"On the first day of February 4360, the night, the snow was heavy, and I was in Tilulag"

"In the second month of the new year, I finally arrived in Tilulag. ”

In what appeared to be a hotel, a woman sat on a table by the window writing a note, and in the light of the fire in the burning fireplace behind her, it could be seen that it was a very thick codex, and there was some wear and tear between the pages, apparently some years old, but the graphite pen in the woman's hand was indeed new, and the life of this very easily worn thing could not be compared with that of a precious codex, and although the fireplace in the room was blazing, the woman still seemed to be very afraid of the cold, and was still wearing a thick coat made of fur and fluffy cloth。

Some people say that to see if a person is healthy, it can be seen from her hands, obviously the body of this woman with a graphite pen in her hand writing a note does not seem to be very good, because her hands are very pale, especially on the back of her nails, there is no white crescent, although there is no professional doctor in the world of Feilun, but there are still many medical things, but no one has organized it into a system, one of which is that when a person's nails do not have a little white crescent, her body is not very good。

With the faint light of the fire, after seeing her face, it can be proved that the previous guess was correct, because the lips of this very beautiful woman seem to be bloodless, under normal circumstances, the lips of a healthy person are red, if the color is more light, it proves that her blood circulation is worse, and naturally, the more unhealthy her body is.

"Ahem~" With a few coughs, the woman seemed to take off the hat buckled on her head in order to make herself breathe more smoothly, her long black hair flowed down like water, and her two slightly long and pointed ears proved that this woman was a half-elf.

Obviously, the half-elves who dare to walk alone in the world of Faeron have some skills, if not, they would have been captured by the ubiquitous slave traders, "Whew~" The half-elf who let out a long breath seemed to feel a lot more comfortable, picked up the graphite pen on the table, and continued to write.

"Originally, I wanted to come to this country that is particularly beautiful and peaceful in the legend for a long time, but I have a peculiarity, any good thing, I like to put it at the end to admire, which will give me an inexplicable expectation, just like in the past, I used to look forward to that man. ”

"It turns out that five years have passed, to be exact, four years, two months and one day have passed since I left the British Empire, and if today is counted, he has not contacted me once, giving me the feeling that he is a gust of wind that blows through me and never stays. ”

"But there is some black humor that he stayed with my sister in this gust of wind, and I can never forget the emotion that came out of those eyes when I looked at my sister, which I always longed for, in fact, I didn't care how many women he had, and I was never jealous of my sister, maybe as he said, I was just a child in his eyes, and he always treated me as a sister. ”

"But to be honest, I'm still a little jealous of my sister, and I don't know how far she has developed with that man now, although it's been five years, I haven't contacted her, but whenever I meet a bard, I will ask them if the queen of the British Empire is married, what makes me angry is that this bastard man delayed me, and also delayed my sister, I know very well that my sister likes him, but unfortunately, I don't know why, the two of them haven't moved in the past five years, if it's because of me”

Writing this, the woman paused, as if she wanted to calm her emotions, and of course all she did for this was to wipe the corners of her eyes.

"Forget it, don't mention him, I find that his shadow appears in my codex almost every once in a while, so this damn surname of the half-elf is really like what my sister said, so damn it. ”

"Let's talk about my favorite Tilulag, this country has the Sky Mirror that all of Ferren is famous for, that lake because of its large amount of salt, whether it is winter or summer, even if it snows heavily, it will not freeze, just like my favorite Lake Nethan, standing on the edge of that wide lake, even walking into the shallow water, you will have the feeling that you are stepping on the sky, and the shadow on the ground is another you. ”

"Of course, I haven't seen that magical lake yet, because I've only been to Tilulag today, and I'll be there tomorrow, whether it's sunny or snowy, because I can feel it, and it seems that my life is going on, so this is another hateful place for half-elves, who are so sensitive to everything, so sensitive that they can even perceive the passage of their own lives, but I don't care, as a princess of the British Empire, I have to make some choices after all, and I would rather die in a foreign land than marry someone I don't know。 ”

"Ahem~" The woman who wrote this, of course, was actually the little princess of the British Empire, Arthur Leah, coughed again, but this time the cough was more violent and longer.

"Poof!" A mouthful of dark red blood gushed out of Liya's mouth and nose, but fortunately she covered her hand with her hand, so only a few drops of blood fell on the codex, obviously this little princess is really sick, and she is too sick to pay it off, but under some kind of psychological trickery, even after Lia knew that she was sick, she never told anyone, during this time of her life, she seemed to enjoy such a day, there was the joy of being free to do what she wanted, and there was a faint pleasure of revenge, and she even fantasized about what expression the man would use to attend his funeral if she really diedIf only they could find their bodies.

