Yihui was rewarded by the eldest princess of Yongzhao to become a concubine in the Yanwang Mansion.

Yihui's background is not bad, but because of his family's downfall, he almost fell into a brothel in the Qinglou, but fortunately he was rescued by Princess Yongzhao.

So for Yihui, the eldest princess of Yongzhao is almost her reborn parents, and Yihui is willing to give everything for the eldest princess, including her life.

Therefore, when the eldest princess wanted to send her to Yanwang's Mansion, Yihui did not complain at all.

Even if she knew that King Yan couldn't see things and had a violent temper, as long as the eldest princess asked her to go, she would go on without hesitation.

However, on the first day she came to Yanwang's Mansion, she met a person who smiled silly and had a very gentle attitude towards her.

It's Qishu.

Qi Shu is a guard of Cold Ink Dye, and he is very important, and he is almost a henchman of Cold Ink Dye.

Yihui only learned about these later.

When she came to King Yan's mansion, she didn't see King Yan, and someone even told her that King Yan would not see her, let alone get close to her, and her existence was like an ornament.

It's just that she's not the only one who is an ornament.

At that time, there were already several women in the Yanwang Mansion, and they were happy every day, even if Leng Mo Ran had never looked for them, they didn't care.

Yihui was also thinking at the beginning, if King Yan could take a fancy to her, would he be able to stay in this palace for a long time?

After all, there will be a mistress in the palace one day, and their daughters, who are nameless and have no children under their knees, may not end well.

It's just that before she could act, Yihui was moved by another person.

That's right, it's not love, it's moving.

Yihui actually didn't know what kind of feelings he had for Qi Shu, but in the face of a young man blushing and saying something to himself, Yihui, who was also not very old, would be shy and blush.

Qi Shu said that he liked her very much, and when he came back from completing the mission this time, he would marry her.

Even after King Yan learned about it, he supported the two of them together, and promised that when Qi Shu came back, he would personally make the decision to hold a wedding for the two.

During that time, Yihui was both apprehensive and expectant.

She didn't know what the situation would be like after marrying Qi Shu, and at the same time she was very much looking forward to the future.

It's just that this relationship ended in the end.

Because, Qi Shu didn't come back that time, or rather, he didn't come back alive.

Seeing the fresh teenager who used to smirk at her turn into a cold corpse, Yihui cried uncontrollably.

She lay on Qi Shu's coffin, crying so much that her liver and intestines were broken.

She must have loved him, she thought.

It's just that her love for Qi Shu is far less than Qi Shu's love for her.

Even at the last moment before her death, Qi Shu still held the sachet she embroidered by hand tightly, always remembering her.

Yihui felt that if it was her, she probably wouldn't be able to do it like this.

Qi Shu died, and Yihui initially felt that she would continue to live an ordinary life in the backyard of the palace for the rest of her life.

Leng Mo Ran suddenly summoned her, and comforted her in a gentle voice, telling her that he would take care of her instead of Qi Shu.

Yihui understands very well that cold ink dyeing is good to her, all because of Qi Shu.

Because of Qi Shu's relationship, Leng Mo Dye is very relieved to regard Yihui as a shield, outsiders don't know about Yihui and Qi Shu, and really think that Yihui is the most favored woman in Yanwangfu.

Yihui was sad at first because of Qi Shu's incident, but in the face of cold ink dyeing, she still had thoughts that she shouldn't have.

Cold ink stained her eyes and couldn't see, and sometimes she would come to her courtyard to sit in order to make a show for outsiders.

There were no other subordinates present, and Yihui could stare at Leng Mo Dye unscrupulously.

He is so good-looking and so handsome, but he is an existence that she can only look up to forever.

Yihui was even thinking that she was originally the woman that the eldest princess gave to King Yan, if she worked harder, would she really be able to become the prince's woman?

Qi Shu is no longer there, does she have to guard for Qi Shu all the time?

She couldn't.

After the strong psychological struggle, Yihui began to work silently, but she didn't dare to be too obvious, because Leng Mo Ran would always mention Qi Shu in front of her from time to time.

Every time I mention it, Yihui always has a feeling of betrayal.

But Qi Shu is clearly gone.

Why is she waiting stupidly for someone who is not there?

In such entanglements and contradictions, Yanwangfu waited for its hostess.

Yihui was worried about her situation at first, because she was nominally the most favored lady, and she was worried that the princess would be the first to attack her.

But the prince said that he would support her.

Unexpectedly, the princess was notorious, and her attitude towards her was also very gentle.

Yihui retreated, and sincerely wanted to bless the prince and princess,

But the love for the prince in her heart still comes out from time to time, and she often can't control her feelings.

Therefore, after the prince regained her eyesight, she did not dare to look directly at the prince's gaze, for fear of being seen.

She has always been very entangled and contradictory, the princess trusts her, but she still can't hide the feelings in her heart.

She thought, why don't you just do it, just live quietly in the Yan Wangfu for the rest of her life, she just needs to be able to see the prince from time to time, she doesn't want to be the prince's woman, she will be satisfied when she sees him doing well.

But when the prince and the princess came back from going out together, the two only had each other in their eyes.

Yihui felt at that time that she might not have a chance at all.

She understands women, and no woman wants to share her husband with others, even in name.

No matter how nervous she was, the day had come.

All the ladies in the palace left, and she was the only one left.

No one seemed to care at all if she left or stayed.

But she still chose to make a desperate bet and express her love to the prince.

As you can imagine, she failed miserably.

Leng Mo said that he would only have Xiao Xixi alone in his life.

Yihui was forced to leave the palace, and she only had envy for Xiao Xi in her heart.

If Qi Shu hadn't died back then, she might have married a woman and raised eyebrows with Qi Shu.

But she felt that she was probably not worthy of Qi Shu.

After leaving King Yan's mansion, Yihui went to many places, and when she heard that King Yan succeeded to the throne, she toasted a glass of wine in the direction of the capital.

When she left at that time, Leng Mo Ran did not treat her badly, and gave her a lot of silver taels, plus the amount she had accumulated over the years, which was enough for her to travel to every land in Dachu.

She knows some martial arts, and there is no problem with self-preservation.

It's just that no matter where she goes, every year on Qi Shu's death day, she will quietly rush back to Qi Shu's tomb and put a stick of incense on him.

Her feelings for Qi Shu are not deep, and after many years, there is not much left.

But she still comes to incense every year.

As if this is the only way to prove that she has also been loved.

Instead of living alone in this world like this.

(End of chapter)