Chapter 754: I Can't Speak Without Faith
"Of course it's complicated, your so-called liking contains deep fear, because you know very well that Rong Tang has the means to do things."
Su Qingge's voice was lowered, revealing an indescribable depth, "So your emotions will be very complicated when you face him, you appreciate him, worship him, and maybe admire, just because he can arrange everything for you, his calmness will give you great comfort, but admiration is not the same as admiration, your love for him is with a desire to conquer, and it is a very fulfilling thing to make a powerful man surrender to him, Firefly, you are a wolf in your bones, and all your love for him is based on what you want to eat him." ……」
"That's not the case!"
I suddenly collapsed, "Aunt Su, I admit it, I don't like Meng Qin that much, but I haven't thought about hurting him, over the years, I have given him all the love I can give, and I also want to be with him well, I don't just covet the material he gave me, I thank him from the bottom of my heart, I ......
My eyes blurred, and I wiped a handful of tears, "Since I was a child, I have always lived in a proper manner, I will do whatever the elders say, only when I am with Meng Qin, I will really relax, his tolerance of me, makes me feel particularly secure, it is he who told me, I don't have to be a good child, I can also pour out my bitterness, I can be ignorant......
With that, I hurriedly stood up, walked to Su Qingge's side, squatted down and held her arm.
For me, it seems to have grasped a life-saving straw, "Aunt Su, I promise you, I promise that I will not spend a penny on Meng Qin again, and I will not ask him for anything, I just want to have a good relationship with him, can you support us, just give us a few years, if Meng Qin is tired of me and he proposes to break up with me, I also promise not to pester him, please, just give me a chance, okay?"
Su Qingge looked down at me, but the mist in front of me was too heavy, and I couldn't see her expression clearly, I only felt that she pushed my hand away.
"Little Firefly, if you don't love, you don't love, it's a fact, why do you want to continue?"
"I promised him, I can't keep my word......
I cried so badly that I squatted there and staggered, and I didn't know why it was happening.
Obviously I didn't want to cry, I really wanted to explain my mind to Su Qingge calmly, but I found that I couldn't do it.
My heart is very dark, and when I came up, she picked up nothing left.
But I had a voice in my heart, and it told me again, that I didn't want to lose Meng Qin.
"Aunt Su, you can ask me, and I will do whatever I can."
I grabbed her arm again, "Just let me be with Meng Qin, really, don't let me push him away again......
"Give up being Mr. Yin and Yang."
I cried, and Su Qingge sighed, "As long as you give up being Mr. Yin and Yang, I will agree that you and Rong Tang will be together."
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My body shook, and the hand I held out was once again removed by Su Qingge, and the person also seemed to have unloaded his strength, and sat on the ground in embarrassment.
Su Qingge didn't rush to say anything more to me, poured himself a cup of tea, took a sip before looking at me lightly, "Xiao Ying'er, I didn't expect this reaction of yours, you should be very angry, no one has the right to interfere in your life, even if that person is Rong Tang, he is not qualified to do these things to you, he has overstepped."
"But Meng Chin gave me more...... I'm the one who really oversteps the rules."
I murmured, "It was I who broke into his life, it was I who made him feel pity, made him want to be companyed, he wanted to take care of me...... Meng Qin also told me frankly that there is evil in his nature...... Aunt Sue, I'm sorry for him, and I have to repay him."
Raising my face to look at Su Qingge, tears still flowed out of my eyes, and I sipped the saltiness in my mouth, "Maybe at my age, I really don't know what love is, but I am willing to love Meng Qin, except for giving up being Mr. Yin and Yang for him, I am willing to do the rest for him, I am really willing to ......
Su Qingge only sighed in response.
After a moment of silence, she held out her hand to me, "Get up first, sit here."
What does it look like?"
I shook my head and looked at her, "Aunt Su, you haven't promised yet......
"Are you trying to humbly beg me for something?"
Su Qingge's tone was slightly serious, "Although I haven't met Mr. Xie, I also know that you are an apprentice who was trained by him with high hopes and money, over the years, I have treated you as my niece, and even the gifts I gave you were carefully selected by me, without a trace of perfunctory, you have to remember that no matter what occasion or what you encounter, you must remember your identity and not lose your manners, otherwise, you will not only lose Mr. Xie's face, but also my Su Qingge's face!"
The corners of my lips quivered, and I took her hand and bowed to her, sitting down across from her in silence.
"Firefly, you must know that I really love you, otherwise, I won't let you."
Su Qingge handed me a tissue, "Wipe your face first, and my aunt will tell you why I like you."
I sniffed and took a tissue to dry my eyes.
When my eyes fell on the steaming teapot, I felt cold both physically and mentally.
"You're a kid who looks a lot like me......
Su Qingge's chin was raised slightly, and his voice softened, "From the first time I met you, chatted with you, and learned about your dreams, to when I met you outside the dance studio, and talked to you in the car about your prospects for the future, you said to me, the wind knows the grass, the cold knows the pine and cypress, at such a young age, you will preach to me, I sincerely think that you will have a great future."
I looked at her in a daze, and I didn't think she remembered all these words.
"In you, I see the dedication to yin and yang, and the desire to succeed."
Su Qingge said in a calm tone, "I was the same when I was young, I didn't want to follow the old path of my family, I didn't want to be an artist, I just wanted to create my own business empire, but except for my brother who supported me, the elders didn't agree, they thought that the fragrance of books can't be contaminated with copper stench, how can literati and ink writers be slaves of capital?" Until, I met Meng Shihui......
"I admired him so much that I thought it was love, and then we came together."
She looked at me with a light smile, "My brother's real estate company can become bigger and stronger, naturally with his help, but as I grow older, I gradually understand that my so-called love is just what Meng Shihui can give me what I want, he gave me a lot of aura, I thought, I would play the role of a good wife, but I found that when I got what I wanted, I was too lazy to pretend, just caught his handle, I quickly withdrew, the outside world thinks that I am unhappy in marriage, who knows, this maybe, is the result I want."