Chapter Ninety-Five: Guan Ying's Thoughts
What happened in the game today not only made Guan Ying see the shining points of Liu Baotian, but also made her completely understand that she had misunderstood the other party at the beginning.
However, at this time, Guan Ying did not apologize to Liu Baotian as before, but when she saw the heroic Liu Baotian on the stage, she actually had a feeling of blushing and heartbeat.
Especially when Feng Dezhi boasted to Liu Baotian and let her understand the unknown side of the other party, she actually had an inexplicable appreciation for Liu Baotian.
But then, she immediately fell into feelings of self-blame, introspection, and even panic, which also filled her thoughts.
Because at this time, Guan Ying actually felt that she seemed to be emotionally derailed! And she actually had strange feelings for a man other than her boyfriend, and this person turned out to be her student.
For a woman like Guan Ying, who puts character first, she actually has the feeling that she has done something wrong.
Therefore, although she still wanted to understand Liu Baotian through Feng Dezhi, she immediately interrupted the other party's words.
Then Guan Ying, who was ashamed and embarrassed, twisted her head to the side, for fear that Feng Dezhi would see her true emotions from her face.
Although no one has ever seen Guan Ying fall in love, she does have a boyfriend, and she has been together for more than 3 years, but her relationship, like herself, is somewhat too literary.
In her third year of high school, Guan Ying saw a small poem called "To the Future Youth" in a youth magazine, and in the eyes of later generations, this magazine was somewhat ill and the audience was not much.
But back then, this magazine was the favorite of many literary and artistic young people, and Guan Ying was a must-read every month!
So when she flipped through this little poem "To the Future Youth" from this magazine, she fell into deep thought.
At that time, she was fascinated by the youth and distance described in the poem at a glance, and at the same time, Guan Ying also became interested in the author of this poem!
And in her opinion, the author who can write a poem that touches her soul must be someone who shares her goals.
Then she contacted the magazine and wrote her first letter to the young author.
In the 80s, the social atmosphere was still very simple, and the most popular among young people in that era were not singers and actors, but writers and poets.
And in the 80s, if anyone could write poetry, it was definitely sought after as a talent.
Therefore, Guan Ying, a young man in literature and art, although she has infinite longing for the author of this poem, she does not expect too much, after all, in her eyes, the author at this time is already a "successful person".
Half a month later, Guan Ying finally waited for the author's reply, and she was pleasantly surprised to find that the author of this poem was not only a senior high school student, but also his home was not far from Yunlong City, and the most important thing was that the author of this poem wanted to be admitted to the University of Petroleum and become an oil worker who contributed to the country in the future, and he also asked a lot about the oil field in the letter.
After a few letters, Guan Ying felt that this boy named Su Daming was a talented, capable, and noble man with unlimited responsibility and wanted to dedicate everything to the motherland.
Later, Guan Ying and him chatted more and more speculatively, and throughout the third year of high school, in addition to studying, Guan Ying thought about what Su Daming looked like the most!
It was also at that time that Guan Ying began to have secret feelings for Su Daming.
After the college entrance examination, Guan Ying was admitted to Yunlong Oil College, while Su Daming was admitted to the University of Petroleum, and during this holiday, the two young men and women finally came to reality.
However, when the two met for the first time, Guan Ying found that the Su Daming imagined in her mind seemed to be different from him in reality.
In reality, Su Daming is not as handsome as Guan Ying thinks, and the local accent is quite thick when he speaks, and he always has a look of Lao Tzu being the best in the world on his face, and he is also boastful when he speaks, making him look like he was born at the wrong time.
To be honest, the moment Guan Ying saw Su Daming, she was disappointed! But after all, the two have been chatting for a whole year, and for countless nights, Guan Ying has countless fantasies about Su Daming.
So although Guan Ying was disappointed, when she told herself: The most important thing for a man is the soul, not the outside!
In addition, Su Daming seems to like Guan Ying very much, and after returning home, Su Daming is even more crazy to write love poems to pursue Guan Ying, and finally Guan Ying is lost in this love poem.
So in the sophomore year, Guan Ying finally agreed to become Su Daming's girlfriend, and in Guan Ying's opinion, Su Daming, who has a broad mind, will definitely do something big.
Although the two are in love, they get together for a short time, and most of the time they communicate their feelings through text, even if it is convenient to call later, this habit has continued to this day.
It is precisely because of Su Daming that in the past few years in college, even though countless boys have pursued her, Guan Ying has never been moved.
The capital and Yunlong are hundreds of kilometers away, and the transportation in this era is not developed, so after the two establish a relationship, the two really have no chance to meet.
Although the two also met a few times during this period, whenever Su Daming wanted to take Guan Ying to some private places, she felt a little uncomfortable.
However, Guan Ying, who has no experience in love, didn't realize that the reason why she resisted continuing to develop with Su Daming was not because she was shy, or because she was conservative! It's because she has never had feelings for Su Daming.
Especially once, when Su Daming wanted to kiss Guan Ying, he felt inexplicably disgusting, and then let go of it and slapped him.
It was from that moment that Guan Ying began to wonder if she really liked him!
But even so, the relationship continues to this day.
In addition to Guan Ying's feeling that she is a little reluctant to give up her relationship for several years, the more reason is that she has never felt the so-called "love" in other men!
A month ago, Su Daming, a senior, signed a contract with Yunlong Oilfield, and in half a year, Su Daming is about to return to Yunlong Oilfield, and although Guan Ying is still a little confused, she is still ready to marry Su Daming as agreed.
So even though Liu Baotian at this time made her heart ripple, when she realized that Feng Dezhi wanted to add fuel to the relationship, she immediately said: "Director Feng, I have a boyfriend." ”
Guan Ying is like this, although she looks very well-behaved, but in fact she is a very assertive person, although most of the time, she will follow everyone's wishes, but as long as others involve her bottom line, Guan Ying will immediately refuse.
As soon as Guan Ying finished saying this, Feng Dezhi smiled awkwardly, and then said to himself: "Teacher Guan, people have to be realistic, don't live in ethereal fantasies, especially in love, after all, you have to talk face-to-face, and writing a letter is unreliable." ”
Obviously, Feng Dezhi knew about the relationship between Guan Ying and Su Daming, and although he said this tactfully, the meaning of his words was also clear: girl, can you fall in love by writing a letter? You'll understand when you get to reality.
If this was placed on weekdays, Guan Ying would probably have been hit with a soft nail a long time ago, but today she didn't know why, and she couldn't say a word.
At this time, Guan Ying's eyes were also on Liu Baotian's face on the stage, and that resolute but upright appearance also made her lose her mind!
Yes, Guan Ying began to waver at this time.
The award ceremony was over, Liu Baotian did not go back to school with Feng Dezhi and Guan Ying, but said hello and left with Zheng Liwen in the car.
And Guan Ying, who was bent on chatting with Liu Baotian on the road, inevitably showed a disappointed expression at this time, but what Guan Ying didn't expect was that Liu Baotian, who made her a little nymphomaniac at this time, actually attracted the attention of another woman.
It was this woman who made Guan Ying put away the love she had just flipped up