Chapter 610: Thoughts
"I know, I know you're in a special situation, and you're keeping a low profile...... But if my sister doesn't kowtow to you, I'm really sorry."
Sister Xiaoling was helped by me to sit on the chair, and tears flowed out of her eyes, "Play small, I have a strong personality, and my temper is also urgent, I remember when I was seven or eight years old, I caught up with natural disasters, the family was very difficult, there was no last meal, my brother and I were hungry and swollen, I had no choice, so I sold a pair of silver bracelets, bought some cornmeal, and made me a nest to eat, I felt very sorry for my mother, so I vowed to grow up to earn money to honor my mother, but I got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, I saw that my mother made sugar water for my brother in that house, and told him, you drink it quickly, don't let Xiao Ling'er know, your little sister is so picky......
She cried but laughed, "You don't know, that year, white sugar is really a rare thing, who makes tea from time to time, can make you a cup of white sugar water, that is the highest etiquette, I only know that night, it turns out that I still have two taels of white sugar at home, which was hidden in the cabinet by my mother, and when I fell asleep, I secretly rushed to my brother to drink, to supplement his nutrition, and then I took advantage of their absence at home, and chewed the remaining two taels of white sugar in a fit of anger and ate it all, my mouth was very bitter, not sweet at all......
I didn't understand why she was saying this, just hugged her thin shoulders and comforted her silently.
"My parents beat me when they found out about this, saying that I love to bite the point, and I know that I hold grudges and shake my little face, and said that I don't feel sorry for my eldest brother, and in the end, my brother and I get along in general, they all say that I am domineering and difficult behind my back, in fact, I am really not a shrew, I just want to be fair, why do I find fault, you will only pick if you don't do it to me, otherwise I need to choose?"
"Everyone in the family said that my eldest brother was sensible, so I thought, he is a few years older than me, so when he drank sugar water in the bed, he didn't think about what his little sister was feeling, even if he said, Mom, I drink half of it, leave half for my little sister, I can feel better......
She cried so much that her body trembled slightly, "In other words, if my mother secretly gave me sugar water at that time, I would also think that my eldest brother didn't drink it, he was tired from studying and needed to replenish his strength, but no one cared about my thoughts, and no one cared about my life or death, my mother's kindness to me was to steam a few nests for me, so that I wouldn't starve to death......
"They still have to hide the fine grain they bought and make it alone for my eldest brother to eat, and finally I left home, and my family also said that I was rude and willful, saying that I didn't want a good urban hukou, and I had to go to a rural person, saying that I was deceived by Dalin's rhetoric......
Sister Xiaoling looked at me with teary eyes, "Only I know that I haven't been deceived, who can he deceive with Dalin's character, what I like is that he is uniquely good, he can think of me in everything, and he can put me first in everything......
"Firefly, sister told you this, it's not that sister hasn't come out yet, sister blames her mother's family, these things about Chen sesame seeds and rotten grain have long passed, and I know that it's not easy to live after I get married, and it's too difficult to level a bowl of water, you want to say that my mother treats me badly, and she can't even eat it......
"When we were the poorest, we drank mushy porridge, my mother never served the table, and when she washed the dishes, she licked the edge of the bowl a few times and ate by herself, the old lady was not easy, so I should be filial and filial, because in her bones she is the kind of thinking that men are superior to women, and we can't change it......
Sister Xiaoling took the tissue I handed me and wiped her eyes, "It's just that I have this childhood shadow, what I'm most afraid of in this life is who is good to me, who values me, and really takes his life to be good to me, then I really don't feel unmoved, I don't know how to repay, even if I want to be a cow and a horse, I am willing to do that...... Xiao Ying'er, my sister can't tell what kind of psychology she has, and she wants people to be good to me, and I'm afraid that others will be good to me, if anyone is too good to me, I feel unworthy......
"Sister Xiaoling, I understand."
I hugged her gently and patted her back with my palm, "You're just too emotional."
Maybe Sister Xiaoling is the kind of person who wants to spend her life to heal her childhood, and under her emotional appearance, she lives with a soft heart.
Sister Xiaoling leaned on my shoulder and silently relieved her emotions for a while, "Xiao Ying'er, my sister told you this, I just don't know how to thank you, I want to recognize you as a sister-in-law, think about it."
, that's me Gao Pan, no matter your background or family background, you dump us a few streets anywhere, my sister wants to give you a big gift alone, this kindness, my sister will never forget it in her life."
"Sister Xiaoling, in fact, you really don't have to give me a big gift in this matter, and you don't have to worry about it."
Looking at Sister Xiaoling's slightly reddened eyes, I quickly explained the root cause why she would be bitten by a rat and cursed.
To tell the truth, I don't know if this is considered a sand raising, it stands to reason that the emotions have been rendered to this point, Sister Xiaoling also belongs to opening her heart to me and revealing her true feelings, but as long as I have a little eyesight, I shouldn't kick out the love sent to my hand again, it's not good to beat chickens and eggs, Sister Xiaoling don't say cry to me, maybe the style of painting changes, and the big mouth is about to withdraw me!
But I don't want to hide it.
After all, there are still some old accounts that have not been settled.
I don't know if I was looking too far-sighted when I said this, or if I was being abused by my opponent and thinking too much.
I have to guard against Ciyin, once I don't say anything thoroughly, and then let Ciyin catch something, the old lady will want to clean me up one day, and then pick out outside Sister Xiaoling's side, it is easy to leave other disasters.
Brainwashing by evil teachers is not a joke, and I can't have a grudge against the victim.
"Little Firefly, do you mean that if I hadn't carried your talisman with me since my ankles were healed, I wouldn't have been bitten by rats?"
After listening to what I said, Sister Xiaoling also figured out the twists and turns, "The talisman you asked my sister-in-law to transfer to me was just to help me avoid red wounds, but I didn't carry it with me at that time, so I was cut by a rake and injured my ankle, and then when my ankle was injured, this matter was equivalent to the past, and the rune paper would not take effect, but I took out the rune paper again...... I happened to be smelled by a mouse who has a grudge against you, and I was bitten by a rat in retaliation, right?"
"That's right."
I nodded and looked at her apologetically, "Sister Xiaoling, the day after your mother's death, I happened to go to another victim, and I inadvertently formed a grudge with the mouse, if you didn't work in the greenhouse with my talisman paper, I think that even if the mouse bites you, it won't be so heavy, and you will be so guilty, so I should do these things later, I must cure your deficiency, otherwise I will not ......be happy in my heart."