There was a rumble in the brain~

I leaned back against the couch with no relief.

Thinking is like an empowerment.

It's done!

It's all through!

As Master said, listening to a person is not necessarily listening to what he says, but what he doesn't say, but what he doesn't say, what he hears is inspiration and guidance.

Meng Qin really threw the bricks and brought back the jade.

Of course, she has weaknesses.

Her weakness is still everyone's weakness, and she's afraid of death!

This game of dead chess seems to be alive.

I looked up at my middle finger, she was scared to death......

But I have an expiration date!

Sister, I'm not afraid of death.

Fireworks crackled in my head, leading to a flurry of thoughts, and everything seemed to have a clear idea.

I patted my head, and it turned out that the master didn't help me find a way, but the answer was just there.

I am not afraid of what the enemy fears, it seems that I am the prey at the moment, but to Ciyin, I am a potential hunter!

She wanted to eat me early, but it didn't matter, I'd hold her tiger cub in my arms and see if she dared to eat me!

Do you dwell in the emptiness, and the emptiness is dust?

Fear scared my fighting spirit.

But Meng Qin, he re-lit the lamp of my hope.

It's the New Year.

It's really the New Year.

I leaned back on the couch as if I had crawled out of the mud—

Finally, the moment I raised my head, I saw a bright sky.

"Everything?"

Meng Qin asked softly, "Are you still listening?"

"Yes, I'm listening......

I laughed in a nasal voice, "Meng Qin, you are really my guiding light, I am not afraid, I am not afraid at all, no matter how bad the dirty things I encounter in the future, I dare to face it bravely, thank you, thank you very much."

Meng Qin chuckled lowly, probably tired of listening.

I don't care what it is, my mother is like a child, and she keeps talking about her experience on her phone, including thanking him.

Meng Qin was silent the whole time, until I heard sporadic sounds, and I couldn't help but stop, "Meng Qin, are you working?"

"No, I'm looking at an email, you continue, I'm on speakerphone, it doesn't affect you to post a thank you speech."

Meng Qin laughed lightly, "It's that your academic performance seems to be strengthened, your vocabulary is slightly lacking, and what you turn over and over is not the power of role models, or the model pacesetter, I seem to have returned to primary school, but you are better than my primary school homeroom teacher, people look forward to the future just to have high hopes for me, and your future is to draw a big pie for me."

"No, that's my true words, Meng Qin, I really ......."

I sneered, "Forget it, I'm not going to paint you flatbread, do you have time tomorrow or the day after tomorrow?" I'll invite you to dinner."

"I haven't had time lately, so I'm going to spend three days on vacation with my grandmother."

Meng Qin said calmly, "I have to go back to the hospital for an internship on the 20th, I have received your wishes, and I will discuss the matter of eating."

"Okay then."

I wasn't too polite, "Can I go to the hospital in a few days?" I don't want to trouble you, I just want to meet you and have a few words?"

Meng Qin didn't rush to pick up the stubble, and paused for two seconds and said, "Yes."

"Okay, then you can get busy first!" Look at the book

I laughed and was about to hang up, "I wish you a prosperous and healthy new year, goodbye."

"Wait a minute."

"Huh?"

I pressed my fingers and said, "What's wrong?"

Meng Qin's voice suddenly was very low, "Wan Yingying, I know that you have a dream in your heart, and I have also seen how hard you work, but I hope you can take care of yourself a little, don't always think that you have a special physique, we are all mortals, and if we are injured, it will hurt, and no one can bear it for you."

I hope that in the future, what will appear in front of me in front of me is no longer a patient who needs treatment, but a young girl who is full of vitality."

I seemed to have eaten plums suddenly, sour, but a laugh came out of my mouth, "You hope I order it, I will never be hurt again, I don't believe that we bet a hundred yuan, if I am injured again and happen to need your treatment, I will give you a hundred yuan, how about it?"

Meng Qin smiled, "Childish."

"Look at you, I'm just boring and naïve!"

I said, "Then it's decided, if I don't get hurt, you don't have to give me money to break this spell!"

There is a repeat and a second in everything, and there can be a repeat and a fourth?

Listening to Meng Qin's soft laughter over there, I mustered up my courage, "Meng Qin, after that, can I call you brother?"

He really resembles my older brother who I fantasized about when I was a kid.

It is both my backing and a guiding star who can show me the way.

Meng Qin said after a few seconds, "Just call me by my name, Wan Yingying, I don't have the addiction to being a brother, do you understand?"

I sighed, feeling inexplicably lost, and pretended to be arrogant, "Hey, we're friends, I'll call you Meng Qin in the future, goodbye."

Hanging up the phone, I looked at the dark screen, I couldn't tell what I felt in my heart, I was able to get close to Meng Qin, I knew very well that I borrowed Qingqing's light, but I was not Qingqing after all, calling him brother would only make him miss Qingqing more.

It doesn't matter, it's just a title, in my heart, Meng Qin is my brother.

I lifted my arm and stretched, and my whole body relaxed.

He went to the side of the incense pot and fanned the smoke towards his snort with one hand.

Involuntarily laughed, "Meng Qin, thank you."

What are you afraid of, and you only care to go up and see what?

Seeing each other day and night in a thousand miles, an inch of heart can be the same for life and death.

Back in the study, I looked at the books, and my mind was still pondering, digging deeper and deeper into Ciyin's weaknesses step by step.

The strategy gradually surfaced, and after a lot of deliberation, my chances of winning were still not very good.

The result was a little cold, but my heart became more and more calm.

For me, low odds are the norm.

I remembered what Master once said, "Wan Yingying, I know that you want to be sure of everything, but the world is impermanent, and life is certain but impermanent, so I don't dare to say that you are dead, even if you are more talented than many people and have no absolute ambition, how dare I bet this only bet on you?"

I closed the book.

Now the bet is up.

After I bowed to the Master three times and bowed nine times, the gamble began.

It's just that under the big bet, there are still small bets.

In the process, even if I try to win, what does it matter if I really lose.

I closed my eyes, clenched my fists with both hands, and silently read in my heart, "Master, I choose to gamble with Ciyin alone, at that time, I will not burn the charm to ask you to help, Xie Ying is alive or dead, leave it to Tianding...... If I win, I'll have time to grow, and if I lose, you'll ......."

My throat tightened, I seemed to swallow a scale, and when I opened my eyes, the bottom of my eyes was red, "You should go and find another high-level apprentice."

It's better to tear pieces and move with the wind, and a sound is better than cracking and groaning.

Instead of living tremblingly, I might as well break the jar.

But if Ciyin makes dreams come true, then I will bet on them.

I am fortunate to be alive, and I am alive when I die.