God is very particular.

It's not just a sewer in my house full of, our basement is actually all the way through.

As long as I am good at thinking and diligent in groping.

What awaits me is a slippery road to live well.

My mother's future is bright in an instant!

What does the book say?

A little glimmer of light can tear through the darkness before dawn!

That's hope!

Controlling my convulsive thoughts, I was still indifferent to that.

On this basis, I want to keep my distance from my family, not my closest relatives, and my affection for me is naturally controllable.

It doesn't care about me that much, but it makes me feel more relaxed.

In this way, I will have the energy to learn the Tao.

Uncle Xie gave me the advance amount in my dream, and I woke up and compared it all!

"If you knew today, why did you say you did it in the first place."

Qian'an suddenly said, "Since you have long wanted to be a gentleman, it is better to be a real loser, and let the people around you share the burden, it is nothing more than relatives and friends being hindered, at least you have ensured that you have a good body, it looks like selfishness, but in the long run, it can increase the chances of winning, now, you are selfless, standing here is like a sick seedling bean sprouts, just your physique that a gust of wind will blow down, how to learn skills, you can get up is simply a fool's dream, so no matter how miserable you are at this stage, I think you brought it on yourself, and you don't deserve my sympathy!"

"I don't need your sympathy."

I looked at him bluntly, "Qian'an, I'll just ask you one thing, do you want to harm Uncle Xie?"

"Of course not."

Qian'an twisted his face and said, "My third master's body is really sick, and I can't stand it."

"That's it."

I smiled slightly, "Aunt Feng, it's my stepmother, when her father Grandpa Qin was seriously ill, many relatives came to persuade her, Grandma Qin, and Uncle Xiaolong, and asked them to give up treating Grandpa Qin, because Grandpa Qin has cancer, and cancer is very difficult to treat, but Aunt Feng said that it should be treated, and Grandma Qin and Uncle Xiaolong also said that it can be treated, even if the family is bankrupt, it must be cured......

"Sure enough, in the end, a lot of money was spent, but Grandpa Qin still passed away, although he didn't go bankrupt, he also spent all the family's savings, Uncle Xiaolong was also yellow for this marriage, and everyone next to him said, look, I have already told you that this will be the result if you are governed, you still don't believe it, what's the matter now, people and money are empty."

I didn't understand a little in front of Qian'an, so I continued, "Actually, Aunt Feng, don't they understand this truth? No, they understand very well, they will also persuade others in this way, but the matter falls on their own heads, no one can be calm, you think it doesn't matter if I am a loser, it is because we don't know each other, I can't defeat anyone who cares about you, no one is next to you, on the other hand, if I endanger you, spend your money every day, are you willing?"

Qian'an's throat strained, "Of course I ......."

"You won't want to."

I lowered my eyes and laughed, "Who can want to, it will hurt if the knife is pierced on your body, Grandpa Qin cried and said to Aunt Feng at that time, don't cure it, don't spend money on this old bone for me, Aunt Feng shook her head and said Dad, don't worry, you will live well, when Grandpa Qin saw that Uncle Xiaolong couldn't talk about the bride price for a long time, and the marriage was delayed again and again, he said to him, Dad is a sinner, Dad delayed you, I heard these words in the ward, they thought I was a child and wouldn't be distracted, in fact, I can understand, Qian'an, I just don't want to be Grandpa Qin in the hospital bed......

Tears flowed again, I wiped it with a tissue, and looked at him with a salty sip, "I don't want to watch my father and Aunt Feng spend money for me again, suffer for me, and even suffer for me, that feeling of guilt is far more torturous than my own sin, since I can choose, of course I have to choose to defeat myself, if you were me, you would do the same, who wants to drag others down if they live?"

"No, you're wrong, you should respond, not everyone thinks like you."

I was stunned, at this moment, Qian'an seemed to have pulled out a sharp thorn that hurt people, and his eyes behind the bangs were full of deep eyes looking at the other side of the corridor

"Some people are born selfish, so they don't think about whether they will drag others down, and they may even wish to drag others down, so that they can live a life without work sooner......

After a pause, he looked at me with his cheeks tightened, and the scar on his face revealed a slight coldness, "Wan Yingying, maybe your upbringing is relatively simple, so you don't know the evil of human nature, but I know very well that I was born to be a mourning star in the village, just because I was born smiling, which is a big taboo and unlucky in our village."

"Since I was born, I was put on the hat of the mourning star, and the tribulations and tribulations encountered in my family will turn around and become caused by me, and even natural disasters such as spring drought and autumn flood in the village are my cause......

Qian'an let out a laugh, and his eyes were flushed, "Later, the death of my grandparents was also counted on my head, including my parents who went out to work and fostered me in my uncle and aunt's house, and the economic conditions were just better, but my parents both died due to accidents, and my aunt said that my parents were also killed by me......

"I can tolerate the earlier ones, but I don't understand why I have to be blamed for being an orphan, I am the one who is the most miserable, they take the compensation money from my parents, eat and drink spicy food, and turn around and abuse me! If I had to choose again, I would be a powerful mourning star, and let all those who hurt me die!"

Tong!

"Qian'an!"

He threw an uncontrollable punch against the wall.

I exclaimed, grabbed his wrist to check for any injuries.

Brother.

Force has a reaction force, hey!

His fist was pressed against the wall, as if the wall was his thousand-year-old enemy, and he wanted to cut the opponent with a thousand knives and shatter his corpse!

"Qian'an, let go!"

My strength couldn't shake him at all, seeing that he was tense all over, his eyes were about to split, and he wanted to continue to smash, so I raised my hand, held his face left and right, pretended that my palm was a wrench, and screwed his face in front of me with all my might, "Qian'an, you look at me, calm down, calm down......

Qian'an was more than half a head taller than me, and he was very sturdy, and his face was twisted by me and his eyes were forced to lower.

I thought he would be angry and push me away and curse me, but at this moment he seems to be out of his body.

The whole person was immersed in an unknown emotion of anger.

Breathing is starting to get rapid.

His chest heaved as if he had just finished ten kilometers, and he was a little out of breath.

I was also nervous when I saw this, obviously he was stabbing me, how did he prick it, and he stimulated himself to asthma!

"Qian'an, although I haven't encountered what you said, I can understand you."

I whispered, "Think about it, is there anyone in your hometown who has been kind to you and treated you well?"