My wolf cub sweetheart (46)
Money matters.
Especially in her world, only with money can you have the motivation to live, only with money can you have the right to speak, and only with money can you have the ability to see everything.
She knows the importance of money better than anyone.
For herself and for others, she needs to make money with a clear conscience, after all, that society is not very friendly to people like her, and even during the period when the college entrance examination is over, there are people who continue to harass and intimidate her.
At one important stage after another in her life, she failed.
In the end, in order to survive, she can only choose a job that others will avoid when they hear it.
It was that kind of job that made her see this society more clearly and made her a mercenary person.
But now, perhaps because of the environment, she feels that there are some things that may be more important than money.
Like, life.
For example, today.
It gives itself the care and care that money can't buy, and this feeling of being protected in its arms is really comfortable.
Ding Bao loved it.
Liked it from the beginning, no reason, it's all an inner voice.
Holding it, Ding Bao tried to get closer, listening to its heartbeat in this silent cave, and expressing his feelings with movements without saying a word.
"I'm so tired......"
Before she felt the warmth, she didn't know that life could be so easy, she opened her eyes and worked hard for the next day's breakfast, she didn't have to take revenge when she was bullied, and she didn't have to curl up in the corner and grit her teeth when she was sick.
She could really stop.
From the first rays of sunshine in the morning, admire the tired birds returning to the forest, listen to the murmuring of the stream, feel the wind and sunshine, and smell the flowers and plants.
Every time he was sick in the past, Ding Bao would give money to a slightly trustworthy person in advance, let him help pay attention to his dynamics, if he died at home, ask him to help contact the crematorium, if he died in the hospital, ask him to act as a family member to claim her body, and then send it to the crematorium for cremation, and the cremated ashes do not need to be buried in much place, she bought herself a piece of land in the countryside in advance, a good place by the mountains and rivers, and then just bury the ashes at the foot of the mountain.
And now she doesn't care what happens to her body when she dies.
After all, this is a primeval forest, and there are only two ways to dispose of all corpses, one entrance, one into the earth, there are always kind animals to help you deal with it, and the final outcome is to return to dust, although it is a little cruel to think about it, but the dead are dead, no matter what to do.
And Ding Bao believes that the black wolf will not let his body be eaten by other beasts, it may eat it itself, or it may dig a pit and bury her.
Who knows.
It loves itself anyway, and that's enough.
Anyone who loves her can do anything to her.
The more Ding Bao thought about it, the more relaxed he became, and the more he liked the fluffy black dog in his arms.
Its heartbeat was loud, Ding Bao listened to it, and his heart became steady, holding it and falling asleep.
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For three whole months, the black wolf has been staying with Ding Bao in this isolated space, although there is sunshine and streams, but compared with the boundless forest outside, this place is like a man-made forest, the trees are low, the thickest one is only the thickness of a person embracing, and the animals inside are all ordinary small beasts, not aggressive.
It was like a huge cave, except that the top was hewn open to let in the sunlight, and Ding Bao had ridden on the back of a black wolf to spare a circle here, and she had seen many traces of humans.
Probably a long, long time ago, there were humans who stayed here, and in order to live safely in this forest, they found such a hidden place to live.
Obviously, this place is calm and peaceful, and it is indeed suitable for the survival of humans with extremely poor combat effectiveness.
But the black wolf is different.
It is smart, powerful, the overlord of this forest, a natural king.
It doesn't need to work together to catch its prey, and it doesn't need to rely on any external forces to survive freely, so it leaves the wolf pack just to be truly free and release the most primitive wildness.
But now, it is such a beast that combines wildness, wisdom, and strength, but it accompanies Ding Bao day and night to hide in such a small cave.
It used to be the freest creature in the forest, leisurely walking around in this forest, Ding Bao knew that it was free, but she also knew that she couldn't do without it.
The black wolf left everything behind, knowing only one thing, that is, Ding Bao needed it.
How long this life would last, it didn't think.
The longer the better.
Seeing the sun rising in the east and setting in the west overhead, day after day, Ding Bao's body still did not improve.
From the beginning of opening his eyes in the morning, the first thing is to wash, the stream that runs through the forest will also pass here, the water brought is clear and clean, the water used for Ding Bao's three meals a day is all taken directly from the inside, and there is no problem at all when drinking after boiling, the original owner's stomach is very fragile, and drinking direct drinking water in the city will cause diarrhea, but the water in this creek has no reaction at all.
After washing, it was time for Ding Bao's favorite part, which was to watch the black wolf go into the water and take a bath.
It's not so much a bath as it's playing in the water, and it seems that both dogs and wolves like to go into the water and stir.
Unlike dogs, the black wolf will deliberately maintain its image in front of Ding Bao, and its thick black hair will cling to its body after being soaked in water, outlining a stronger and more upright figure, especially the hair on its back, which is even more supple and smooth, like a black satin, falling with the dripping stream in the sun, bathing in dazzling light.
It likes to bite the fish coming and going in the water, and from time to time it will throw one or two to the shore, looking at the big fat fish jumping on the grass, Ding Bao's eyebrows and eyes are crooked, carrying a bucket and a cane to pick up fish, this kind of blue fish soup is the most delicious, and the peeled fish meat has no thorns, Ding Bao is greedy, so let the black wolf stay in the water for a while.
"Shake it, today, shake it!"
Ding Bao, who picked up the fish, sat on the shore and shouted with a smile, the ears of the black wolf not far away moved, and obediently shook his head and rotated with the water of the whole body, and the overwhelming water droplets came to him, Ding Bao squinted his eyes and reached out to block, the light under his eyes was shining, and the crisp laughter made the black wolf's tail can't help but swing back and forth in the water.
After three or two throws of water, the black wolf's black silk hairs were half dry, and locks of hair drooped on his body, including the big wet tail was still dripping.
At this time, Ding Bao beckoned and put the big towel he brought on his left leg.
"Come here."
The black wolf stepped on the water, obediently walked in front of Ding Bao, and then silently lay at her feet, and she wrapped her head in a big towel and rubbed it.