Chapter 306: My Own Choice
"For men, the head can be broken, the blood can flow, the world can be chaotic, the hairstyle cannot be changed, let me change the hairstyle, you dare to speak."
Qian'an sighed, clicked and shook his bangs again, "This is my Tang Qian'an's logo, cut it for you, am I still a gentleman?!"
I smiled noncommittally, "Forget it, when I didn't say it."
Qian'an turned his head to leave, but after a few steps, he stopped and turned his face to look at me, "You misunderstood something, I didn't help you."
??
I wondered, "What?"
"I didn't paint those paintings on the backyard wall."
Qian'an said, "That's Xiao Wen's masterpiece."
Liu Xiaowen?
I was slightly surprised.
I really didn't expect it to be Liu Xiaowen's steps to go up the wall......
"But you'd better not know, because Wen doesn't need your thanks."
Qian'an's face lowered, and he said dryly, "Everyone hopes that you can go by yourself now, only in this way, there will be no Hou Brother No. 2, or Liu Xiaowen No. 2, they may sometimes speak more ugly, but they are also really good for you."
I took out the kitchen paper to wipe the water stains on the dishes and chopsticks, but I didn't reply.
After a moment of silence, Qian'an suddenly said, "Hey, can you go up the wall now?"
I stopped wiping the dishes and laughed inexplicably, "Qian'an, is going up the wall the way you recognize me?" If I can't kick the wall in my life, you won't recognize me in my life, right?"
"What if it doesn't?"
Qian'an asked rhetorically, "You can't even complete the most basic sports, how can you practice anything else?"
While speaking, Qian'an took a deep breath and stood there awkwardly to continue, "I also asked Brother Hou, why do you have to let you go on the bar, you have to do pull-ups, and that belly around the bar, even if the third master said before that you have to be in good physical condition, they don't need to ask you to treat boys with the standard, obviously you are very good at endorsement, why do you have to let you play up your weaknesses and avoid your strengths, but ......."
"Brother Hou told me that this is not only a test for you, but also a thorn in their hearts, and they need a reason to convince themselves to pull out the thorn, only then can they be willing to surrender to you......
Qian'an couldn't say anything, and turned his face to the direction of the door, "At this point, they can't let go of their face as a man, and you can only give up their face if you complete the two most difficult ones, and even say that they don't even want face in the future, so they will follow you wholeheartedly, the problem is that you can't, you really can't do it."
I set up the clean dishes and looked up at him, "Qian'an, I don't need anyone to surrender to me."
Qian'an raised his eyebrows, as if puzzled.
"I don't need it now, and I don't need it in the future."
I looked at him quietly, "In this family, we are all equal, and what I ask for is just an acceptance."
"Hey, it's useless for you to say this, if you can't do those two, no one will be able to accept them......
Qian'an snorted and said quickly, then turned his head and looked at me again, "Okay, thank you for your hospitality, goodbye!"
I watched him stride away, and when I came back to my senses, I meticulously continued to wipe down the kitchen.
The work is done very slowly, very slowly, and the mood is clouded by a layer of gloom for no reason.
Locking the door, I silently walked over to the piano and reached out to press a few keys.
The notes of the single jump came out, and the deep sense of loneliness rushed again.
I am like a creeping fish on the shore, a corpse to be dried in the desert.
At the end of his life, he struggled to get something.
But every time, there is always nothing.
I don't want to tell Qian'an that I can do it.
At this point, it doesn't make sense to say this.
I don't even know if I'm alive or dead, so what's the point if I can be recognized?
Merely......
will still be sad, and will be unwilling.
I want to question, but I don't want to question, because of all this,
It's all my own choice.
It was still cold outside the window, and I smoked my favorite ebony fragrance, and it seemed that I couldn't keep warm.
If you want to express your chest, you only feel that the world is too cold, and there is nowhere to put your soul.
Feeling a little sluggish again, I took out my white shirt and looked at it, looked in the mirror, and compared it in front of me.
Thinking back to Meng Qin's appearance, he made sure that he didn't have those bad thoughts, so he laughed.
In any case, I still have some gains, thanks to fate, let me know Meng Qin.
The next day, I woke up in the morning with a panic and a vague feeling that something was going to happen.
I still completed the training task despite the discomfort, and after taking a shower, I went to the guest room to change clothes and go out.
Loosening my hair in front of the mirror, I put on a rolled-edge beige velvet hat and a cashmere coat of the same color.
The teacher who came back helped me match it, saying that it was literary and well-behaved, and to be honest, now looking at my clothes and kitchen, it really doesn't particularly fit the style of my age.
This cashmere coat is better, and several leather jackets are punk style.
Wu Mei said that this is what she wants.
Miss Xie, you have to resist in your heart, and you won't feel distressed if you throw it there once after wearing it.
What?
Do you want to wear shirts, jeans, and white sneakers?
Miss Xie, if you don't work hard against the loser, why are you taking me out?
So my age has invisibly risen by several years.
Finding a pair of booties and putting them on, I walked out the door with my shirt bag in hand.
The courtyard was quiet, and even Li Mufeng didn't make a sound.
I didn't think much of it, I was wearing a mask and walking fast.
Passing by the door of the company, when I saw my security guard, he greeted him, "Miss, are you going out?"
Seeing me nodding, he continued, "Mr. Qi has explained over there, where are you going, the driver can send you over."
I sighed, "Then please ask Uncle Nan to give me a trip."
"Uncle Nan didn't come to work, he took a long leave of absence to take care of his wife's body at home."
The security guard replied, "But Mr. Qi has explained to Cui Qiang, and Cui Qiang at the front desk can send you out."
Little Brother Cui?
I was stunned, "His leg ......."
"Don't worry, Cui Qiang drives very steadily, and Mr. Qi is very trustworthy."
The security guard took out the walkie-talkie, "Wait a minute, I'll tell Cui Qiang to drive out."
I thanked me and stood still.
After a while, Brother Cui drove out in the company's car, and the taste was still weird.
But as far as the entire company employees are concerned, I am relatively familiar with Brother Cui, not to mention the first time I visited the company is Brother Cui for me to explain, usually we meet at the door of the company, he will also chat with me, people are very kind and talkative.
Without waiting for him to come down and help me open the door, I took a step to sit in the back and said the address of the hospital, "Brother Cui, I'm sorry for your trouble."
Brother Cui said to me gratefully in the indoor mirror, "Miss Xie, you are so nice."
I put the bag beside me and smiled but didn't answer.