Chapter 507: Understood
Her eyes were slightly confused, "Why can't you meet your family?"
"Because I'm not good enough."
I pursed the corners of my lips and smiled, lowering my eyes, "Everyone is alive, they have their own pressure and helplessness, to be honest, I envy you, envy that you can be taken care of by your mother, envy that you can eat your mother's food every day, and my parents ......."
After easing my emotions, I looked at her, "The one waiting for me in my hometown is my stepmother, and my own mother passed away very early."
The little girl was dumbfounded, as if she didn't know what to say.
"I saw Niuniu just now and was still thinking, if only I had the opportunity to meet my own mother, I also wanted to hug her and cry."
I whispered, "But she's gone, and all that's left for me is my thoughts, so I'm not trying to persuade you anything, I just want to tell you that we are all ordinary people, and we all have our own blessings or misfortunes, and what you feel bored may be what I can't ask for, cherishing what you have is the key to mastering happiness, otherwise, your mind will only be imprisoned in a cage and be miserable all the time."
The little girl's eyes trembled, "I know that my mother is good to me, and she takes care of me very carefully, but she doesn't understand me."
I didn't say a word, and turned my head to look at the ledge where Niu Niu had drifted away.
Gentle sunlight shines through the window.
Time flies, quiet and beautiful.
"Do you see those lights pretty?"
Hearing my words, the little girl looked puzzled, shook her head, and said, "I don't like it, I think it's glaring."
"That's right."
I laughed and said, "You don't understand me at this moment."
She furrowed her eyebrows slightly, "We don't know each other well, of course I don't understand you."
"No, I don't think there's anyone in this world who can fully understand another person, maybe even ourselves."
I pulled the corners of my lips, "Sensei said that I saw a ray of light, maybe I saw the crystal clear snow, some people saw the road slippery frost and cold, I sighed that the fairy forest outside the world was white, some people thought about when spring can be farmed, I said when the spring flowers and autumn moon are coming, some people say that they have to get up early to work tomorrow, there is the same scenery in the world, but the people who see the scenery may not have the same state of mind, people who understand you can understand you at a certain time, then it is very rare."
"Understand me at some point?"
The little girl's eyes were confused, "What does this mean?"
I motioned for her to look inside the bed.
The little girl turned her face and saw Sister Liu covering her mouth and shedding tears.
didn't wait for her to say anything, Sister Liu sat up and hugged her into her arms, "Ya'er, Mom promises you that she won't put so much pressure on you in the future, and Mom won't watch you study in the future, let's go out to play if we want to, Mom will also go to the hospital to have a look, try to adjust your emotions, if Mom can't control your chatter, Mom will send you to live in school, you must not think about it, Mom doesn't have a daughter, if something happens to you again, Mom will have no way to live."
"Mom......
The little girl let out a thin cry in her throat, "I'm just too tired from studying."
"Mom knows, Mom won't look at grades in the future, no matter what you study, you are Mom's daughter."
Sister Liu stroked her back, "It's really not good, we can stop reading, as long as you are healthy, it is more important than anything else......
As soon as the sour mood came out, I got up and left the bedroom.
Standing outside the door, I leaned against the wall and wiped my eyes.
Qian'an handed over a tissue in surprise, "Why are you talking about yourself sadly."
I shook my head to indicate that it was okay, eased my mood, went to the bathroom to wash my hands, and calmed slightly, "Incense."
Qian'an didn't ask much, took out the agarwood in his backpack and lit it, and inserted it into the rice bowl he carried with him.
I silently recited the purification mantra, opened my satchel, took out the remaining half bottle of mineral water, sniffed the smoke, dipped my fingers in the bottle, and said silently, "Heaven is born of water, the earth is sixty percent, one is established, the five elements and the base, the filth is flying, and the dust is purifying!"
As soon as the water purification mantra came out, I took out another piece of cut yellow paper, pointed my finger at the paper and silently chanted, "Chu Yuzhiying, heaven."
The earth is generated, the dragon chapter and the phoenix seal, and the capital is used to Chen, and the Fu flies quickly, and it is all over the Lingtian."
The paper shook in the sun, the golden halo dispersed, I took out a treasure chest and took out a small brush from my satchel, the body of the pen smoked in the white smoke of the incense, and the corners of my mouth incited, "The magic pen is raised, the eternal fragrance, my book seal today, flying to summon thousands of directions, quickly descending to the spiritual field!"
Qian'an silently cooperated with me, stared at my steps and took out a small jar of cinnabar, put it in the palm of his hand and waited.
The process seems complicated, but it can't be left behind.
If you want to be powerful, you can't take shortcuts.
I pointed at the cinnabar in Qian'an's hand, "Divine ink and spirit, through the darkness and the underworld, the immortal is really downgraded, and the clouds are quickly driven!"
A set of pen, ink and paper incantations were issued, I held the brush and dipped it in mineral water, moistened the tip of the pen, then dipped it in cinnabar, drew the incantation on the yellow paper, held my breath, the force seemed to be all pushed to the tip of the pen, and silently said, "Born with ten thousand insects, the rat is the worst, cannibalistic grains, eats silkworms, has a white belly and a black back, has a short hair and a long tail, jumps three feet high, and calls himself the king of the earth, and now orders five thousand cats, and gives up the rats in the hole, this goblin, with the ban shattered, lying on the ground, anxious as the law!"
I wish you the curse of banning rats as soon as it comes out, and then add the blessing of the hundred strange methods, "The sun rises in the east, red as the purple sun, a hundred strange things rise in vain, damage the loyalty, strange smell my curse, go to other places quickly, disaster will come to the blessing, all evil is hidden, and the urgency is like the law!"
With my pen down, I blew into the spell I had drawn.
The spell quickly folded into a triangle and closed the pores.
It's all done, then he exhaled and looked at Qian'an, "It's okay."
Qian'an comprehended the incense head, covered the cinnabar jar and put it into his schoolbag, and packed it together with my brush, "My eldest lady, you said that you have worked so hard every time you draw talismans, and you have given talisman paper to others at every turn, how big your heart is."
"Isn't the purpose of drawing talismans to ward off evil spirits?"
I said lightly, "It's rare today, Niu Niu was bitten by a rat in the ground, so I need to draw a separate rat forbidden talisman."
While talking, Sister Liu and her eldest daughter came out of the bedroom hand in hand.
As soon as I saw this kind of image, I felt heartwarming, and I thought that I would have a daughter in the future.
When the girl grows up, she will go out hand in hand and be the best girlfriend in the world.
Smelling the smell of incense, Sister Liu sniffed, "Mr. Tang, have you lit incense?"
I hummed, "I'm sorry Sister Liu, I just lit incense and drew a talisman, please bear with me."
"Where do I want to thank you?"
Sister Liu's eyes were already swollen from crying, she patted her daughter's back with great feeling, and then looked at me very solemnly, "Assistant Little Firefly, no, I should call you Mr. Little Firefly, listen to my little daughter, you are Mr. Yin and Yang, right?"
I nodded, "Sister Liu, my situation is a bit special, and the treadway needs to be incognito, please understand."
Sister Liu didn't bother much, "Of course I understand, you have helped our family a lot."