Kiss My Baby(58)
So when Ding Bao stopped in front of a hut on the top of the mountain, Lin Jinmo looked at the building in front of him in surprise, followed Ding Bao's steps and walked in, and the moment he entered the house, he felt a burst of coolness.
"Come here, I'll show you something."
Ding Bao stopped in front of a wall and beckoned to him.
Lin Jinmo stepped forward and looked at the things on the wall, with a trace of doubt in his eyes.
It is a rough graffiti, which has become dilapidated as the skin of the wall peels off, and only a vague outline can be seen.
Ding Bao stood under the wall and looked at Lin Jinmo.
"When I was very young, I saw a face on this wall, and I was scared, so I went down the hill and told the dean, and the dean told me that I was wrong, and then when I came up again, the wall was torn down and a new wall was rebuilt, and I could never see that face again. I was afraid that I would forget, so I drew a face in the same position. ”
"I was young, and I didn't know what I was seeing."
"Then I knew, I saw a corpse that had been built into the wall, and that face was familiar to me, and when I thought about it, I finally remembered that it was my sister's face."
"Just as I raised you, I was raised by her until I was five years old, and after that she suddenly disappeared, and then I saw her face in that wall."
"She was taken from many things, just like us, and when I asked her when I was a child, she didn't say anything, she would just cry alone at night. Then she died, and I didn't know anything, I didn't even know why she died. ”
Rubbing against the wall, Ding Bao looked at the graffiti he had left behind.
"Her face, like this painting, has become blurry in my mind."
"I believe that if even I had forgotten her, no one in the world would remember her. Lin Jinmo, like her, you think that silence is the best protection, thinking that you can resist all the pressure, and in the end you will end up like her, forgotten by me, forgotten by everyone, and then one day when I suddenly discover the truth, you are dead, and you are gone, leaving me to live alone and guilty in this world. ”
Speaking of which, Ding Bao pointed to the wall.
"I don't need this kind of protection, Lin Jinmo, do you understand? You can live how you want, don't be afraid of anyone, I can protect myself. ”
The man stood in the doorway, no expression visible on his pale face.
After a long time, he lowered his head and said in a low voice.
"That's ......"
"So what can I do, I don't want you to be hurt in any way, I just want to protect you, even if it ends miserably, even if you forget it, I don't regret it."
Now, it was Ding Bao's turn to be puzzled.
She looked at him and blurted out.
"Why?"
"Because you're worth it."
Why?
Because I love you.
Ding Bao blinked, as if he didn't expect him to say such a sentence.
Ding Bao thought carefully about the meaning of this sentence.
Just listen to Lin Jinmo continue.
"If you can accept the malice of others, why can't you accept the kindness of others to you? Why do you think that stupidity is the only person in the world who really treats you with sincerity, and I am not? ”
Speaking of this, the man's eyes turned red again.
Just like when I was a child, I was slightly wronged in front of people close to me, and my eyes became red as soon as I circled them.
"Ding Bao, I also want to ask why, it's not fair."
His bland words were more powerful than hysterical shouts.
Ding Bao looked at him and was speechless for a while.
He was brought here to make him sober, but in the end, he faced Lin Jinmo's questioning and couldn't say anything to refute it.
Why, she also wondered.
Maybe it's because she's stupid and stupid, so stupid that she is the only one in her eyes.
Maybe it's because she had already felt the love from an old man before she met Stupid, and he taught her how to love, so at the first glance of Stupid, she seemed to see herself as she once was.
But Lin Jinmo is different.
When I met him, she was too young.
She doesn't know what family affection is, when she is very weak, all she can do is ensure that Lin Jinmo can live.
It was a very hard time, and she was too ignorant at that time.
By the time he reacted, the clumsy was gone.
She devoted all her energy to life and finding him.
Over time, she forgot that there was another person beside her, his name was Lin Jinmo.
She was used to taking care of him.
But he was not used to being taken care of by him.
She was used to having him around.
At the end of the day, I don't know why.
Then I looked back and thought about why I felt angry and betrayed when he was leaving.
Maybe it's because you can smell the smell of rice coming from the kitchen every day at the end of the day.
Maybe it's because of the cookies in the mezzanine of my backpack.
It could also be because of the pill box that is always filled up when it's almost finished.
He always does everything silently.
This has long been integrated into the bits and pieces of life, making her ignore the fact that she has always been taken care of by him.
She was well taken care of by him.
So at the moment of the car accident, a thought that subconsciously flashed in Ding Bao's heart was not resentment, but spontaneous sadness.
Everything is in front of you.
Lin Jinmo, who was against the light, walked forward slowly, he looked at the helplessness hidden on Ding Bao's face, he knew what she needed at this time.
"I'm sorry."
The man approached, bent down and put his arms around her.
I don't know when, his back became thick, and when he held Ding Bao, it was enough to shield her from the wind and snow outside the door.
He pressed into her ear and whispered.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been hiding it from you."
But I'm used to being ignored by you.
Get used to silently giving everything for you behind your back.
This habit is deeply rooted in my bone marrow for me.
But I also ignored your thoughts.
"Anyway, I'm sorry."
Ding Bao tilted his head, his eyes open, and his pupils contracted.
She said in a hoarse voice.
"Lin Jinmo, why do you want to say I'm sorry?"
"Because you care about me, I care about you."
Men are smart and have a delicate heart.
If Ding Bao didn't care about him, how could he care if he lived or died.
She just had to accept his offer silently, but she still showed up today.
On top of that, she also gave him a bouquet of flowers.
That's enough.
Lin Jinmo, who has only had Ding Bao in his life since he was a child, has never been greedy for too much.
As long as she has him in her heart.
At this time, Ding Bao wanted to open her mouth countless times, but her throat was tight, so she couldn't say a word.
The tenderness and love that came to her face made her at a loss.
She is used to weighing everything with interests, and she is used to coming and going, so when she faced Lin Jinmo's surging and selfless love, Ding Bao's worldview collapsed.
She didn't believe she deserved such love.
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