196 Meng Wenyan's monologue
Mulberry Ye was a little irritable, she didn't fall asleep, she secretly observed the surroundings when she came over, this piece, there were criss-crossing alleys outside, and the people were very mixed.
There are a lot of people who are peeping at them in the shadows, and it is not clear which side those people belong to, but it definitely will not be their own side.
Break out directly, catch the opponent off guard, and take advantage of the night to have a chance to escape.
But if the other party reacts, it will be difficult to escape, and she can't protect her mother alone.
I hope that my father will not drop the chain at this time.
I touched the medicine in my pocket, but the people didn't search their bodies, and the medicine was still there.
Outside the bed curtain, footsteps sounded, and the mother and daughter quickly silenced and closed their eyes and pretended to be asleep.
The curtains of the bed were lifted, and the sound of footsteps stopped beside the bed.
Meng Wenyan's slightly mocking voice came: "Don't pretend, I know you're not asleep." β
Yuzhi raised his eyebrows and opened his eyes, not embarrassed at all by seeing through the disguise.
Sang Ye also got up, protected the elm branch behind him, and looked at Meng Wenyan vigilantly.
Meng Wenyan seemed to enjoy the fear of others, and laughed heartily.
"It's so good, I have a girl who can protect me, and I must feel very happy."
Yuzhi looked at Meng Wenyan calmly and did not respond.
Meng Wenyan didn't care either, and continued to take care of himself: "I really envy you, but it's a pity that I'm weak, and the doctor told me not to have big mood swings and not to do intense exercise." β
"So, I can't even sleep with a woman, I'm afraid of dying in bed, I'm in my twenties, and I'm still a chick, which is ridiculous. Not to mention children, I am afraid that I will not have the opportunity to have children in my life. β
"I can only envy others, envy the love of other people's husbands and wives, and the filial piety of fathers and sons, I am really unwilling."
Meng Wenyan said it with a smile, but it made people feel cold.
He resented the injustice of fate.
Elm covered Mulberry's ears, not wanting her to listen to those foul words.
Meng Wenyan was not annoyed when he saw it, and continued to talk to Yuzhi as if he was a family: "I really want to live a good life until I am old, marry a wife and have children, and live an ordinary life." β
"Since I was born, I have been taking medicine, Chinese medicine, Western medicine, home remedies, ancient prescriptions, I take all kinds of medicines, I am not afraid of any hardship, I just want a healthy body."
"For more than 20 years, all my memories have been medicine and lingering bitterness."
"Originally, I thought that I would always be able to endure hardships to become a master, and I would always be able to endure hardships."
"But no, God is not fair, even if I taste all the bitter medicine in the world, it will still not have mercy on me."
"Recently, I've been feeling more and more tired, my heart hurts more and more, and my energy is getting worse and worse, so I don't think I can live long."
"I don't want to die, I live so hard, how can I die."
"Yu, you are not in good health, and I heard that you don't have a few years to live, can you understand my feelings?"
Although the elm branch covered the mulberry leaf's ears, the sound could not be stopped at all.
Meng Wenyan's sentence that the elm branch didn't live long, so that the mulberry leaves exploded instantly, and he was about to rush over and beat people while grinding his teeth.
Yuzhi hurriedly hugged the person back, gave her a smooth back, and comforted her silently.
Meng Wenyan didn't pay attention to the anger of Mulberry Leaf at all, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, looking at Yuzhi, that look was dark, deep, obscure, and his emotions were very complicated.
Yuzhi was calm from beginning to end, listening calmly, calmly staring into Meng Wenyan's eyes, and speaking calmly: "So, you arrested me just to make yourself feel that you are not the only one who is rejected by God?" Seeking psychological comfort through this? β
Meng Wenyan sneered: "Classmate Yu is really innocent and cute. β
Yuzhi moved his eyes quietly: "Isn't it?" That is, use me as a bargaining chip to exchange the benefits you want from the Sang family? β
"But you won't live long, what do you want these things outside your body to do? For the Meng family? You are really a good son of the Meng family. β
Meng Wenyan sneered again: "It seems that this is the first time for classmate Yu to chat with me so heartily?" In the past, I was very guarded, and I didn't say a word to me, because I was a member of the Meng family? β
Yuzhi sneered and didn't speak, his expression said it all.
