This one......

I was a little confused.

"Although I didn't want to get anything from Meng Qin, and I wouldn't seduce him when I was very sober, I sometimes ...... when my brain twitches."

"Yes, that's the cause of defeat, and that's why you can't justify yourself."

Manager Qi looked at me, "The third master said a long time ago that you are destined to live in misunderstanding, so you have to be a wolf-hearted person, not to say how bad you will become, but that you can get relief from it, is it possible that you have to torture yourself and be ashamed of yourself after every episode of defeat?" It doesn't help because you can't solve the problem, your subjective mind can't control it."

"It is precisely because of the terrible defeat that the Heavenly Dao will make a covenant with you, otherwise it will not hurt or itch or affect your life, just spend a little more money, what is special about you, a loser?"

Manager Qi said bitterly, "Little Firefly, you have to learn to let go of yourself, otherwise you will be sick in your heart, don't care about other people's opinions, they are not you, I don't know how bitter you are, life is already so difficult, why bother to trouble yourself."

I just felt that I couldn't breathe well, and all I was facing was a sense of powerlessness, "I can't help but care about other people's opinions in this regard, because I also hate myself like this, I didn't feel anything like this before, but recently I realized that some of my behaviors towards Meng Qin were too out of bounds......

"That's when he acquiesces that you can cross the line!"

Manager Qi's voice was shocked, and I became anxious, "It was Meng Qin who was too good to me, so I felt that I was arrogant and shameless!"

"Shameless?!"

Manager Qi's eyes widened, "This is what Wang Ba Calf said, come on, come on, let me see how diligent and thrifty the person who said this is, how diligent and thrifty, noble, and unsophisticated, who is his surname, I will check him!"

"You won't protect me anymore? Isn't that true?!"

I looked at him with red eyes, "Since I am a person who has learned the Tao, I have to live in a box, and I will waste it, I think back to some of the things I have done to Meng Qin, I am like a vixen, I forced him to ......

"Little Hotaru!"

Manager Qi interrupted me, "It's not that serious, you take it easy, the truly shameless people don't realize that they are shameless, what do you mean by doing something?" If you don't have a bottom line to cause harm to innocent people, that's what you do!"

"Who did you hurt? In addition, the object of persecution in your mouth is Meng Qin, the son of a powerful man who was born with a golden spoon, and many people can't get to know him, and without his permission, you can't even get close to him!" Look at the book

Manager Qi said, "And the reason why he is willing to pay time to you and tolerate and care for you is that in addition to his empathy at the beginning, he is more clear about himself, no one will go to lose business, feelings are like this, you think he is forced to bear, I think he has been planning for a long time, and the so-called harm in your mouth is essentially just a matter of wishful thinking, otherwise how can you have the opportunity to hurt him!"

"How can such a thing be wishful thinking? Meng Qin is not a masochist!"

Even though I knew that Manager Qi was trying to extricate me, I didn't want him to analyze the problem from the perspective of his family.

"Manager Qi, I was like a madman when I had a frustration, Meng Qin was putting up with me, in his heart, I was a weak person who was anxious and strong, he had a lot of sympathy for me, because he knew that it was the defeat that made me unrecognizable, the more I did it, the more he felt that I was pitiful, he was a very warm and tolerant person, you can't misinterpret his kindness!"

"Okay, then let's not talk about him first, your kid is too regular, whoever beats him will ......

Manager Qi rubbed the bridge of his nose and sighed, "Forget it, you tell me what is your most troubled problem right now, see if I can help you solve it, or, help you find the answer."

I calmed down a bit, "First, I don't know if I really like Meng Qin, and second, I don't know how to keep my distance from him, how to repay him, and I think it's too unconscionable, so I don't know how to deal with it."

"Okay, let's say we like it first."

Manager Qi took out the management

"You mean, you want to have a close encounter with Meng Qin, right?"

"Yes."

"Do you want to kiss Qi Yihou?"

"Huh?"

I was stunned, "Why are you kissing him?"

"Don't think about reasons and motivations, just tell me the results of your brain feedback."

Manager Qi said simply, "Do you want to or not."

"I don't want to."

"What about Qian'an and Mufeng?"

"I don't want to."

"What about the male celebrities you admire?"

I shook my head, "No."

"That is to say......"

Manager Qi said tentatively, "Except for Meng Qin, you don't have any boys you want to get close to, right?"

"Yes."

I nodded, "In this regard, I only recognize Meng Qin."

This is also the point of confusion for me, if I don't like him, why do I just want to be close to him?

Manager Qi pondered for a moment, "Have you ever had a heart for him? Did your heart beat faster when you got up close?"

"Does embarrassment count?"

I told the truth, "Every time I say something inappropriate, I'm going to be embarrassed."

"Of course it doesn't count."

Manager Qi responded, "Like is an instinct, like drinking water when you are thirsty, eating when you are hungry, there is no fixed answer, even if this person is useless, your heart will tell you that you are in love with him."

"That's where I'm conflicted."

I kept my head down, "I don't know what a heartbeat is."

Manager Qi pondered for a while, "If you are not a defeated person and have no worries about your life, and Meng Qin proposes to you, will you agree to him?"

I hummed, "Yes."

"Why?"

"He is gracious to me......

Manager Qi's eyes deepened, "And then."

"Meng Qin is full of qualities that I admire, he is excellent and dazzling, if I were a normal person, I can marry him......

"Okay, I see."

Manager Qi bowed his head, "You are far from falling in love with him."

I was slightly stunned, and listened to Manager Qi continue, "Love is blind and he doesn't marry, and there is no reason to recognize this person, no' Then, if you can say it, it means that your reason has been weighing the pros and cons, you are calculating, calculating the affection you owe him, calculating his personal value."

"If this person is good enough, and it happens to be something you don't hate, or even admire, then under various conditions, you will be willing to marry him, but this is the answer given in your head, not your heart that prompts you to marry him, in the final analysis, you are still making a deal."

He looked at me, "This kind of thinking pattern of yours is very common in business marriages, and even blind dates, men and women will take the lead in measuring each other's value without being tempted and not disgusted with each other, but your thoughts should be purer, you most likely want to repay the affection with yourself, in other words, you think this is an ideal way to repay the favor."