stood at the door and looked at him.

The dog then said, "I can't kill talents, and I can't become a Buddha. ”

There was no murderous intent in his heart.

The dog's voice changed, but he said again: "But if, if you say, I will die alone......"

"Can it save tens of thousands of people?"

He looked at him as if he was expecting an answer.

Chen Changsheng pondered for a moment and told him.

"Just maybe."

There was a light in the dog's eyes.

After that moment of silence.

The dog took two steps back, and then he knelt on his knees three times, as he had done by the lake.

"Dog, thank you for the kindness of Mr. for solving your doubts!"

Whether it is killing one person and saving ten thousand people, or killing ten million people and saving one person, he can't do it.

Since his mind did not want him to kill.

Then kill yourself.

In this way, it is not considered killing.

The dog stood up, took one last look at Mr. Chen, and then turned back and walked outside, never looking back again.