After washing off the dark red blood on her face and hands, Lia sat back at the table and continued to pick up the pen, because her codex was not finished yet.

"My life, I make my own decisions, although it may be a bit silly to do so, but if I guess he will cry, regret, blame himself, this is his surname, and my sister will be the same. ”

"Oh, I'm really a two-tailed scorpion in the Nathan Lake Forest, maybe it's not, maybe it's just that I simply feel that there is no meaning in living, whether it's a person or a life, why should I live?

"Looking forward to tomorrow's trip, and I wish my sister and that bastard happiness together, and at the same time miss Simba, who accompanied me throughout my childhood, and I don't know how it is, by the way, and Uncle Merlin, it seems that I haven't seen him for a long time, I wish you all the best." ”

After wiping the few drops of blood on the codex, Liya was satisfied with the codex book and graphite pen into the space ring, after all, this is her most valuable treasure, almost most of the records in the past five years are in this thick codex, if it is lost, it will definitely be a big blow to Lia.

Because she lives in a hotel, she uses her own quilt because she has the same cleanliness as her sister, and the quilt brought by the hotel has long been thrown into the corner by her, and the hot quilt hanging near the fireplace is moved back to the bed, Lia takes off her coat, and by the faint firelight, you can see that Leah, who is combing her hair, has a necklace around her neck that is a little simple but gives people a very beautiful feeling.

A chain made of silver-white metal, and a pendant like a small silver-white leaf hung in the center of the necklace, reflecting a real silver light in the light of the fire.

"It's so warm" Liya, who got into the bed, held the worn and somewhat abrupt lighter in her hand, and then fell asleep with peace of mind.

In Don Quixote's hometown of China, there is a miraculous medical system that has been inherited for thousands of years, traditional Chinese medicine, this medical system has always been full of mystery, and even many things cannot be explained by Western science, such as acupuncture, in the eyes of Western medicine, acupuncture is simply nonsense, and the so-called meridians can not be found in the human body at all, but in fact, in China, and even in foreign countries, there are countless people who have been cured by acupuncture, and in traditional Chinese medicine, there is a theory, of course, in fact, this theory also exists in Western medicine, that is, Yu Jiucheng disease。

Whether it is Chinese medicine or Western medicine, it seems that there is a consensus in this area, that is, a person should be happy, and there should be few negative emotions in the heart, and the words of Chinese medicine may make many people confused, but in fact, Western scientists have really confirmed through certain experiments, that is, negative emotions, such as depression, anger, sadness, fear, the long-term existence of these emotions will really make a person's body secretion of various hormones abnormal.

For the fragile body of human beings, although hormones are essential, such as adrenaline, without it, human beings simply cannot avoid danger, but in the same way, scientists have also proved that adrenaline is a highly toxic substance.

Therefore, she has been wrapped in all kinds of negative emotions for a long time, such as Leah, and she seems to have fallen into a strange circle of thinking, and even inadvertently entered the final problem of human philosophy.

"Who am I, where do I come from, where am I going?"

Of course, it can be summed up in Liya's sentence, "What is the meaning of human existence?" ”

Moreover, because of congenital reasons, Leah's health has not been very good, and even this time when she came out, Arthur Pandeli also put a lot of water of life in her spatial ring, pure water of life, instead of those blended wine of life.

But all this doesn't seem to be of much use, Liya, who wants to die or not survive, has been in a strange mood for the past few years, and finally her body reacted, and she got one of the few terminal illnesses even in the world of Feren, cancer.

In fact, in the world of Faeron, cancer exists, but it has not been discovered, because it is so hidden, people can only judge from various diseases, whether a person has that strange and fatal disease, of course, now the end of life has begun.The temple of death of life can cure cancer, and Kelia has never had the intention of curing the disease, this may be the revenge of a woman after being robbed of her love.

There were white snowflakes floating in the sky, and Lia felt that she was stepping on the thick snow with her bare feet, and not far in front of her was the Sky Mirror Lake that she had always wanted to go to, but unfortunately, Lia found that no matter how far she went, she would always be a little bit away from that lake.

Unwillingly, she seemed to have given up the plan to go back, but walked forward wholeheartedly, and a north wind blew the snowflakes, whether it was the footprints on the ground or Leah in the distance, they were all gone

"Smack!" Leah's hand hovering beside the bed, perhaps due to the loss of muscular support, the slightly heavy lighter broke free of her hand and fell to the ground (to be continued). )