Chapter 1119: Don't Say It
Chen Changsheng smiled and said, "Chen is still a child, but you feel old." ”
Ruyi sighed after hearing this, and said: "Didn't Uncle Chen say that I was old, I didn't even notice it, and I reacted when I thought about it, I am almost fifty years old, and I can't be an old girl anymore." ”
"Okay, old girl, old girl......"
Chen Changsheng muttered, took out a piece of candied fruit from his sleeve, and handed it to her.
Ruyi reached out and took it and put it in his mouth.
She doesn't eat much on weekdays, but she likes to eat what Uncle Chen gives.
After eating the candied fruit, he looked up at the stars in the sky and said, "They say that when a person dies, he becomes a star. ”
When Chen Changsheng saw her talk like this, he said: "When I saw them, they were older, but they were relieved, how are you different." ”
Ruyi pouted and said, "Anyway, I'm afraid, I'm reluctant, how good it is to live, isn't it all here, Dong Mutou is also there, and Uncle Chen is also ......"
Chen Changsheng looked at her sideways and said, "Then how about Chen help you join Changsheng?" ”
Ruyi blinked after hearing this, but when she said this, she hesitated.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Chen Changsheng asked, "What's wrong?" Don't want to learn? ”
"Not really."
Ruyi breathed a sigh of relief and said, "That's it, um......"
"Uncle, don't look at me all the time, in fact, if you really want to talk about it, I still prefer a calmer day, just have a hut, plant some fields, raise some chickens and ducks or something, it's plain."
"Cultivation does not delay this."
"It's different, it's like this river and lake, you can't enter the rivers and lakes, but in fact, there are a few people who can't help themselves."
Chen Changsheng was stunned when he heard this, nodded and said, "That's right." ”
Ruyi propped up his chin, sighed lightly, and said, "So tangled." ”
Chen Changsheng touched her head and said, "With Long Jun's dragon qi and Chen's sword qi cultivation, you always have to live longer than ordinary people, don't worry, wait for you to think slowly, think clearly, and understand." ”
Ruyi was stunned after hearing this, and suddenly remembered something.
"Uncle Chen."
"Huh?"
"Did Grandpa Huang also struggle with this issue at the beginning?"
Chen Changsheng paused, but shook his head.
"He didn't struggle and faced his life and death, and for him, the longer he lived, the more painful it became."
Ruyi, of course, understands what this means.
She had read the notes left by her uncle, how painful it was to live forever.
Chen Changsheng breathed a sigh of relief and said: "When Chen was young, he also thought in his heart that it would be great if he could live forever in this world, but I slowly realized that if a layman like me was born in the world, what he would suffer would only be the torture of years and the devastation of pain. ”
"Those who are stubborn cannot help but live forever."
Ruyi was stunned for a moment when he heard this, looked at Uncle Chen and said, "Uncle is a stubborn person? ”
Chen Changsheng nodded and said, "Yes." ”
He just refused to compromise and lived such a miserable life.
Ruyi, who was holding his chin, looked at the stars above his head and said, "It seems that it is better to become a star, but I am worried about ......"
Grandpa Huang is gone, Sister Yun is also gone, the people around Uncle are passing away, but few people choose to stay, under the eyes of others, it seems that Uncle Chen has become less lazy and silent, and is slowly getting better, but Ruyi understands that Uncle Chen is just comforting himself in this way, and when he is injured, he will only hide and cover his wounds with clothes.
Ruyi, of course, understands that she has done such a thing more than once.
"Worried about what?"
"Nothing ......"
Chen Changsheng glanced at her and said, "Your thoughts are written on your face, it's not difficult to guess." ”
"Uncle is not allowed to say, so he should not know."
"Then I won't say."
"Hmm."
The words of the two were like children playing at home.
But it doesn't matter, Chen Changsheng thinks it's good.
In the end, Chen Changsheng only said: "Don't worry about me, I will live well, at most I will be a little down, but I will always live." ”
Ruyi met his eyes.
Facing Chen Changsheng, who was like a father, she was a little speechless.
She couldn't help but wonder, what a good person her uncle was, why did the world treat him like this.
"Go to sleep, Aang."
"Uncle goes to bed early, too."
"I'm going to sleep."
At night, Liuyunguan also quieted down.
But there was no silence, there was the sound of cicadas, and the rustle of the trees in the evening breeze.
This Taoist temple, which is not big or small, has accompanied Chen Changsheng for a long time, and it is like a small town in the green mountains later, soothing his heart.
There will be a day when the scar will heal, and it may gradually fester, but there will always be medicine.
Just go with the flow.
……
Early the next morning, Chen Changsheng went down the mountain and went to a teahouse.
The guy in the teahouse immediately stared at Chen Changsheng when he saw him, and then his brows stretched out again, and he turned to greet him with a smile.
"Guest, sit upstairs."
Chen Changsheng nodded, and then went upstairs.
The guy followed all the way and asked Chen Changsheng what he wanted to drink.
Chen Changsheng put the written letter on the table and said to his buddy: "This letter was handed over to the old blind man, and by the way, tell him that he doesn't have to come, and Chen is probably not here when he comes." ”
The man was stunned for a moment, and quietly took the letter into his arms.
Then he said, "My lord, but the hall master wants to see you in person......"
Chen Changsheng shook his head and said, "If you see it, it's gone, there's nothing to see." ”
The guy opened his mouth, but was interrupted by Changsheng: "Let's go and serve tea." ”
"Yes......"
The man responded, and then hurried to serve tea.
He waited aside, and then he didn't listen to the gentleman say a word, and sat quietly at the table and drank half a bowl of tea, and the gentleman got up and was about to leave.
"I'll send you."
Chen Changsheng waved his hand, but just said: "Busy with your go, don't send it." ”
Having said that, the guy still sent Chen Changsheng out of the door.
When the man arrived at the door of the teahouse, he didn't come forward again.
His eyes looked at the old man in green shirt who was far away, but he was particularly curious about this person, and there were many instructions from above, but no one had ever told him where this person came from and what it was called, like a blank page.
He has been in this Qiuyue Fang for so many years, just to wait for such a person, he hasn't found the door, but this person has found him.
The guy looked at the letter in his arms and sighed helplessly.
It wouldn't be long before he was leaving.
He thought, he won't do this work in the future, although he gives a lot of money in the white night, but where does he have so many years, it is difficult to buy an inch of time, and he always has to do something else.
That night, the man from the teahouse left with the letter.
Just as when he came, no one knew.