Chapter 13 I'm useless, let me go
"What did they talk about?" Fu Yun walked out of the room, and outside the door, Green Eyebrows and Qingsi and others also stood outside the door waiting for Fu Yun's question.
"The slaves and maids didn't know, but they only knew that the girl was sitting in the pavilion and admiring the lotus, so they received a report from the porter that the princess had brought Miss Liu to the white girl, and the white girl asked the slave and maid to take people to the pavilion; After arriving at the pavilion, the girl asked the slaves and maids to retreat, leaving only the girl, the princess and Miss Liu, and what they said, the slaves and maids stood far away and did not hear clearly; After a while, Miss Liu also left the pavilion, leaving only the girl and the crown princess, and then your Highness came. ”
Qingsi and the others, who were waiting outside the door for questioning, looked at Fu Yun with a calm face, and couldn't help but tremble with fear; Because they knew that the current Fuyun was calm before the storm, listening to Fuyun's question, Qingsi replied cautiously.
"Didn't I say that no one is allowed to enter the Golden Garden without the permission of this king, and no one is allowed to come near her?" Fu Yun looked at them with fierce eyes.
"Your Highness forgives your sins, the crown princess is coming, and the slaves and maids really can't stop it." Qingsi and the others immediately knelt down and pleaded guilty.
"Since you can't stop it, why don't you stay by your side when someone is there?"
"Back to His Royal Highness, the girl has always been quiet, never let the slaves and maids wait for close service, every time the girl is left alone, the slaves and maids do not dare to disturb the girl, against the girl's will, every time the princess comes, the girl asks the slaves and maids to retreat."
"In the future, you must wait close and not leave, and you are not allowed to leave her alone, if something happens again, this king will cut you down."
"Yes, the slaves know."
"Stand down!"
Hearing Fu Yun's words, the maids who were kneeling on the ground quickly retreated as if they had been pardoned.
Fu Yun, on the other hand, looked up at the clear blue sky, then closed his eyes a little tired and helplessly, stretched out his hand and pinched his eyebrows.
After a while, he turned around and entered the room, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Bai Yimeng.
He was still working in the government office today, and when he heard that the guards of Jinyuan had reported that the princess had gone to Jinyuan, he was worried that something would happen, so he left his government affairs and hurriedly rode back to Jinyuan, but he was still late.
Looking at Bai Yimeng's appearance, and seeing Huang Meiniang and Liu Wangqiu, Fu Yun didn't need to ask, and knew what Huang Meiniang said, but he still asked those maids just now, hoping to overturn his guess.
Bai Yimeng was drugged and almost burned to death when he slept for the first time, and was later poisoned and chose a concubine, Fu Yun never told Bai Yimeng, every time he wanted to say it, when he saw Bai Yimeng, his heart was full of guilt, and he didn't know how to say it.
It's just that I didn't expect Huang Meiniang to come to Bai Yimeng, and she would bring Liu Wangqiu with her, so that the misunderstanding between Fuyun and Bai Yimeng deepened, and the relationship that was finally repaired during this time broke down again, and I don't know what will happen to Bai Yimeng when she wakes up?
After sleeping for a long time, Bai Yimeng finally woke up, only to feel a splitting headache.
Seeing Fu Yun, his face was expressionless, but his heart was extremely uncomfortable, and he felt that it was difficult to breathe, so he immediately turned his back to Fu Yun.
Fu Yun looked at Bai Yimeng, who was expressionless and silent, and his heart was extremely uncomfortable, and this silence also made Fu Yun afraid, even if Bai Yimeng questioned him, resented him and hated him, made a big fuss at him, and even stabbed him with a sword and slashed him with a knife, it was much better than the current silence.
"Yimeng, there are some things I want to say to you, turn around and look at me, okay?" Fu Yun looked at Bai Yimeng and spoke cautiously.
"What do you want to say? Was it because I was drugged and almost burned in my sleep, or was it because I was poisoned? Bai Yimeng was still facing away from Fu Yun at first, just talking and then turning to look at Fu Yun and saying word by word: "Or is it that you want to marry a wife and take a concubine?" ”
"I ...... I'm sorry. Listening to Bai Yimeng's question, Fu Yun moved his mouth, not knowing what to say, and finally had to bow his head and dare not look at her eyes again.
"Why say you're sorry? You just don't want me to worry, you have to bear everything by yourself, you just have to fight it alone, even if you want to say sorry, it should be me who is right, I brought you all this trouble. Bai Yimeng looked at Fu Yun and said flatly.
"Not really." Fu Yun pulled Bai Yimeng's hand and held it in his hand, shook his head and said.
Fu Yun still wanted to speak, but Bai Yimeng didn't wait for him to speak again, and said, "I'm hungry and want to eat something." ”
"Okay, I'll have someone bring it here." After saying that, Fu Yun got up and went to command.
After that, the meal was quite harmonious, and there were no things that Fu Yun imagined, but Fu Yun was a little overwhelmed, and it was like this for several days.
Just a few days later, Fu Yun brought a piece of paper from Bai Yimeng, which was given to him by Bai Yimeng before Fu Yun returned to the house after dinner that day, and asked him to go back to the house and look at it again.
