Chapter 933: Life is hard
Somehow, sometimes the words that are obviously very sad seem to jump out of the way under Miss Yun's sudden smile.
In the days to come.
Chen Changsheng didn't go anywhere.
For him, these rare years seemed to have become unimportant, and he no longer had to stop and go, but stayed here.
In the Tang Mansion under this replacement, in the pavilion next to the ancestral hall in the backyard.
The compote was delicious and fragrant.
Suddenly I liked to eat it.
Rue Xiang sat in the pavilion in the backyard of the Tang Mansion, she pointed to the pond, and said: "Rue Xiang has made people plant lotus flowers, maybe you can see the lotus leaves bloom next year, and when you come back next time, Mr. will be able to enjoy it himself." ”
Chen Changsheng said: "Chen has never done anything for you, so why bother." ”
Rue Xiang said: "It doesn't matter. ”
She didn't explain anything, but turned her head to look at the pond, and imagined the sight of lotus flowers blooming all over the pond, which was especially beautiful.
Tang Mingjing occasionally returns to his home.
He saw that his husband was always there, and he no longer mentioned any foreign affairs, and he no longer paid attention to some things.
Tang Mingjing is a smart person, and after thinking about it, he understood.
That night, he went to see Rue.
"Rue."
"Big brother came here so late, is there something wrong?"
The rue fragrance in the night did not sleep, can not sleep, people are old, there will always be some problems, the older they are, the more they can't sleep after night, one is because of the heart accumulated over the years, and the other is that the body is not good.
Tang Mingjing asked, "Mr. Chen is a little abnormal, and the eldest brother is a little worried about you." ”
Rue Xiang was stunned and pursed her lips.
Tang Mingjing was stunned for a moment, and when he saw her react like this, his mood turned into a sigh, "I really guessed it." ”
Rue Xiang lowered her head and said, "It's okay big brother." ”
Tang Mingjing took Ruxiang's hand and patted the back of her hand, he wanted to speak and stopped, but he felt uncomfortable.
"Silly girl."
Tang Mingjing let out a long sigh.
Rue Xiang smiled and said, "The world is impermanent, there will always be this day." ”
Tang Mingjing muttered: "I thought that I could die in front of you, I was a few years older than you, thinking that I would go first, so I wouldn't have to be sad." ”
"These unlucky words are not to be said, the eldest brother has to live well, and the days are still long."
Tang Mingjing rubbed his eyes and said, "Big brother is tired, he also wants to leave, I really want to go." ”
The two brothers and sisters in front of them are also two old men.
Tang Mingjing has long been tormented by these years and world events, and has no mental strength.
Pain and unwillingness but unable to turn over, such emotions accumulated in his heart, difficult to fade away for a long time, and the pain in his body and heart were tormenting him.
He really didn't want to live.
Rue Xiang looked at Tang Mingjing, she sighed lightly, after coming to Shangjing, she really knew the suffering of her eldest brother, the Tang Mansion was famous, not voluntary, stirring up the storm, it was also involuntary, success and failure, failure and failure, and she couldn't help herself after jumping into such a quagmire.
Now the aged Tang Mingjing just wants to leave a way for the younger generations to live, but it is so difficult, everything has to be careful, and if it is wrong, it will be a catastrophe.
Rue Xiang looked at Tang Mingjing's torture like this now, and she was even more distressed, but she couldn't persuade anything.
Rue Xiang has always been a girl who knows the rules.
What should not be said, what should not be asked, all should be kept silent.
The future of the Tang Mansion is not something she can say.
Rue Xiang only said: "Big brother, don't be afraid, didn't Mr. say, three points of heaven and earth, seven points of people, with big brother only, he will definitely be able to get through this difficulty." ”
Tang Mingjing leaned on his back, propped his hands on his legs, wiped his forehead, and took a few breaths.
A lot of things were about to overwhelm him.
Tang Mingjing realized that he was out of shape, and felt that this was not good, he had come to visit his little sister, but he fell into thoughts, where did this look like a big brother.
"Mr. Chen knows about you?" Tang Mingjing asked.
Rue Xiang nodded and said, "I don't say that Mr. will know, I can't hide it from him." ”
"Alas......"
Tang Mingjing looked at Ruxiang, and he asked, "Little sister, why don't you ......?"
He naturally wanted to ask why he didn't let Mr. Chen help, if Mr. Chen was willing, longevity was just a matter of hand.
Rue Xiang looked at the eldest brother and did not speak.
Tang Mingjing suddenly understood, and a wry smile appeared on his face.
Suddenly, his eyes were red.
"It's hard to ...... life"
It never occurred to him that both of them saw death as relief.
His Tang family stands in the middle of the world, and the scenery is infinite.
But in fact, he, the head of the family, is so pitiful.
The same goes for my sister.
"It's hard to ...... life"
Tang Mingjing said again, and a few bitter smiles sounded from the courtyard.
He thought back to his life, and suddenly he was confused again, not knowing what he had been living in his life, as if he had been busy for most of his life, but he had done some useless things.
Tang Mingjing left, laughing a little crazy, and shedding two tears from time to time.
until he laughed until he was weak and fell on the road.
Fortunately, Rue Xiang followed all the way, so she protected it in time and did not get hurt, and everyone in the Tang Mansion couldn't sleep that night, so the eldest lady accompanied the second lady and invited the doctor to come and see.
Fortunately, there is no major problem, and my face has improved after feeding the medicine.
Only then did the people settle down.
The rooster crowed in the morning, and when Tang Mingjing woke up and saw so many people lying by the window, he was also a little stunned for a while.
He didn't care about anything and left the place.
"Sir."
The second lady woke up, stopped him and said, "Master, where are you going, doctor, you have to rest, you can't be tired." ”
Tang Mingjing just waved his hand and said, "I'm fine, you guys should rest better." ”
After that, he left the Tang Mansion and returned to the shop of the trading house, and it was useless for anyone to persuade him.
Yu Hongjin recently thinks the house is quite weird.
Sister Yun is weird, and Mr. Chen is weird.
The two of them spent the whole day together, either where to go to play or to sit and gossip in the house.
Sister Yun and her husband talk about everything, and the two of them will laugh again, which seems to be some fun and happy things.
Although Yu Hongjin felt strange, she was also happy about it, because Sister Yun hadn't laughed for a long time.
Inexplicably, Yu Hongjin felt bored again.
She propped her chin as if she remembered something, and muttered, "I don't know what happened to that stupid cat." ”
It's been more than a year since I think about it.
You should have found Ruyi, right?
and Tang Zheng's kid, Yu Hongjin held a grudge against him, she always thought that Tang Zheng deceived the cat.
……
"Ahh
The cat in the basket sneezed.
Snorting, the beard moved, and the cat muttered, "Who cares about tanuki tweeds." ”
Tang Zheng, who was carrying the basket on his back, glanced back and asked, "Are you afraid that you have a cold?" ”
The cat replied, "Tanuki don't catch a cold." ”
Tang Zheng thought about it, his gaze looked ahead, and said, "We are about to arrive at the Bloody Dao." ”