Chen Changsheng said: "See it now? ”

Yan Huanglou sighed lightly and waved his hand.

Chen Changsheng glanced at the folding fan and asked, "Is there anything special about this folding fan?" ”

Yan Huanglou took the folding fan in his hand, opened the folding fan, and saw that what was painted in it was an orchid picture.

After many years, he saw this fan again, and he couldn't help but set off many memories in his heart.

Yan Huanglou said: "Speaking of this fan......"

"I was only a few years old that year, I didn't know much at that time, I was studying in the private school of the palace, at that time, I really wanted a fan, because Mr. had it, Mr. Zhu had it, and Mr. Lan also had it, so I went to ask Mr.

"Sir said he would give me a handful when I could finish the book."

"I was so stupid when I was a child, I studied the whole book for a year, and when I got to Zhongyuan, I still couldn't read it smoothly."

"After another half a year, I finally read all the words in that book."

"Just when I was excited to go to see Mr., but I couldn't find Mr., I asked Mr. Zhu and Mr. Lan, but I just said that Mr. was busy with something."

"I waited for days, but I couldn't wait for my husband, but I waited for the army to enter the city."

"Mr. fell, Mr. Lan took me out of the palace that day, in a blink of an eye, it seemed to be turned upside down, the palace was copied, Mr. Lan took me out and I don't know where I went, Yuwangcheng is no longer called Yuwangcheng, but Qingshan, and I, in the end, I didn't see Mr."

"Later, I had to be taken care of by the shopkeeper of a restaurant, and I stayed there as a junior two, earning 100 yuan a month, and I was like this until I was 16 years old."

"The business of the restaurant was sluggish, and before it was opened, the shopkeeper sold the restaurant and said that he would take me back to his hometown and open another restaurant."

"That day, I followed the shopkeeper to the pawnshop, and I took those who could not be taken away, and it was also on that day that I saw the fan in the pawnshop."

"That's the fan that my husband used to use."

"I didn't go with the shopkeeper, and stayed in this Qingshan City."

"In those years, I wanted to earn more silver, and I dared to do any dirty work, and in this way, until I was twenty-seven years old, I saved more than thirty taels of silver."

"But it was also that year that I went to work as a mason for other people's houses, and I went up to the roof, but the beams of the house were loose, and in a few moments the whole house collapsed, and I almost broke my waist, but the master said that I was careless and sued me to the yamen."

"But this kind of thing has never been able to fight for a result, the lord of the government just said that we should give half of each of us, but half of each person, and I also asked for more than 30 taels of silver, I have saved for more than ten years, and I have all taken it in."

"At that time, I didn't have the money to find a doctor, and I also fell ill in my waist, and I couldn't do the work that required strength, so I had this tea stall."

"It's been more than 40 years now......"

Yan Huanglou recalled this, he looked at Chen Changsheng, and couldn't help laughing: "All my life, it's all for this fan, don't laugh at me for being stupid." ”

Chen Changsheng's face was calm, he shook his head and said, "Chen doesn't think there's anything ridiculous, but admires you very much." ”

Yan Huanglou looked at him, this was not like the person who quarreled with him on weekdays.

Chen Changsheng said: "Some people don't know what they want in their lives, those who want money get rich, they will think about power, and those who want power will get power, but they will not be satisfied." ”

"When I was about to die, I suddenly realized that the so-called fame and fortune were actually all clouds, and then I would ask myself, what do I really want?"

"But there's still a chance."

Chen Changsheng continued: "In this life, it is not easy to do one thing well. And you know what you want from the beginning, and that's something that a lot of people don't do. ”

Yan Huanglou said: "I thought you would really laugh at me." ”

"How?" Chen Changsheng shook his head and said, "Actually, compared to me, I am not as good as you." ”

"Not as good as me?"

"Hmm."

Chen Changsheng thought, his thoughts drifting a little far.

Fame and fortune? Immortal Immortal Dao? Or is it to break the mayfly curse? It was still something, and it seemed that he couldn't tell what he wanted.

If it is said to be at ease.

Isn't he at ease now?

I guess so.

Yan Huanglou saw that he seemed to be thinking about this thing, so he asked, "You don't know what you want?" ”

"What if I said yes."

"Your insight is different from that of a small person like me, how can you not know what you want?"

Chen Changsheng smiled when he heard this: "In fact, the more knowledgeable people are, the more they will not understand. ”

"Is that so?"

Yan Huanglou still doesn't understand a little.

He only felt that it was a simple question, as if a scholar was just trying to gain fame.

Chen Changsheng didn't say anything more, just sat on the long board and drank tea.

Yan Huanglou saw that Chen Changsheng was very wrong, so he said, "You are like this now, you really don't look like you." ”

Chen Changsheng didn't look back, and muttered in his mouth: "Actually, Chen has always been like this, but recently, he has been a little greedy. ”

Yan Huanglou said: "Don't you say it's because of me? ”

Chen Changsheng smiled: "There is part of the reason, of course, there are many things, but at least it is much better than the beginning." ”

Yan Huanglou was a little curious and asked, "What were you like at the beginning?" ”

Chen Changsheng thought for a moment and replied, "If you insist on saying it......

His gaze fell on some lonely old man on the street.

"Just like the old man."

Yan Huanglou followed his gaze and saw the old man on the street with cloudy eyes and staggering.

He felt strange why Chen Changsheng was so young and why he wanted to compare himself with such an old person.

"You're still so young." Yanhuang Corridor.

"You don't believe it?"

"I believe it."

Yan Huanglou said a word and said, "In my opinion, you should be the kind of person who is warm on the surface and embarrassed in the heart. ”

Chen Changsheng nodded and said, "You're right. ”

Yan Huanglou shook his head and said, "If that's the case, it's better not to go around with your temperament." ”

Chen Changsheng glanced at him and asked, "Why?" ”

"You should be a person who misses the old, but if a friend is in front of you, you won't think about it so much, for example, this Qingshan City, the place is not big, just stay a little longer, maybe you know everyone."

Yan Huanglou said this.

Chen Changsheng shook his head when he heard this.

"Chen's ......"

"It's better not to know too many people."

Yan Huanglou was puzzled: "Why? ”

"There's no why."

Chen Changsheng drank all the tea in the cup and said, "I'll come back later." ”

He left the tea stall.

Yan Huanglou raised his eyes and saw that Chen Changsheng's back was very different from before.

He could see it.

It was an indescribable loneliness.

It's like......

It's as if no one can walk with him.