"Actually, Meng Qin's psychology is very easy to understand, if Xiao Ying'er, you want to get dirty when you see anyone wearing white clothes, and you want to make it bad when you see everyone, Meng Qin will not be able to estimate the risk."

Manager Qi said, "For an extremely smart and calm person, he will be willing to accept a controllable result, although you will lose your mind, he is completely sober, he can guarantee your safety, based on this, Meng Qin feels that this is not a problem, the identity of a noble person, has not caused him any trouble and trouble, of course, there is one of the most important premises, that is, you."

I didn't understand, "Why am I a premise?"

"If Meng Qin didn't want to get close to you, he wouldn't have come to listen to me say this."

Manager Qi's eyes were full of straightforwardness, "The key point is that he contacted me first, probably because you lost contact here, and Meng Qin thought of your previous injuries, so he found my number, so I asked him to come to the house, told him the reason for your injury, and explained the way you get along with your five brothers, but Xiao Ying'er, please forgive me, I lied a little......

"What lie?"

"Before Meng Qin came to the door, I called Yihou first and asked him and a few brothers to keep their mouths ......

Manager Qi said with a little embarrassment, "When Meng Qin questioned me, if this family gave a little girl enough love, how could she run to make friends with the homeless, why you were unconscious and no one called the police, why Mu Feng taught you to swim in a very dangerous way, why did you hurt your arm and ankle, and why did you go to the hospital alone......

"He asked me a lot why, and finally he said, 'Don't you see that Wan Yingying is lonely?' Don't you see how helpless Wan Ying should be?"

Manager Qi's eyes reddened slightly, "He said that even if Wanying should have a bad aura, this family can't not give her a little care, she is just a little girl, why are you so cruel to a little girl, little firefly, I asked Meng Qin...... There is no place to be ashamed."

I turned my face sideways, and my nose was sour.

My teeth bit hard at the tender flesh of my lower lip, and the pain irritated my nerves.

After a while, I smiled at Manager Qi, "Meng Qin is a bystander's position, I know your hard work, you have always been very good to me, I don't blame you in the slightest."

"I understand, but little Hotaru, are you too sensible?"

Manager Qi's eyes were moist, "My daughter will be angry because I didn't let her eat sweets before going to bed, she said bad father, you can't satisfy me with this request, I suddenly thought, you just want to eat a bowl of small wontons that night, but I still want to block you, in fact, you can make a fuss, but you don't, many times, you are very good at talking, but whenever you are angry and make a work, I will not be so guilty."

I looked at Manager Qi quietly and remembered the letter my father wrote to me for no reason.

"Manager Qi, can you not add to my distress in this regard?"

Manager Qi was slightly stunned, "What do you say?"

I lowered my voice, "After my mother died, I had no one to take care of me for a while, I was tired of playing during the day, and I would wait for my father to come home at night......

"Later, when I went to primary school, when it rained, no one gave me an umbrella, and sometimes I would borrow an umbrella from my classmates and go home, and if they were all picked up by their parents, I would run home by myself after finishing my homework, wash my hair, and do whatever I had to do."

The circles under my eyes were red, but the corners of my lips were leading, "Once Aunt Feng came to pick me up, I only remember that I was very surprised, and I forgot about it later, until I saw the letter that my father left me, I didn't know that Aunt Feng cried that night, she blamed my father, and made my father feel guilty about me until now."

I lowered my eyes, "If I hadn't been so excited at that time, Aunt Feng wouldn't have felt so pitiful and distressed that she cried, and she wouldn't have questioned my father about anything, because although I was expecting my father to pick me up, I also knew that he didn't mean to snub me, picking me up was a surprise, not picking me up, it was normal, and some of my unintentional behaviors would become magnified suffering in the eyes of others, so that people who love me will be born."

Shame."

"When this shame comes back again, it seems that I have been left out, I am a poor person, in fact, I am not, I am very happy."

Looking at Manager Qi, I whispered, "How honored I am, to be Master's apprentice, to be carefully cultivated by him, I have already won the lottery, then, don't magnify some more things, Manager Qi, you don't have to blame yourself."

I don't think suffering is something to be celebrated.

As a person in distress, confronting these is only because it is unavoidable.

I heard my parents say to themselves that they were too busy to take care of you when they were young, and they treated you badly.

Of course you will cry, you will cry, people are emotional creatures, no matter who says something heartwarming to you, crying is a touch.

The tears shed are not only grievances and unwillingness, but also part of relief.

When I grew up, I found that there are many, many helplessness in life. ap.

As a human being, you really can't do it all.

Cry appropriately, vent, and leave the bad memories in the past.

I'm in the abyss, and all I need is ropes to climb up.

Instead of hearing the sound of the cliff crying for me.

That would make me more uncomfortable and powerless.

"Manager Qi, your guilt will make me feel more guilty, and your self-blame will make me blame me even more."

I said, "I chose to take this path myself, and since I chose to lose my temper and consume myself, no matter what happened in the process, I was willing to pay for the result."

Manager Qi looked at me fixedly, speechless for a while.

"I've been a very ordinary child since I was a child, there are no edges and corners, my dad doesn't eat pickles well, I don't eat them, my dad says it's wrong to scold, I don't scold, I rarely express my opinions when I encounter problems, I always think about big things and small things."

I laughed, "Even my junior high school teacher said that I am a circle, and no matter what work I do in this life, I will satisfy the leader, at that time I was very confused, and I also felt that I had a lot of ways out, and I would think, even if I really can't learn, just be an amateur, and in the future, I will find a job that my family thinks is good, and my dream is just in my heart."

Manager Qi looked at me, "What now?"

"Now I'm thankful for the vows I made."

I said truthfully, "After all, there are many people who may be trapped by those retreats, so they give up their original dreams, and I cut off all retreats, so naturally there will be no distractions, and I can pursue what I want wholeheartedly.