After returning to the Second Prince's Mansion, Fu Yun took it out and looked at it, and was stunned for a moment, only to see that there were some names, locations and other contents written on the paper.
Seeing this, Fu Yun understood that this was the power that was still in Bai Yimeng's hands after the fall of Baifu, including those who were in business, those who walked the rivers and lakes, assassins and so on.
Looking at this piece of paper, there was no joy on Fu Yun's face, but more pain, despair, fear, and overwhelm.
He rescued her and brought her to the Night Country, not for the strength and resources of her Bai family, seeing the fall of the White Mansion, he just wanted to rescue the girl who gave him warmth in the Night Country, and didn't want her to die like that.
But today's these, including this note, have made the gap between them deeper, even difficult to bridge.
In the next few days, as always, Bai Yimeng stayed quietly in Jinyuan, and Fuyun was not only busy with official business, but also went to Jinyuan to accompany Bai Yimeng, even if he didn't speak, he just quietly had a meal together or sat and watched the scenery.
On this day, Fu Yun still went to accompany Bai Yimeng for lunch, and after finishing it, Fu Yun was about to leave, when he suddenly heard Bai Yimeng stop him.
"What did you say?" Hearing what Bai Yimeng said, Fu Yun turned to look at Bai Yimeng in disbelief.
"I said, let me go!" Bai Yimeng looked at Fu Yun calmly.
"Let's go? Where are you going? If you want to go out for a walk, I'll let Qingsi Green Eyebrows accompany you, or I'll go with you! Fu Yun walked over and looked at her with soft eyes.
"I said I want to go, get out of here, leave Kyoto, leave the night country, I don't want to stay here anymore, as long as I don't stay here, I can go anywhere." Bai Yimeng said with a flat face.
"Why? Why do you suddenly want to leave? Fu Yun walked over and looked at Bai Yimeng.
"I have nothing, my family is gone, everything I have in my hands has been given to you, I have nothing, it's useless, you can let me go, you should let me go."
The more Bai Yimeng spoke, the more excited he became, as if he wanted to vent all the grievances and anger that had accumulated in his heart.
"No, I didn't, I never wanted to take advantage of you, and I never wanted to ask for something in your hands, I just wanted you to live."
Listening to Bai Yimeng's words and seeing Bai Yimeng's painful expression, Fu Yun's heart hurt as if it had been cut by a knife.
"Let me go!"
"No way, I'm not going to let you go."
"Why? I'm useless. ”
"If you don't stay here, if you don't stay by my side, I can't save you, you're going to die." Fu Yun hugged Bai Yimeng and said bitterly.
After a while, Bai Yimeng said softly: "Then let me die!" ”
Bai Yimeng's eyes were hollow, his body seemed to be unable to support and sat on the ground weakly, Fu Yun hugged Bai Yimeng, and also knelt down along Bai Yimeng's paralyzed body, but still hugged Bai Yimeng tightly.
"No, I won't let you die." Fu Yun looked at Bai Yimeng's heart as dead and lifeless, and his heart had never hurt so much.
"What's the difference between me and dying now?"
"Yimeng, I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, it's me who didn't protect you, it's that I think I can protect you by bowing my head to my father and queen mother, I'm sorry; But will you believe in me again, and give me another chance? Fu Yun hugged Bai Yimeng tightly and pleaded.
Bai Yimeng's head rested weakly on Fu Yun's shoulder, and he closed his eyes in pain, crying, and silent.
Bai Yimeng has always loved Fu Yun, otherwise he would not have followed him to the Night Country, nor would he have retreated step by step because of Fu Yun, and it is precisely because of love that she can't stand Fu Yun's concealment and alienation from her, even if it is a thousand cuts, it will not be more painful than Ling Chi in the heart.
And Fu Yun also loves Bai Yimeng, forced by the pressure of the emperor and Bai Yimeng's safety, Fu Yun compromised, but also did a lot, but he didn't tell Bai Yimeng.
He just wanted Bai Yimeng to think about nothing, not to worry about anything, just prepare to be his bride, but everything was out of his control, fortunately, it could be saved.
After that day, Fu Yun spent more time with Bai Yimeng, but there was less conversation between the two, many times Fu Yun was talking, Bai Yimeng didn't say a word, and I don't know if I heard what Fu Yun said; Sometimes it's just two people sitting quietly, or looking at the flowers, or looking at the starry sky, or pretending to sleep...... didn't say anything, threw away the previous total, just looked at the picture, and it still felt like the years were quiet.
From time to time, Fu Yun looked for something fun and beautiful to give to Bai Yimeng, but Bai Yimeng ignored it.
Fu Yun sometimes wants to take Bai Yimeng out for a walk, but Bai Yimeng won't go, but even so, Fu Yun is still happy to do it, and there are fun and delicious things that will still be delivered.
Soon, the wedding date of Bai Yimeng and Fu Yun arrived, and Fu Yun accepted Bai Yimeng as a side concubine, before he got married, this was what Fu Yun requested, and this was also a means for him to start resisting.
At the beginning, the father and son quarreled about this, but in the end, with the help of the prince and the queen, the emperor agreed, after all, no serious family has taken a concubine first and then married a wife.