"It's different."

Sister Ami waved her hand, "The real Barbie doll is very expensive, there is that kind of collector's edition, it costs tens of thousands of yuan, and it is not for children to play with when you buy it home, but to put it in the cabinet for collection, you buy a plastic doll for a few dollars, and it will be deformed and broken after a few days of playing, Xixi will not cherish it, not to mention, the heart is still wild, and then Sister Nan will discipline her, it is very likely that you will not be able to please it after spending money."

"Little Firefly, you listen to my sister's advice, if you want to send it, you will send the best, Sister Nan's side will not only remember your love, but Xixi will also redouble her love when she plays, figure it out, you can buy a good mink coat for tens of thousands of yuan, hey, Xixi can't cherish it if she wants to."

Sister Ami said to me with great experience, "I can guarantee that as long as you buy a super high-end doll like this and send it to Xixi, no matter where she goes in the future, as long as she sees the doll, she will remember that there was once a little sister Ying'er who gave her an incomparably precious doll, and that child will never forget your kindness in this life."

I didn't respond, I don't care if Xixi will forget my stubble when she grows up.

After all, I'm a big sister next door to Xixi who coaxed her to play.

I don't dare to think about the future.

Ten years later, Xixi was only fifteen years old, full of youth and in his prime.

What about me.

Life and death are uncertain.

Maybe it's a person, maybe it's a tomb.

Right now, I just want to make the kids happy.

I can't just beat the child's sense of expectation again and again in order to consume the frustration.

And there is recoil to do this kind of thing.

I didn't think anything about it when I did it, and I would blame myself afterwards.

Especially Xixi's back when he just left, it really reminded me of a past incident.

I remember my father once went to work at the owner's house, which sold toys in the town, and the family had a warehouse for stocking.

After my dad was busy with work, he went to the storeroom to buy me a toy, took it home and hid it behind him, and kept asking me to guess what it was.

I was about six or seven years old, and I was very excited, very excited, running around my father, constantly guessing, it was crayons, watercolor pens, picture books, scented erasers......

Dad kept shaking his head, and when the anticipation was full, he took out a toy pistol like a trick.

The gun head also has a small red flashing light, and as soon as the trigger is pulled, the flashing light will turn on and make a biubiubiu~ sound.

"San'er, do you like it?"

I was stupid in place.

muttered that he liked it.

Dad touched my head and laughed, "Let's go to the yard and play."

I still don't forget the way I looked when I was holding that toy gun in the yard and pulling the trigger biubiubiu~.

Looking at the flashing red lights, my mood felt like I had fallen from the clouds to the bottom of the mud, and I couldn't explain the loss.

But I didn't make my dad feel unfavorable.

I've been playing in the yard.

After that, the toy pistol was kept separately by me and kept it safe.

Dad had forgotten about it for a long time, and never asked me where the toys were.

For him, this is probably an innocuous little thing in life, on a whim, trying to coax the child.

For me, it was one of the few 'uniques' when I grew up.

Dad can bring me a toy on purpose, and even if I really don't like it, I'm willing to play with it.

The last thing to treasure is also my father's mind at that time.

He worked so hard, earned money, and bought his daughter a toy to take home.

So, when I saw Xixi, I could express my preferences directly.

I didn't feel anything wrong.

On the contrary, I envy her.

The stream is like a mirror that reflects what is missing in my nature.

No one is born sensible, and they all learn restraint little by little.

When I found myself sensitively aware of the emotions of the people around me.

I just kept my mouth shut.

No request, no comments.

With the big slip, wrap yourself up.

But the sense of loss that needs to be digested silently by oneself, the sad taste after insincerity......

It's like swallowing a plum raw.

Filled with the depths of my heart.

It's so sour and astringent.

"Little Hotaru, what's wrong with you?"

Sister Ami looked at me puzzled, "What do you remember, why are your eyes still red?"

"It's fine."

I smiled at her, "I just think tens of thousands of dollars of dolls are a bit expensive, and I can't afford them now......

"Oh, don't take it seriously, my sister told you to play, you can afford it, and Sister Nan won't dare to accept it."

Sister Ami smiled, "Who in the neighborhood can afford your great affection."

I hummed, saw that it was getting dark, and was ready to leave.

I watched Sister Ami eat canned yellow peaches just now, and my stomach was empty.

I want to eat something hot when I go home and replenish my strength.

"You're coming, I don't have a dime to do with you from beginning to end, you know!"

As soon as I stood up, I saw Sister Ami answering the phone, her beautiful eyes widened, "Tut-tut, can you change some routines when you chase girls, baby is long and baby is short, baby has no money, why don't you care!"

"Oh yo, what do you mean to buy skin care products, is that the price clearly marked, you want to soak the old lady and want to empty gloves white wolf, impossible, I won't go to the hotel with you, figure it out, my Wang Ami is open to business, serious business, not selling ......"

glanced at me, Sister Ami's words changed, "You are a deflated three, the old lady told you clearly, I welcome you to buy things, you are dreaming when you soak me, I came out to mix when I was a teenager, I am afraid of you!" Ouch, what's wrong with you sitting on the ground! Come on, come on, the first one that came in Taiping Lane, Honghong Hair House, the owner Lin Jianhong is my Wang Ami's eldest brother! Cover me! If you have the ability, you can trouble my eldest brother, thirteen o'clock, your brain is funny!!"

The phone hung up viciously, and Sister Ami, who looked at me again, smiled, "Firefly, I didn't scare you."

I shook my head, "Sister Ami, the owner of the Red Hair Salon, is your relative?"

A big brother who is close to the family?

"What, I'm naked."

Sister Ami laughed coquettishly, and her jaw smoothed in the direction of the supermarket, "Boss Lin is bent on pursuing Sister Nan, and I like it very much."

Yes??

I sat back with a good letter, "Boss Lin likes Sister Nan?"

That's not right.

I remember when Uncle Xiaolong's hair was shaved flat, Sister Nan still looked disgusted when she talked about the owner of the Honghong Hair Salon.

"You don't know, this is called Lang has affection, and the concubine has no intention."

Sister Ami pinched the orchid finger and nodded in the air, "Sister Nan is a very strong single mother, so we have to say, who made Sister Nan become a single mother, and who forced her to be strong?" Of course it's her ex-husband, it's a stinky man, Sister Nan has been injured, where is it possible to accept a new relationship, not to mention that Boss Lin has a criminal record, Sister Nan is even more reluctant to give him a chance, Boss Lin has no choice, he wants me to help him, and make peace from it, my Ami doesn't do loss-making business, I help Boss Lin say good things in front of Sister Nan, Boss Lin will be responsible for covering me, in Taiping Lane, Boss Lin is my eldest brother."