Wu Mei remembered something and looked at me again, "Little Firefly, in fact, I want to ask you, when you found out that Meng Qin's white moonlight was you, weren't you particularly moved? Don't you want to hug Meng Qin and make an oath with him?"

I nodded, "Touched, overwhelmingly moved......

"And then?"

"I'm thinking, oh no, something is wrong."

I said in a low mood, "Meng Qin's affection for me, I can't finish it anyway."

This was my truest thought at that time, so later in the teahouse, Su Qingge told me again that Meng Qin interfered with my ballet studies, and openly and secretly signaled to me that Meng Qin's behavior was very inappropriate, and I didn't blame Meng Qin's thoughts.

Because I have seen how much Meng Chin has given me.

Yes, he likes me very much, but he has always been very careful in front of me.

On the contrary, I took the scumbag's script, and no matter who I listened to, what I talked about, or what new words I learned, I used it on him.

If you want to say obscene, it is my obscenity, it is my obscenity, I am obscene, I use my hands on him, coercion and temptation.

And all of this aside, the five years we have been together have been the happiest five years of my growth.

My brothers in the family used to say that I was rigid, and they couldn't imagine what it would be like for me to get along with Meng Qin in private, and they probably thought that it would be boring for me to stay with Meng Qin, but in fact, we had a lot of fun.

The selfie, video, and funny singing in the curtain, is the epitome of my daily life with Meng Qin.

Meng Qin is like a big brother who has given me a lot of positive influences in my life.

It was also he who opened up a piece of the sky and gave me all the peace and goodness.

I owe him so much that I don't think it's enough to fall in love with him.

He should have gotten me throughout, and when he got tired of it, he kicked me again.

In that case, I think it's fair to him.

Of course, I won't say these things to my brothers, because I know very well that my emotional outlook is wrong.

In it, the hero and heroine are often entangled in pain and trapped by love, and the root of it is that they can't love it.

The source of my pain is indebtedness and guilt.

Meng Qin's love is too thick, but I can't repay the same sincerity.

This is the real crux of the problem, and it is also the fundamental reason why Su Qingge does not agree that I am with Meng Qin.

I don't love him, I still want to be with him, isn't this tantamount to humiliating Meng Qin?

The most shameful thing is that I still try to make Meng Qin become the same person as me, so that I can balance it out.

Su Qingge saw through all this, and as Brother Hou said, she saved face for me, so she didn't say anything too ugly.

I think I understand a lot of things, but thinking about one thing, and doing it is another.

The chat ended without a problem, I went back to the west building and looked at the phone in a daze, Su Qingge only gave me two days, if I don't send her a screenshot of the text message tonight, tomorrow the company may wait for a bad result, I was losing my mind, and the mobile phone rang suddenly.

I was startled, and directly touched the answer button, and I heard Meng Qin's voice come out, "What are you busy with?"

"In ......"

I hurriedly stood up and tried to do something, "I'm going to night training."

"Don't you want to eat ice cream anymore?"

There was a hint of a smile in Meng Qin's voice, "You didn't send me a message yesterday."

"I forgot."

I said, "I'm sorry."

"What are you panicking about?"

Meng Qin laughed, "I didn't blame you, and the ice cream won't postpone it for you, because I didn't expect that a certain little classmate would also have a long heart, and she also became a snail girl, it seems that she has really grown up."

Hearing his steady tone, I also laughed, "How do you know that I went yesterday, maybe it was your dream."

"If I hadn't checked the surveillance at the door, look

When Mr. Xie can still draw inferences from each other and shout sesame to open the door, he really feels that he is in a dream, or a very beautiful and wonderful dream."

Meng Qin said with a smile, "She is very smart, and she also knows how to pinch her nose to test the voice-activated unlocking system, but unfortunately she didn't deceive her."

I pursed the corners of my lips and listened to him continue, "She also left evidence of a hairpin, which, I remember, pulled from her hair."

"Well, I'm going to see you."

I feigned anger and said, "I wanted to feed you some water when I saw you had a fever, but guess what, I was almost strangled to death by you!" Doctor Meng, you are so afraid of being taken advantage of, you have a strong sense of self-protection, you are sick like that, and your hand strength can still be so great......

"I'm sorry, it's my problem."

Meng Qin's voice lowered, "Is there any discomfort in your neck?"

"Oops, I'm kidding, can I still answer your phone if there's a problem? You recognize me and let go quickly."

I thought he could make a few jokes, but I didn't expect him to become serious when he talked about it here.

I hurriedly changed the subject, "Meng Qin, are you feeling better?"

"It's okay."

Meng Qin said, "I've been waiting for you to ask for merit, but I haven't seen you contact me, why, don't you have what you want?"

"That...... Meng Qin, I want to tell you something."

I slowly sat back on the couch, "It's a serious matter, you can't rush me after listening."

"I can almost guess."

Meng Qin replied extremely calmly, "What did Mr. Su talk to you about yesterday?"

"I didn't talk about anything, I made a decision on my own."

I held my phone tightly, "Meng Qin, I can't talk to you yet......

"Needless to say."

There was no smile in Meng Qin's voice, "Yingying, were you threatened by Mr. Su?"

"Auntie, she won't threaten me......

"Auntie?"

Meng Qin laughed inexplicably, "Didn't you always call Aunt Su?"

"I was meant to call my aunt."

I stubbornly said, "It was you who were unhappy at the time that I started calling Auntie."

It's awkward to mention this stubble, Su Qingge called herself an aunt as soon as she chatted with me, but all I opened and closed my mouth were aunts.

The name is really different, and everyone is a bit like pretending to be confused.

"So you did it on purpose?"

Meng Qin whispered, "You want to remind me of something."

"We're not suitable."

My lips tingled for no reason, "I can only be your sister, I can't fall in love with you, I'm sorry, Meng Qin, please forgive me."

There was a sudden silence on the other end of the phone.

It was so quiet that I couldn't even hear Meng Qin's breathing.

This feeling made me panic even more, "Meng Qin?"

"Yes, I never wanted you to feel pressured."

Meng Qin's voice became hoarse, "But if you have a problem, you have to tell me, I am your boyfriend, I will solve it, I don't think there is any misunderstanding between us, what I need you to do, just open your heart to me, believe me completely, don't forget, what did you say to me on the night of the New Year, can we block out some voices first, and leave the rest to me to deal with, is it difficult to do?"