Chapter 298: This Is My Own Life
It turned out that this was the purpose of their collective visit.
Still is......
Wants me to go.
The corners of my lips are raised, but my eyebrows are lowered.
The bitter taste filled my mouth for a moment, and I didn't want to say anything.
Wu Mei looked at me for a while, and then said, "Qi Yihou has booked a ticket for you on February 20th, fly to Hainan, and someone will pick you up when you get off the plane, and take you to play casually until you want to go back to your hometown."
I sat there and didn't move.
A fist clenched with one hand.
The edge of the short nail also hurt the palm.
The tingling made me smile and look up at the five of them, "I'm not leaving."
Qi Yihou waited for the four of them to bow their heads.
Wu Mei faced me, her eyebrows raised slightly, "Little Firefly, you haven't looked in the mirror, your eyes are blue, which means that you have been in poor rest recently, timid and pessimistic, weak in qi and blood, and serious internal damage, in front of my eyes, you have no disguise."
Sighing, Wu Mei continued, "Qi Yihou and they don't want to train you anymore, because you have almost reached the bottleneck in terms of physical fitness, and there is no point in practicing again, don't you still not grasp the horizontal bar?" You can't climb over the high wall, don't compete with yourself anymore, you know, many teachers are praising you, Xiao Ying'er, you are really suitable for art, go back, be a quiet and beautiful little girl, why do you have to ......
I looked at them with tears in my eyes and a scrooked neck, "Are you just afraid of me dying?"
Wu Mei quickly turned her face away, not daring to look at me, exaggerated that he also raised his palm to block his eye sockets, "My mother, I really can't stand it, can you not look at me like this, as if I don't die for you, if I don't stick a knife in your ribs for you, I'm sorry for you, hurry up, you hurry up and do expression management, I won't eat your set!!"
I took a deep breath and turned my face to look sideways.
Wu Mei continued, "We are not afraid of your death, we are afraid that you will be half-dead Xiao Ying'er, these days Qi Yi is also struggling, whether to listen to Manager Qi's words and accept you, or to be ruthless, so that you can live for nine years with all your beards and tails, and finally we decided to choose the latter, so that you are at least sound, because even if you become like us, your longevity will make your situation more difficult, and you will live without people and ghosts, why should you ......?"
"It's my own life, isn't it?"
I really couldn't listen to it, "Whether I am alive or dead, whether I am abused by Ciyin to the point that pigs and dogs are not as good, the choice is in my own hands, once I could choose to be defeated and self-depleted, now I can still choose to be the enemy of Ciyin, let her let her come over, she wants to kill or kill me with her!" What position do you have to choose for me again and again! And who among you has the surname Xie?!"
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On the other side of the coffee table, they were suddenly speechless.
The five people raised their eyes in unison.
They looked at me with a look of surprise and a faint sense of anger at me poking a scar somewhere.
"You can train me, you can solve a lot of problems for me, it doesn't matter, because I am willing to fight, since I want to improve myself, I am willing to endure that hardship, but you are not qualified to make any choice for me."
I stood up with depressed eyes, "As long as I stay in this house for one day, my surname is Xie, no matter how miserable I am in the future, I am also willing, I am willing, you can go to the doctor if you are sick, don't come to me every day when you are full and have nothing to do!"
The voice fell.
The air seemed to freeze.
The five brothers looked at me in surprise.
I adjusted my breathing, "If you want to force me away, you have only one way, and that is to let me die of exhaustion in the training ground, otherwise, I just want to stay, even if I am useless, I will bite the West Building and fight to the end with Ciyin!" Look at the book
After that, I walked upstairs, "No, please take care of yourself."
"It seems that you are too well protected by the third master, and you haven't realized the horror of Ciyin."
I paused as I walked upstairs, and Qi Yihou's voice came from behind me, "Okay
Then let's go and see, and wait until the day when Ciyin makes a move, and you cry and want to leave, let's go!"
Turning around, I watched them leave the living room, and Qian'an followed last, walked a few steps and looked back at me.
His eyes were complicated for a moment, and then dimmed, as if he was ruthless, and strode to follow the brothers in front of him.
I stood motionless until the living room was completely empty, and then sat down on the stairs.
Looking up at the wall lamp, the light yellow smudges this small world.
Feelings of powerlessness followed again.
I didn't want to cry, but the feeling of holding back made me even more painful.
Gripping the handrail of the stairs hard, his fingertips hating to pick out the blood.
Master, why don't you talk to me in your dreams?
Please, tell me how I can buy time through the devil's fingers.
I just want to grow up.
Want to grow up......
Another nightmare, and I felt like I was in a labyrinth in my dreams.
No matter where you run or which door you open, there will always be the white-faced old lady standing behind you.
When I woke up, I realized that I was neither a human nor a ghost.
I sat there in a trance for a long time, and it felt unreal everywhere I looked.
In the morning, I cleaned up, sat in the living room, but didn't see a teacher come to the door.
I was puzzled for a while before I reacted, yes, today is the Chinese New Year's Eve.
In the evening, we will have Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.
Manager Qi specially called me last night and said that he wanted me to rest for a few days and continue to take those special classes after the New Year.
I tapped my forehead, was I scared silly? My memory is not good.
Sitting there in a daze, I didn't know what to do for a while.
I should have gone to read the book, and I sat back down, knowing full well that I couldn't read at all.
simply took out his mobile phone and dialed Aunt Feng's number.
I really want to thank Uncle Xiaolong, I don't know how he told Aunt Feng, Aunt Feng's text messages to me are no longer frequent.
The two that I occasionally sent also told me to eat well and pay attention to my body, and I was not asked to call her back.
I really didn't call, and as soon as the phone was dialed, I listened to Aunt Feng's voice, and for a moment I was about to burst into tears.