Dizzy?

No way.

How can I get dizzy?

For a cold-blooded and numb person like me, there will be no problems at all.

I pushed Manager Qi away expressionlessly, even though my eyes were stung with sweat, my arms still swung rapidly, and I rushed frantically towards the high wall opposite.

The breeze pounded on the door.

The branches of the trees that shook at the end of their eyes were like the group of people in the audience who were so disappointed in me that they walked away.

Just let me sing a song.

It's just a song!

I climbed against the wall, and a double arm joint stepped on it.

The bunched hair fell apart at some point.

When the wind blows, the hair blows in front of the eyes.

I stood like a madman on a high wall.

Looking at the group of people below staring at me, I was dumbfounded.

Tong!

I jerked down again.

My legs shook so much that my brain seemed to tremble.

"Oh!"

Aunt Han clutched her heart, "Little Firefly, you ...... Hey!!"

Without squinting, I stepped back against the high wall, and after twenty or thirty meters, I sprinted again and climbed the rock.

The air gradually quieted down—

The breeze floats.

Countless emotions spread and invaded all around.

I rushed up to the wall over and over again, jumped down, rushed again, jumped down again......

Until another double arm support, I seemed to hear Master's voice in my ears, "Little Firefly, you have passed this test, and there are countless tests in the future, you will keep throwing away some things and keep making sacrifices......

Give up?!

Is this a renunciation?

Am I bound to be drenched in blood on the way to pursue my dreams?!

Master!

Am I greedy?

I shouldn't think about grasping with both hands, and hard with both hands!

Manager Qi's words rang in his ears, and he said that you should keep a good distance from all the teachers, which will be good for you.

And at that moment, I expressed my thoughts very directly.

I said, I like Mr. Feng.

Is it really like......

I don't want to lose her!

Climbing and stepping on the high wall again, I looked down slightly at the emotional faces below.

With my long, tousled hair, I burst into laughter.

I was stunned, but I couldn't help but want to laugh.

My shoulders shook when I laughed, and I burst into tears when I laughed.

With my mouth open, I was like a wolf about to howl at the moon, but I couldn't get a note out of my throat.

I was so choked that the blue tendons on my forehead burst out, and I hammered my chest hard—

At this moment, I knew very well that it was not a matter of disappointment.

The defeat is gone.

Not a single bit of consumption is gone.

That's why I was able to do so many pull-ups like a divine help, and wrap my abdomen around the bar.

It's just that I'm not happy......

I always think that Teacher Feng has been saying that she is busy after the New Year, even if I am in the hospital, she also said that she will come back to teach me after she is busy.

From beginning to end, I thought she was busy with family affairs, even her old friend Aunt Han thought so.

Who knows, she is running for me, looking for connections for me, and putting on her own face just so that I can have a good future......

Since I was a child, my elders have said that I am sensible, but today, I have to make the most ignorant move!

For the first time in fourteen years, I've failed someone like this!

I tensed my neck tendons that were about to burst, and finally my voice shook my chest and shouted, "Ah!!!hhhh

Tone falls.

There was silence.

The people standing under the wall all looked up at me nervously, and no one spoke.

I gasped for breath twice, and with tears in my eyes, I saw myself talking and singing on stage.

He laughed twice, and my arm waved violently, "I suddenly heard the sound of the golden drum and the sound of the painting horn, which aroused my Heaven-Breaking Gate Top Gun, thinking that the peach blossoms were majestic back then, and the enemy blood splashed pomegranate skirts, and I should fulfill my responsibilities in my lifetime, how can an inch of land belong to others!"

The soles of my shoes stepped on the wall, and I did the appearance action that Mr. Feng taught, "What is the foot of the clown, I can block millions of soldiers with one sword!!

Countless tears welled up in my eyes, and I finished screaming, but there was irrepressible anger in my chest, "Satisfied? Are you satisfied?! Why! Why do you have to put me on the wall! Why should I be on the bar! Why can't you accept me!! 「

"Why give it to me and let me lose it! Master!"

I cried out like I was demented, "I hurt so much! I'm uncomfortable! Master!!"

I don't know what's wrong with me.

The pent-up emotions seemed to explode in an instant.

Standing on the high wall, I cried and cried, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have asked for everything, Master, I was wrong, I should keep my distance...... In that way, Mr. Feng would not have paid so much for me...... It's my fault, my fault...... I just, want to win...... I want to win......"

There were so many tears coming out of my eyes that I stood with the slides in my head all the time.

This life is not very long for me, only 14 years.

The previous thirteen years can be said to be uneventful.

In the quiet mountain village, there are chickens and dogs barking, cooking smoke rising, neighbors, and dusk.

Through the tears, I looked at the sky, as if I could still see my father holding my arm and going to Grandpa Li's house to watch the lively scene.

Tear pull~

The tip of the pen scratched open the page of composition paper.

Since then.

My life has drawn a dividing line.

I can't do that panacea who always smiles and doesn't have a temper.

A lot of times, I need to learn to be a ruthless person.

This is not only to protect myself, but also to protect Mr. Feng, who is the kind of person who trusts me sincerely.

I can't let her sincerity feed the dogs anymore.

can't crush her affection, and can't wait to spit it out.

It's not worth it......

I'm not worth it......

The body swayed slightly.

Thoughts emitted a large white light.

My pupils trembled, and the light seemed to shine into my heavenly spirit.

I blinked in a daze, it turned out that what kills a person is not necessarily hatred, but guilt that cannot be moved.

Heaven and earth were spinning, and I felt like I was about to be sucked into a whirlpool.

Lean back straight.

I lay down like a force.

"Qian'an!!"

Aunt Han pulled her throat, "Hold her up!!"

Qian An didn't know when he also stood on the wall, and he quickly pushed my back, "Catch her!!"

My body fluttered like a leaf, and I fell in the direction of the courtyard with the strength of Qian'an.

I felt weightless for a moment as I descended.

In less than half a second, I caught a glimpse of peace of mind.

Yes, that's how it should be, if you fall to my death, will Mr. Feng be able to forgive me?

There were many sunny afternoons and the air was so quiet.

She clearly liked me, would listen to me play the piano and smile at me.

Can......

Smack~!

The cup shattered in the brain.

The fragment cut Mr. Feng's face.

Leaving only the back, she resolutely left.

"Once you get acquainted, I wish you better and better, but in the future, I don't want to see you again......

I closed my eyes, tears running across my eyes, just waiting for the last fall.

landed but felt no pain, the whole person seemed to be lifted by the net, and he was firmly encircled.

My eyelids opened a thin slit, and through the glowing halo, I could see many faces.

They all looked down at me, with countless worries in their eyes, and kept calling my name.

I tried to say something, and consciousness was lost.