"Let's take an analogy!"

Dad tugged at the corners of his lips, "San'er, Dad knows that you are sensible, this child is too sensible, sometimes he will be wronged, why does your Aunt Feng feel sorry for you, she just thinks that Dad doesn't take enough care of you."

"When you were eight years old, I married your Aunt Feng, and she asked me, how can I cook, I haven't paid attention to it, and when I look back, yes, what will happen when I am eight years old, she can't take a spatula, you can cook for your father when you are eight years old."

Dad wiped his eyes, "San'er, Dad is sorry for you, as soon as your mother left at that time, Dad's heart was empty, and she still had to provide for your sister to go to school, so I wanted to do more work, and I could divert my attention, so I ignored you, it's really useless*** A little heart, you will grow up......

"I thought that you would be like you in the future, and your studies would go smoothly and smoothly, but I didn't think about it...... San'er, you are here to repay your father's kindness, and your father will never pay you back."

Countless sourness lingered in the air, like a thousand knots in the intestines.

I suppressed my emotions, "Dad, I don't feel that you owe me at all, on the contrary, I know that it is not easy for you, after my mother left, you took me and my eldest sister alone, every spring planting and autumn harvest, you go to the field by yourself, you have too much work to finish, you have to go to the field before dawn, and you can come back very late......

At that time, I was in a daze and waited until I fell asleep, and I could smell the earth on my father's body.

It was the smell of sweat and dirt.

Shake the clothes he was wearing outside, and the dust fell to the ground.

But my father never let me and my eldest sister go to the fields to help.

He said that the eldest sister was very tired just studying, and I was too young to do anything.

Later, an aunt introduced her to her father, and she saw that one by one, and any aunt could fall in love with her father, but ......

I've become a liability.

There was an aunt who looked very good for my father, and she said that she was willing to give birth to her father again, and her only request was to send me to boarding school.

Because I couldn't raise it at that age, and unlike my eldest sister who was about to leave home for the entrance examination, I had to keep dangling in front of her eyes.

She was afraid that she wouldn't get along with me, so she wanted to send me away, so that her relationship with my dad would be better.

"You're so angry, you said you'd rather not get married than send me away......

I lowered my eyes and smiled, "It wasn't until you met Aunt Feng, she didn't dislike me, and she was very good to me, you two came together, I know, you are looking for Aunt Feng to have someone who can take care of me at home, and you don't want me to go to someone else's house for dinner at night, and you are also afraid that I will be wronged, but you have to earn money, you don't earn money, the eldest sister has no tuition fees for studying, she can't afford to support two children, and she will be looked down upon by the village people if she doesn't have a good life, Dad, I don't feel that you owe me at all......

Tears flowed out, and I wiped them away.

For my father's dedication, I see it all in my eyes, and it's too late to feel distressed, where will I feel wronged? Look at the book

"San'er!"

Dad hugged me and cried, "Dad has accumulated virtue for several lifetimes to have a good girl like you!"

I leaned on his heart, tears wet my father's coat, "Dad, I dreamed of Uncle Xie when I was asleep, and I am ready to go to Beijing with him, you know, it has always been my dream to be Mr. Yin and Yang, I will learn the Tao with Uncle Xie hard, and I will never disappoint Uncle Xie's training, and when I have a future in the future, I will come back to you and Aunt Feng...... retirement."

The last two words are very unsubstantial.

For the future, I am full of confusion and unknown.

Obviously, more than ten days ago, I dared to chase Uncle Xie to Mao Sui to recommend myself.

On the phone, I can also talk to Uncle Xie with some poems that are appropriate to the occasion.

But as soon as the giant face appeared, the defeat re-entered the body, as if it was a roof leak and overnight rain, and I was beaten back to my original shape.

To put it nicely, I'm cautious by nature, but to put it mildly, I don't have the strength to shout and kill, so naturally I don't take advantage of the courage to raise my arms and shout.

The mentality is changing subtly.

I have a lot of motivation.

But I can't do it, pat my chest and promise that I can do it.

What to do?

Then take every step of the way.

There are some benefits to be found in this, at least this is an open-book exam.

If I really don't get off the ground in ten years, then before I close my eyes, I must complete what Uncle Xie wants to do the most to repay my kindness.

"The third master has told us about the apprenticeship."

Dad let go of me and lowered his head to wipe away his tears, "He said that you are his chance, and he will train you well, but when you go to Beijing, you have to study for ten years, and you can't go home during this period, and we won't be able to see each other for a long time."

"Dad, I remember that you took an apprentice last year, and you told the apprentice that if you want to be amazing, you have to work hard."

I pulled the corners of my lips and smiled, "I've heard all these words, so I'm not afraid of hardship, I'm afraid that I won't be able to do what I want to do, and besides, I'm going to Beijing, Uncle Xiaolong said that there is gold everywhere, you and Aunt Feng don't have to worry at all, I will take care of myself."

"San'er, that's not the case."

Dad lowered his head, "You don't have to suffer this hardship, Uncle Cai said earlier, if you can worship a fortune teller as a teacher, you will be a good fortune teller in the future, and you will be a feng shui master in the future, although the third master teaches everything, but he mainly attacks and fights evil, even he himself said that fighting evil is to lick blood on the tip of the knife, and if you do it well, you will accumulate great merit, and if you don't do it well, you will ...... it."

The more he talked, the more uncomfortable he became, "It's all because Dad is not good, Dad shouldn't go to the small temple to talk, it's Dad who forced you to take this road, you said that if you have three long and two short, how can Dad live."

"Dad, don't say that again!"

I became more and more uncomfortable, "I volunteered to hold the defeat, and I don't blame you for talking about anything, it was the old lady Ciyin who wanted to harm our family, even if you didn't talk about it, she might have done something else, she just didn't want our family to be good, you ...... Ahem!"

Finish the calf.

The nosebleed really gave face.

There seems to be a very sensitive switch in the body.

As long as you receive certain emotions, if you are excited, you will get up.

The flying stream went straight down 3,000 feet, choking until his throat coughed half to death.

"San'er!"

See, no matter how bad things are, they can bring out the good side from it.

The nosebleed was first-class, which directly made my dad hold back his crying.

Don't talk about bitter love dramas now, Dad doesn't dare to incite any more feelings.

I'm most afraid of the wind in this situation.

Others are weeping in the wind, but I am bleeding in the wind.

Dad forced himself to stabilize his emotions, "San'er, don't be nervous, Sanye said, when your soul is solidified, after forty-nine days, you won't have such a nosebleed."

I nodded, and Uncle Xie also explained to me in my dream that on the ten-year front, the defeat will gradually increase from low to high.

God closes a door for me, and naturally there will be a window.

Otherwise, I'm going to play to death at the beginning, so what is the ten-year covenant, more than ten minutes, pawn.

"Dad, then apprentice......

"Dad promises."

Dad looked at me red-eyed, "We'll agree as long as you want."

I had tissues stuffed in my nostrils and smiled heartlessly, "Thank you, Dad."