321. All the iniquities I have made
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Zhou Hongying's New Year's paintings were all pulled together, and tears fell down like pearls with broken threads.
"Auntie, why did Xuemei still seek death, that day I was clear, clear.... Obviously she has already been explained, why can't she think about it......."
"It's all my sin, I shouldn't have brought her into this world in the first place, now that she's gone, it's a relief, Xuemei she's too bitter, she hasn't had a good day since she was a child, I'm sorry for her.
Before I got married, I got along with the seller who came to the village, he said before he left that he would definitely come back to marry me in three months, but he didn't show up after three months, and I found out that I was pregnant, Lao Zhang in the next village because the family was too poor and had been playing single, my mother didn't ask for anything and didn't want any bride price, his family married me who was pregnant in order to inherit the incense, and I gave birth to Xuemei in less than six months.
The Zhang family has never regarded Xuemei as their own, but Xuemei has always thought that she is a girl who is not welcomed, and she has become more sensible and diligent at home, she has made many efforts but has never been recognized, even if it is an active conversation.
In fact, I thought about helping Xuemei find a talkative in-law in another year or two, maybe it would be different. I didn't expect to get out of the grain station, Xuemei came back, the people in the village talked about it, and gradually the signs became more and more wrong, everyone scolded her in private for being a wild seed, and took off her pants in public, my Xuemei was so kind and slandered by these people, we all went to the ground that day, and when I came back, I found that Xuemei was already neatly dressed and lying on the bed, no breath Woo woo woo, my miserable Xuemei ......"
"Did she explain anything before?" After listening to Zhou Hongying's eloquent talk about the cause and effect, the New Year painting knew that Zhang Xuemei had lived so hard since she was a child.
Zhou Hongying shook her head, feeling that something was wrong: "I remember, she asked me a question before she went to bed the night before she left: Mom, I have been sleeping at the door of the pot since I was a child, and I have never slept in bed." ”
The mood that was finally eased after hearing the New Year's painting broke down again, and just now Zhou Hongying said that Xuemei was neatly dressed and lay on the bed and left this world.
This girl has lived so badly, the only thing she feels in her life is before she dies.
How desperate she must have been at that moment!
Nian Hua took out the wrapped pants from behind him, and cried and said: "Xuemei, go with peace of mind, open your eyes wider in the next life, and find a good person to reincarnate." This is the new pants I asked my sister to make for you, you see that the elastic band is installed, you don't have to worry about the pants falling off anymore, I will burn it to you, I will burn it to you now, I guess you will like this material and pattern. ”
The New Year's painting gently placed the new pants on the burning paper money, and the pants were quickly burned out of a few holes, and gradually the whole thing burned.
"Xuemei, your only luck in this life is to know the New Year's painting, only she came to see you, helped you bring a bowl of rice behind you, helped you make new pants, helped you burn paper money gold ingots, if you really have a spirit in the sky, you will definitely bless her." What Zhou Hongying said was all heartfelt.
"Auntie, why didn't they come to see Xuemei? She's gone, so let's take a look. ”
"Hey, don't mention it, my family wishes she was dead. When Xuemei just left, I was sad and didn't want to live, but if I also left, when the time comes, their Zhang family will marry my son a stepmother and come back, with the Zhang family's practice, it is estimated that it will be more bitter than Xuemei's life, I am already sorry for Xuemei, I can't be sorry for my son anymore. In the past few days, I have come to accompany my Xuemei every day, and I gradually figured it out, whether Xuemei is gone, no one will give her a face from now on, and no one will call her anymore, and there will be no need to ...... again" Zhou Hongying couldn't go on, covering her mouth and crying.