Aunt Jin looked at me with a question mark, "What do you mean?"

"Have you forgotten what Master said to you before he left the house?"

I lowered my eyes, "I am missing something in my nature, whoever is good to me, I will be moved, as soon as I am moved, I will have a nosebleed, and if there are too many nosebleeds, it will affect my health, so Qian'an will not dare to say good things to me, the worse he is to me, the better."

Following the path paved by Master, I continued to pick up my blindness, which was better than explaining what defeat was.

"Mom, your situation is real."

Aunt Jin wiped her tears and looked at me in disbelief, "When the third master told me before, I believed in it, and I muttered a little in my heart, who can have a nosebleed as soon as I was moved, you kid actually ...... What about you...... Has the menstrual affair been coming lately?"

Ha?

The conversation was quite jumpy.

From the problem of the upper three roads, I jumped to the matter of the next three roads?!

I shook my head, "Not yet."

Syllable!

Aunt Jin clapped her hands violently, which frightened me, but she looked like an old Chinese medicine doctor with an excited appearance of checking my pulse, "Look! My aunt said that you are young, how can you have a bad menstrual period, that is, your body is in trouble, and your nose always bleeds, so can the menstrual affairs go well? How much blood is there in a person's body, the more nosebleeds you have, the less you will have menstruation, Xiao Firefly, are you right about your aunt's analysis!"

I nodded confusedly, "Yes."

The idea is very clear.

No problem.

That's what I thought before.

If I really want to open the gate at the same time, I will lose too much blood and die.

But I've been tired from training in the last few months and I haven't really had a nosebleed.

I was dying, that is, my chest was tightness and shortness of breath, but my aunt still didn't come.

I didn't have to go to the doctor, I was able to diagnose the cause myself.

Too tired and mentally stressed.

If I were an aunt, I wouldn't come to the door to be a guest when I met my own relative, it was really a day without stopping, jumping up and down, the little angels were easy to flutter their wings and take off, and they had to go home halfway to seven days, so why bother looking for that unhappy.

If you don't show up, everyone will live in peace.

And to be honest, it's really good that relatives don't come, and it saves trouble.

"Little Firefly, Auntie really has to control the point to be good for you."

Aunt Jin hissed and wondered a little, "No, Qian'an spoke so ugly just now, why did you still have a nosebleed?"

"It just shows that he is really good to me."

I smiled a little helplessly, "No matter how ugly Qian'an said, his heart is good, I feel his love for me, so I will have a nosebleed, plus you, Aunt Zhang and the neighbors are very concerned about me, so ......."

Alas, no way.

That's what the situation is, that's what the facts are.

Of course, no matter how good my neighbors are to me, there is a sense of distance in the middle, and we don't need to live together.

Not so with family.

Qian'an gave me a particularly profound feeling.

From the time he stood up and spoke for me in his own way again and again, to the time he kicked the bamboo pole, threw me an egg, offered to teach me how to swim, and secretly went to the hospital with me last night......

Even when Qian'an pushed me down in front of Liu Xiaowen and pointed at me at the tip of my nose and yelled at me, I could feel his intentions.

In these boring days with only the constant baptism of sweat, I can feel Qian'an's care for me in many moments.

Although he has a bad attitude, he always has a habit of showing that I owe him eight hundred dollars.

I know, that's where he stands, the mask.

He was afraid that I would see through it, and that he would be seen through by several other brothers.

When it comes to my training, you can also see the contradictions and entanglements of several brothers.

They wanted me to get stronger quickly, but they hated me for not being steel.

It is also mixed with the mentality of wanting to exhaust me and exhaust me.

Qian'an is the same, in their contradictions

are all torn, and there is powerlessness in the entanglement.

In the face of my inability, they will also be born in despair.

Is this the so-called high disciple?

No, instead of watching me being crippled and crippled by Ciyin, it is better to drive me back to my hometown before I have accumulated a relationship, at least to ensure that my limbs are sound and my spirit is safe.

In this way, they can continue to sketch the image of a master disciple in their fantasies, so that hope can rise again.

People have to be a little bit of a head in life, and I can't give them a head, so they want to get me away and create a head by themselves.

Even if it's an imaginary rush, it's better than facing me every day and forcing yourself to live in a cold reality.

In other words, I didn't give them the strength to increase their pessimism and disappointment when they saw me.

Emotions and psychology are always diverse.

If you are happy to the extreme, you will cry, and you will not be able to cry when you are uncomfortable.

Who would dare to say that tears must represent sadness?

Does the ostensible 'bad' necessarily be bad?

I can't say that I fully understand everyone's intentions, but I try to understand as much as I can.

In the face of Qian'an's awkward care, I didn't deliberately approach him.

First, I don't have the strength to make him completely recognized.

At this stage, he is more or less just pity for me, I don't want mercy, and I don't need to.

Second, I think this is a big family, and you can't form a gang just because of anyone's appearance.

Qian'an and Qi Yihou are brothers, siblings, and whether I can integrate into this family is my own business.

can integrate, I am everyone's sister, and I am the rightful Miss Xie.

I can't fit in, and I can't pull Qian'an to let him get close to me alone.

This would put Qian'an in an even more dilemma, which would be unfair to him.

Based on this, I'd rather be a marginal person.

At least you can watch the integrity of this family, although the brothers often quarrel, they all have each other in their hearts.

They are unanimous and very harmonious, and that's what I like to see, and that's why Master didn't force them to accept me.

Master said that he would not limit anyone's nature, but what was the painstaking effort of Li Hanhan?

Quite simply, he is willing to let his brothers collide with each other with the most imperfect side, sting each other.

When the chest is torn open, what can be held with bare hands is a sincere and soft heart.

We are born alone, and when we are together, we are home.

"So, I misunderstood Qian'an......

Aunt Jin felt guilty and turned her head to look out the window, "Oh, what can I do?"

"It's okay, Aunt Jin, you are a mother to me and Qian'an."

I said, "Mothers don't really get angry with their children, and in the same way, children don't always compete with their mothers, so why don't you go and see Qian'an now and talk about it?"

"Well, I'll go see him."

Aunt Jin couldn't sit still and stood up, looking at me with a little worry in her eyes, "Little Firefly, then ...... you?"

"I'm fine!"

I smiled, "You can go and do your own business, the more you don't care about me, the more you love me, don't worry, wait another nine years, my problem will be cured, and then I will be hanging in front of your eyes every day, and you won't be able to bother me."