Qi Lele fell asleep in a fit of rage, and when he woke up, it was already dark.

Lying on the bed, it was dark as far as the eye could see, and there was silence all around, only hearing the sound of the rain outside the window, Qi Lele was in a trance for a while, and vaguely thought that he had returned to his grandmother's farm yard.

I don't know when it is, where is my grandmother?

Look at this black, it should be the middle of the night, right?

Lying down, Qi Lele gradually regained his clarity.

Where is this grandmother's courtyard, she is no longer in that world, and she will never be able to go back to that courtyard, and her grandmother has long passed away and will never be seen again.

The chest was as if it had been smashed by a sledgehammer, the sadness rushed like a tide, the tears rolled down unconsciously, and the longing for loved ones reached its peak on this silent rainy night.

When Xie Zi'an gently pushed the door in, he heard a low sobbing sound of suppressed sadness in the room, he walked quickly to the side of the bed and took the person into his arms: "Why are you crying?"

This sound seemed to tear open a hole in Qi Lele's heart, and there was a place for catharsis when she was full of sorrow, she buried her head in his arms and cried bitterly.

This is not the first time Qi Lele has cried in his arms, but it is the first time he has cried so sadly, and even Xie Zi'an's heart was touched, and it hurt faintly.

He couldn't help but think of the scene when Qi Lele cried when he first got married, it was also sudden, and he cried sadly, but it was far less than today's.

What did her wife go through, and what kind of heart was pressed in her heart to cry so lonely and helpless?

And obviously has such a heart, but on weekdays, it is not obvious.

This crying lasted for a long time, until finally, Xie Zi'an was worried that she would hurt her body by crying, so he lowered his head and kissed her eyes carefully, so that she slowly stopped crying.

Crying so hard that it was difficult to stop for a while, Qi Lele sobbed and choked, with a thick nasal voice in his voice: "Just, just, I had nightmares, nightmares."

Xie Zi'an didn't ask, but said softly, "It's me who is not good, I should accompany you."

Qi Lele shook his head, but tears still rolled down from time to time.

Xie Zi'an hugged her and sat on the soft couch, stretched out his hand to push open the window, and the cool breeze blew in with the dampness, taking away the dull atmosphere in the room.

"Mr. Tang has not been idle recently, so he asked Zizhuo to come back for a few days, and I just talked to him."

Qi Lele snorted: "Zizhuo is back? I'll go meet him."

"Daddy is going to test his homework tonight, see you tomorrow." Xie Zi'an said, gently stroked her cheek, and said, "If you go to see him like this, everyone will blame me for bullying you tomorrow."

The corners of Qi Lele's lips moved, and he was about to explain two sentences, but he felt redundant.

"I'm afraid the rain won't stop for a while, the grape seedlings have just been planted, and I don't know if they will be drowned."

Qi Lele swallowed the words on his lips and shook his head: "The drainage is done well, it shouldn't be, but you have to chase some fertilizer properly when you go back, and the soil should be loosened."

"That's good." Xie Zi'an asked again, "Are you hungry?" I'll get you something to eat."

"Do you make it for me?"

After Qi Lele finished speaking, he felt that it was inappropriate, so he changed his words and said, "I'll go and eat the next bowl of noodles by myself later."

Xie Zi'an laughed: "When Zizhuo came back today, Aunt Wang prepared a lot of meals and left them for you. If you want to eat what I made, can you do it another day?"

Qi Lele nodded and said yes.

Seeing that her mood had stabilized and there were no tears in her eyes, Xie Zi'an let go of her, got up and lit the candle, and said a few more words before going to the kitchen and bringing the warm meal back to the room.

Qi Lele got up to wash his face, and found that his eyes were a little painful, thinking that he had just cried too hard, and he didn't know if he would be red and swollen when he woke up tomorrow morning.

The meal was very rich, Qi Lele smelled the aroma of the food, and finally realized that he was hungry, he drank a lot of tea at Granny Du's place during the day, and slept directly in the evening, and just cried a little, and he was already hungry at this time.

Xie Zi'an also took dishes and chopsticks to eat with her.

When you're hungry

Waiting for everything to eat is fragrant, not to mention that Aunt Wang's craftsmanship is not bad, Qi Lele ate two bowls in a row before reluctantly putting down the dishes and chopsticks, according to her, she can eat more, but it is too late at this time, and she has to sleep at night! Can't eat any more!

After eating, the dishes and chopsticks were all sent back to the kitchen by Xie Zi'an, just because Qi Lele had red eyes and a hoarse voice at this time, and he really couldn't see anyone.

When Xie Zi'an came back, he took two eggs in his hand: "Come and lie down."

Qi Lele sat down obediently and lay on the soft couch.

"Close your eyes."

After a while, he felt a warm heat swirling around his eyes, and Xie Zi'an's voice thought above his head: "This is the method taught by Dr. Ge, which can reduce swelling and relieve pain."

Qi Lele felt that the egg might be a little hot, otherwise why were the eye circles hot again?

Xu is Xie Zi'an is too gentle, Xu is too tempting on this rainy night, Xu is too deep in his thoughts about his grandmother, Qi Lele suddenly has the desire to talk.

"I just dreamed of my grandmother."

"Grandma?"

Qi Lele said, "I was in that world, as if I had experienced another life."

"There, I also have my father and mother, they are unmarried and have children, but my father and his family do not recognize my existence, and my mother does not want me, so she threw me to my grandmother, who was very good to me, and she worked hard to bring me up alone. Then I finally grew up, but my grandmother passed away, and within two years, I came back into this world."

After speaking, he didn't get an answer for a long time, Qi Lele was a little uneasy, and he was about to open his eyes, but he was stunned after hearing Xie Zi'an's words.

"I wasn't my father's child."

Xie Zi'an's voice was a little low, with some indescribable emotions: "My biological father has many children, and my biological mother originally had a son, and she was worried that I would become a burden to their mother and son in the struggle for power and profit, so she handed me over to my father and mother after I was born."

"My own father probably didn't even know I existed."

Qi Lele's heart tightened.

"At the beginning, you asked me why I saved you and married you."

"It's because you and I are connected to the same fate."

Qi Lele subconsciously held his hand and opened his eyes: "You are luckier than me, you have a father."

"Now, they're your mom and dad too."

Qi Lele nodded, "Hmm."

"Dad just asked, when will the rest of the math be given to him?"

Qi Lele: "......"