Rue Xiang spoke much more bluntly, not like her anymore.

There seemed to be another person standing next to her, it was Zhuqi, the Zhuqi who had been waiting for hundreds of years, and the Zhuqi who loved to eat candied fruit and grinded beside her husband.

Rue didn't say anything more, she just held her chin and looked at her husband's side eyes.

It's like recalling something.

Chen Changsheng thought for a while and asked, "Can you tell me about the past?" ”

Rue Xiang paused after hearing this, nodded and said, "If Mr. wants to hear it, then Zhuqi will tell Mr. to listen." ”

She started from the beginning and talked about the little girl who had been so hard to expect.

Later, I talked about walking through the rivers and rivers by my husband's side, and then later, and then later......

There are so many things that seem to be vivid, but they are so far apart that it stands to reason that they should be forgotten.

Rue Xiang chattered a lot.

Chen Changsheng finally had a better understanding of He Zhuqi in these words, no longer thinking about what he used to be, only knowing that he likes to eat candied fruit.

The food was delicious, and the words couldn't help but make people ponder.

It's more of a puzzle and a lot of confusion.

On the question of who I am, Chen Changsheng was once again confused.

Yes.

He seems to have come to this world to figure out this problem.

Wandering between who I am and who I am and who I am not.

It's torture, but it's wonderful.

When it was almost night, Rue Xiang returned to the opposite door.

The courtyard was quiet again.

Chen Changsheng lay on the bench, thinking about how clean this day was.

He didn't know why.

It seems that I hate this kind of purity more and more, and it seems that the quieter I am, the more uneasy I feel.

If it was at the beginning, there should have been a naughty cat in the yard, and there would have been a big and a small one in the daytime, safe and sound, and there would be an old man selling fish in the market, and many, many ......

He's getting more and more vulgar.

Chen Changsheng thought that this should be a good thing.

Be an ordinary person, linger in the market every day, listen to the greetings of sellers and acquaintances, and you will not get tired of it for a long time.

……

After dark.

Chen Changsheng originally planned to lie down on this bench to rest.

But who expected that at this time, someone knocked on the door again.

It is fish red brocade.

The door was not closed, Yu Hongjin carefully pushed open a crack and looked inside.

She saw Chen Changsheng sitting on the bench at a glance.

"Sir?"

Chen Changsheng looked at her and said, "Come in." ”

"Uh-oh."

Yu Hongjin walked in the door.

Compared with the previous lack of rules, she seemed a little restrained at this moment.

"Sit down." Chen Changsheng said.

Yu Hongjin glanced at the chair in front of her, and then sat up, but her legs were too short to touch the ground, they were suspended, and she felt very well-behaved when she looked at her.

But the least well-behaved is her.

Yu Hongjin glanced at Chen Changsheng cautiously, and then withdrew her gaze, she wanted to say something, but she didn't dare.

Chen Changsheng saw her like this, so he came: "The matter of knowing books depends on how she decides, you and I, we don't have to deal with it, understand?" ”

Yu Hongjin paused after hearing this, and couldn't help but say in his heart that Mr. Chen can really hear what people are talking about.

She pursed her lips and said, "Hongjin She doesn't know about Sister Shu. ”

Chen Changsheng looked at her and asked, "Zhishu is more inclined to reincarnation, isn't it?" ”

Yu Hongjin nodded and said, "Actually, I also understand that I am a little selfish, but I just can't bear it, Sister Yun also told me reason, I don't want to hear it." ”

Chen Changsheng looked at her and said, "Children usually don't think about it that much. ”

Yu Hongjin raised her head, she paused, and wanted to refute, but after hesitating, she said, "I'm a child." ”

"yes."

Chen Changsheng smiled: "So you don't want to listen to these truths." ”

Yu Hongjin also thinks this is a good excuse.

She let out a rare sigh, but at this moment it seemed like she was a few years older.

"I really can't figure it out."

Yu Hongjin lowered his head and muttered: "Mr. Chen, why do people have to think about so many things, what is good, what is bad, what is willing, what is unwilling, isn't everything the most important thing to be happy?" ”

"yes."

Chen Changsheng nodded and said, "Then do you think that Zhishu gave up Shouyuan and now becomes a soul, is she happy?" ”

Yu Hongjin was stunned for a moment after hearing this, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't answer.

Chen Changsheng said: "Of course, it is understandable to consider being happy when doing things, but the world is unpredictable, and most things are mixed with joy and sorrow, so it has become a distinction between willingness and unwillingness, rather than happiness." ”

It took Yu Hongjin half a moment to react, she nodded sloppily, but she didn't know what to say.

She understood, but she didn't want to.

Yu Hongjin sighed and shook his head helplessly.

"Chen Changsheng."

"Huh?"

"I want to drink."

Chen Changsheng paused for a moment and said, "Chen doesn't have any wine here. ”

Yu Hongjin pursed his mouth and said, "Why is there nothing." ”

Chen Changsheng smiled after hearing this, and said, "Chen is poor and white, alone. ”

Yu Hongjin looked at Chen Changsheng and said, "If it were a different person, if it was Sister Yun, would Mr. be like this?" ”

Chen Changsheng thought for a moment after hearing this, and nodded.

Yu Hongjin looked at him, but said: "You are so cold......"

"Huh?" Chen Changsheng looked at her.

Yu Hongjin said: "You weren't like this, when you were in the lotus pond in the early years, you poured wine into my mouth, how free and easy you were at that time, but you are really different now." ”

"What's different?"

"If it were you back then, you would definitely keep Sister Yun, instead of saying nothing, just let her choose for herself."

Yu Hongjin looked at Chen Changsheng and said, "How can people not have any selfishness at all? ”

Chen Changsheng was stunned for a moment after hearing this.

Selfishness......

Oh, yes.

Yu Hongjin's words seemed to stab Chen Changsheng.

It seems that many things have become regular.

I don't know when Chen Changsheng hid his thoughts, and in the handling of many things, he seemed to be much more insipid, and he never stood on a certain side.

The cool breeze of the night blew into the courtyard.

Chen Changsheng pulled his shirt and covered his hand inside.

Yu Hongjin held her chin and lowered her head, she was thinking, and at the same time waiting for Chen Changsheng to speak.

But for a long time, he didn't hear Chen Changsheng speak.

Yu Hongjin asked, "Why don't you speak?" ”

Chen Changsheng came back to his senses, he paused for a moment, and said, "Chen can't explain what you asked. ”

He asked himself, but he couldn't find an answer.

When did it start?

Chen Changsheng was also impressed.

He became, not like himself.