Chapter 908 Expression
"I also wondered if my father was biased, but once I won the Little Labor Expert Award, and when I took it home, my eldest sister laughed at me and said that it was a sweeping award, and whoever could sweep the floor would be given the award, and only those who learned nothing would take this kind of award as a treasure......
"Dad lost his temper when he heard it, he criticized the eldest sister, and specially pasted my certificate on the wall, and then told me that labor is the most glorious, and my award is as heavy as the eldest sister's three-good student certificate......
I muttered, unconsciously leaning into Meng Qin's arms, "Dad is just as good to me as my eldest sister, but I am much older than my eldest sister, when my mother died, I was only five years old, and my eldest sister was fifteen years old, catching up with her to take the high school entrance examination, and as a top student who was placed high hopes on by the teacher, the eldest sister was under a lot of pressure, and it happened to be in the rebellious period, my father had to coax her, it was normal for my little hairy child to be neglected, and when the eldest sister was admitted to high school, she learned very hard, my father and I were distressed when I saw it, and it was normal for my father to be obedient to her......
"And I also know a little secret from my father, the eldest sister doesn't know, she always thought that my father didn't eat prawns, but the eldest sister likes to eat, can't fry it, you have to cook it, buy the kind of finger-long green shrimp in the market, it's very expensive, my dad will buy more than ten at any time, buy it back and count it, if it's twelve, I'll give the eldest sister eight to eat, I eat four, my dad only eats the peeled shrimp shells, he said it's to supplement calcium......
I smiled with sour eyes, "Later, there was a time when people in the village had a happy event, and I didn't go to the banquet when I wanted to go to school, but the school was on vacation, and I met Aunt Cai on the way back to the village, and Aunt Cai led me to the house of the happy event, and asked me to eat there.
"That day I knew that my father didn't like to eat shrimp, he just didn't want to eat it, as long as he ate something good when he worked in the owner's house, he would always sneak it back to me to eat, I let him eat it, he said that he was tired of eating, he didn't like to eat, if I persuaded him again, Dad would say that he was behind when he ate it......
"I've heard this elsewhere, it's usually said by adults and children at home, if a child is hungry and eats his grandparents' good chews, his parents will say, don't grab food from your grandparents, you're still behind when you eat, but in my house, my dad often says this to me and my eldest sister, and he always says that he is behind when he is happy."
The bottom of my eyes was wiped by Meng Qin, and I buried my face in his heart, "Meng Qin, my dad is a very good dad, he gives us all the love he can give, but he is not good at expressing it, he won't say how much dad loves you, he can't say it, his love for his eldest sister is passed on through the way of obedience, and his kindness to me is also silently ......."
"In the two years when my mother just left, I always cried secretly, and when I saw the aunt in the village, I would think of my mother, one day I squatted at the door to play, and I cried while playing, Aunt Qiao saw me and asked me what's wrong, I said that I was blind, in fact, I just suddenly missed my mother, but I didn't dare to say, said Aunt Qiao would think I was pitiful, and then Aunt Qiao told my dad about it, and my dad didn't ask me much, but he took me to my mother's grave every year, and told my mother on the grave that he would take care of me and my eldest sister, When I came back, my father carried me to his shoulder, kept teasing me, and took me to the town where he bought me a picture book and watercolor pens......
Memories opened the floodgates, and many, many images came to mind.
Dad is not a good father in the traditional sense, after dinner at night, he lies on the kang and sleeps.
The biggest concern for me in my studies is to ask if I have finished my homework.
He doesn't help me correct my typos or teach me arithmetic, he doesn't have that mind.
When I was in my second year of junior high school, he saw a variety show on TV, and when he heard the host say that the music started, my dad was interested, and he learned the host's English, and he called out Disk!
"Hey, San'er, why didn't Dad pronounce it right, I didn't get this sound on it, is it Disk?"
"The word for music is usic."
"Fallacious thief~!"
Dad finished learning in front of the TV, looked at me and smiled, "It has to be my old daughter, San'er, you haven't read this book in vain, there is a future, Dad will be blessed in the future!"
That's my dad.
Sometimes the heart is the same as that of a child.
He also has the stubbornness to have a son, and he is very good at pretending to be stupid in the face of the eugenics propagandists in the village.
One of the things you educate you, I insist on mine, anyway, I listen to the teachings, and I will be born when I should be born.
Because of this, the village's evaluation of Dad is mixed.
Most of them think that his character is very good, but they fall into the old idea of patriarchy.
Aunt Qiao also persuaded him to change the name of me and my eldest sister, whatever is it, there will be a son, it should be a son, it is better to change the name that is more suitable for the little girl.
At this time, Dad was a scholar again, "The name of Lailai means to be my daughter, and the name of San'er means that she should be my daughter, why is this name not suitable for girls?" Isn't it easy to rename from Cui Ah? At the very least, the name of the eldest and third child in my family is unique in the village!"
The people in the village clearly said that my dad couldn't do it, and they all said that my dad was justifying himself, after all, my second sister's name was Zhaozhao, didn't this recruit me, to me, I can only say that my dad has learned well, and I dare not come to Zhaozhao to continue to call by name, it should be my brother to cut off, and the fourth brother is no longer a brother, and God can't see it.
In the end, my dad got what he wanted, with Xiaojie, but I couldn't guess if I didn't go back to the village, and the people in the village would continue to criticize my dad behind my back.
There is no impermeable wall in the world, the eldest sister's behavior of not going home can explain everything, plus I can't go home, they all have to think that our sisters are blocking the air with our father, and they are angry that he has a bowl of water.
"But no one knows, what is it like when the door is closed, my dad has never treated me and my eldest sister badly, many young people have dreams on their lips, they want to have fame and fortune, they want to have a famous car and a mansion, these can be understood, so what's wrong with my dad wanting a son."
I said in a whisper, "Why do you think that if he is a man, he will definitely be able to ignore a woman, I think, my dad is very brave, many people have this thought, want a son, dare not say it, but my dad doesn't care, he said his true thoughts openly, Aunt Feng is marrying Ming Media, isn't it normal for the two to have children after marriage? Why is it that he is not right, he is not good to me and my eldest sister, my dad is very good, he has always been good......
Meng Qin hugged me and didn't respond, quietly accompanying me to digest my emotions.
My nagging brain was empty, and I raised my face to look at him, "My dad is your father-in-law, and you will be good to my dad in the future."
Meng Qin looked down at me, and a smile tugged at the corner of his lips, "Is it because I didn't say hello to my father-in-law just now?"