I was depressed all the way back.

I thought that the most difficult time for apprenticeship was the two levels of my father and Aunt Feng.

I didn't expect Uncle Xie to pouted my gaba directly.

Before that, I had never really expressed my thoughts.

There is no idea if it is true.

The whole person seems to be in a state of chaos.

The emptiness of Buddhism and the yin and yang of Taoism are in a mode of study and exploration.

I like both.

I want to know.

Let me take refuge in anything.

Until I had my period in May this year, Aunt Feng said to me that you have grown up, at that moment I seemed to explode a crack in my mind, I knew that I did not want to be a layman, but really walked yin and yang, apprenticeship tread, but Grandpa Cai told me a long time ago, apprenticeship pays attention to chance, fate has not arrived, how can not beg.

And yesterday.

Just yesterday!

When I was basking in the sun in the courtyard, I heard Aunt Feng's words, and I suddenly became excited.

Isn't Uncle Xie my chance?

But why did I muster up the courage to ......

Be crazy, be upside down.

Is that a compliment?

Isn't it true that we should have the greatest ambition and the most humble attitude to learn and work hard?

It is also said in the book that those who learn immortals in the world have become more elegant.

You must know that all things have withering and glory, and most of them have always been prosperous.

What is pursued is not madness, but forgetfulness, forgetting things and me.

I clutched my business card in my pocket, feeling conflicted.

I not only feel that Uncle Xie's standard for accepting apprentices is very tricky, but also sincerely admire his ability.

It's normal to be a little weird and have a good temper.

If I hadn't been one of the hundred, he would have broken my thoughts, but I still have a little flame of hope.

It is......

Sigh silently.

I really can't realize how big an ambition is.

When I got home, my father had almost coaxed Aunt Feng.

"You're right, this is my son who has earned his life and begged for his life, I have to bear it whether it is a blessing or a curse, and whatever it is, it will be a failure!"

Dad laughed with him, "Whether a cat can walk in a straight line depends entirely on the mouse, whether the child can become a talent, it depends on the education of the parents, I just see that it is not easy for Xie Sanye to come all the way, give him face and don't scold him, don't be angry Feng Li, I will ...... you when you go back to your parents' house."

Seeing me enter the door, my father immediately said, "San'er and I can't do without you!" ”

"Okay, your Wan Changlin is a 100 yuan trachea, it's good to pay for it."

Aunt Feng took out the clothes that had been put in the duffel bag, and snorted, "You know that there are cats here, that Xie Sanye just deliberately made things bigger, and he was annoyed and angry when he saw that I was not fooled, so he blew it for him, and it also swept the world, why didn't he say that he was the brother of Lord Yama, I was really scared Qin Fengli." ”

"Yes, how can you be scared, you are clearly from the north, and you are amazing."

"you, hang up my clothes for me......"

"Hey, I'll come, I'll come."

Dad hung Aunt Feng's clothes back in the cupboard, and when he turned his back, he inevitably showed nervousness and worry.

Aunt Feng naturally didn't notice it, and turned her head to see me, "Ying'er, where have you been, why did you come back?" ”

"I met my classmates who were back to school and talked a little more."

I don't dare to say the truth, let alone say anything that doesn't have a word.

"Oops, I forgot that you weren't good to go out alone."

Aunt Feng waved her hand as she spoke, "Try not to go out in the future, hold back at home for the past two months, okay, go back to the house to study!" ”

I sighed, and vaguely found that Aunt Feng's mentality was also very contradictory, and she would believe it if she could solve it simply and quickly, such as letting me drink solid bean soup, and going out less during the day, but if it poked the door, she wouldn't believe anything, let alone cooperate.

When I returned to the hut and was about to close, I saw my father through the short corridor.

He was still talking to Aunt Feng on his face, and the look in his eyes when he looked at me conveyed relief.

Don't look at my dad sometimes seems to be unreliable, except for the fact that he is chasing his son, he really can't find fault with his life.

Whoever has a big or small affair in the village will ask him for help.

Although his main business is a bricklayer, he can make furniture or something.

I remember that when my father went to work as a carpenter, he would put a pencil on his ear, draw with a ruler, and then magically make beautiful furniture, tables, and chairs, and finally paint them, and he would polish them.

The most important thing is that where he is, he will definitely not be cold.

People in the village say that Dad is rare and cheerful, but he is not oily, and he is not afraid of trouble if he does not cause trouble.

As far as Li Qiang's character is concerned, he should clean up like that.

Aunt Feng also took a fancy to these and came together with her father.

The two seem to be noisy, but they actually have a good relationship.

Dinner was uneventful, as if nothing bad had ever happened.

Dad also told Aunt Feng that he would cook some good dishes tomorrow, just when he would make up for it.

Aunt Feng laughed when she heard it, "That's okay, I want to eat spicy food, and I have to avoid it during confinement." ”

"If you eat too much spicy, it's easy to get angry."

Seeing that Aunt Feng was going to be unhappy again, Dad hurriedly said, "Forget it, I'll make you more soup, they all say that it's good to drink black chicken soup to relieve spiciness." ”

Aunt Feng smiled and nodded, after thinking for a while, she might want to talk about Li Qiang and the eldest sister, but she felt that it was too groundless, and the conversation was over a few times, my father's face was as usual, and I didn't eat much, I ate quietly, but as soon as I saw Aunt Feng's stomach, my father would cough in his throat, urging me to go back to the house to do my homework after eating, lest Aunt Feng see the flaws.

After eating a meal, I went back to the house and stayed for a while, and then I washed up early and lay down on the kang, thinking about the defeat in Aunt Feng's stomach for a while, and filtering Uncle Xie's words in my brain for a while, I got up and lit half a stick of incense, and it took a long time before I fell asleep over and over again.

In my dream, I squatted at my mother's feet and played, observing the ants on the ground.

"Mom, we see that the ants are very small, so what do the ants look like to us?"

"It's heavens."

Mom touched my head, "Yingying, if you encounter hardships, you must worship Mr. Xie as a teacher, he will help you, you know." ”

"Mom, I'm fine."

I was stunned, "Why is there an ordeal?" ”

The bright mother's facial features are blurred, and there is only a white glow.

She seemed to be smiling at me, and I felt that she was crying, "Yingying, you are good, you will be fine, you will be fine." ”

I looked at her ignorantly, and when I turned my head, my mother had already arrived at the courtyard gate.

There was a fog outside, and she walked out and disappeared.

"Mom!"

There is an enchantment at the doorway.

The moment I chased it out, it stretched out and turned into a thirteen-year-old.

The scenery has also changed.

The destination is a verdant forest.

I walked dazedly, listening to the light sound of running water.

Gradually, the sound of the water increased, and when I looked up again, it was already a cliff waterfall.

I stepped on the edge of the cliff, and below was the abyss of white mist, hurriedly retreated, turned around, and saw rivers, lakes and seas, roaring and rushing.