Meng Wenyan smiled, laughing so much that tears came out, as if he had heard a big joke.
"It's a pity, I think classmate Yu is very interesting, and I really want to be friends with you, it's a pity, it's a pity that I, as a member of the Meng family, make classmate Yu feel guilty."
"I want to say that I don't have the slightest belonging and care about the Meng family, classmate Yu will definitely not believe it, in the end, I still envy the simplicity and cuteness of classmate Yu, there is no need to live in a family like the Meng family, and look at those inhumane interests and calculations."
"For the sake of fame, fortune and power, any family blood is a joke. If I hadn't fought or robbed, and hadn't shown intelligence and talent different from those wastes, I was afraid that I would have died a long time ago. β
"Died in the cold-blooded ruthlessness of the Meng family and became a victim of the power struggle. Wasn't Meng Wenjun sacrificed? It's ridiculous that idiot, I thought the Meng family was complacent. β
"In the past, every time I watched her use the identity of the Meng family to show off her power, I found it funny."
"So, such a person, how could I possibly plan for it."
"I am a dying person, and I don't care about anything outside my body, so how can I care about things outside my body that are not related to people."
"Classmate Yu not only has a grudge against me, but also doesn't know anything about me, and I am really sad to put me in the same category as the Meng family's group of beasts."
Yu Zhi looked at Meng Wenyan's wild laughter and ridicule, and felt cold, this person really distorted his heart, like an unstable bomb, making people's hearts tremble.
Meng Wenyan laughed enough, and took out a snow-white handkerchief to wipe his tears.
It seemed that because he had laughed too much just now, he felt some pain in his chest, and he twisted his eyebrows slightly, and it took a while to relieve his turbid breath.
looked at Yuzhi and said helplessly: "See, I can't even laugh unbridledly." β
"Forget it, I've tossed enough in this life, I don't want to toss anymore."
"I know that you will do everything you want, and you want to grab my pigtails and bring down the Meng family, so you will take the initiative to follow."
"This way, your man should be out there and dealing with my people, right?"
Mulberry wanted to say something, but was hugged by the elm branch and didn't let him move.
Yuzhi was still calm, and did not respond to Meng Wenyan's words, but talked about another topic.
"Elder Wei said that if you cultivate your self-cultivation, you can live to fifty."
Meng Wenyan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed out loud, this joke was even funnier than the previous one.
His face turned pale with laughter, and he couldn't stop.
Yu Zhi looked at it expressionlessly, and Sang Ye rolled his eyes, it was really a neurosis.
Meng Wenyan laughed until he almost went into cardiac arrest in pain, and looked at Yuzhi helplessly.
"Classmate Yu, you are naΓ―ve, you are not happy, is it not naΓ―ve to say such things?"
"Self-cultivation? What kind of person can cultivate self-cultivation? Who is eligible for self-cultivation? β
"The poor are running for survival, the rich are running for power, the nobles are running for ambition, all people have to run around in order to gain a foothold in this society, how can they cultivate their self-cultivation?"
"I can't do it at all, not to mention that it's still a sick man like me, I need money, materials, and resources, and I can only save my life with these, otherwise I won't be able to live at all."
"But these things, I can't get them lying down and stretching my hands, I have to calculate and fight for them. You say, how can I cultivate my self-cultivation while living in such an environment? β
"I have too many unavoidable circumstances, if I live in a family like Yu, and have the luck of Yu, maybe I can really live to be safe and carefree until fifty."
"Unfortunately, I didn't have that life."
(End of chapter)